when I was 6 years ol I was abondone by my mother... my father is a cheater...

I live alone now... I don't have any clue where is my mother while my father is living with his mistress... I don't really know if they are thinking about me...

why? I don't understand them... i was completely cold I'm not able to smile... why should I? I don't have friends either.. I don't know how to communicate people coz I used to be alone...

my uncle was the one who save me from hatred... he make all things that make me happy...

I don't want you to be sad.. please let go that hatred inside your heart don't let it ruin you

I know that you feel alone but always remember God is always in our side and also me Hahhaaha

I was 10 years old that day I really feel the happiness and love by my uncle... I forgot sometimes the doubt inside me... I'm really happy that uncle save me...

And I thought uncle would never leave me I was wrong that day... uncle was on car accident is he is dead on arrival..

my heart was broken that day uncle passed away ... I felt again the hatred before its flashing my memories

why? All that I loved will leave me but I know uncle doesn't leave me

only mom and dad betrayed me.... the one and only my family is already gon..... I don't know what's on my head

now I'm already in 16 year old I was being used drug drinking and smoking I don't know what I did... I only know is am I doing this to forget everything......

to be continued