Dreams
Hidden Love
Taehyung
You make me do things..
Taehyung
I couldn't even think of..
He writes them down on a paper..His words were beautifully written..Like an art..But for who he is writing this...Is a masterpiece...No one would find another like..
Taehyung
You are like a masterpiece..
Taehyung
Everyone would want..
Taehyung
And you are unaware of the fact...
Taehyung
You have stolen so many hearts..
Taehyung
Those eyes of yours..
Taehyung
Reflect the galaxies..
Taehyung
So bright..And so shining..
Taehyung
They are like the life..
Taehyung
And me the dead..
Taehyung
I won't tell you..
Taehyung
My love for you..
Taehyung
Should remain hidden..
Taehyung
It'll cause a lot of problem..
Taehyung
And will go in vain..
Taehyung
You look so happy with..
Taehyung
And here I can't stand it..
Taehyung
It creates a havoc in my mind..
Taehyung
Wanting to tell you..
Taehyung
But then the thought of making you sad..
Taehyung
Holds me thight like chains..
Taehyung
It's suffocating..
Taehyung
To love you like that..
Taehyung
I just want to hold you...
Taehyung
And kiss you till you drop like a feather..
Taehyung
I won't let you go..
Taehyung
You have no idea what you do to me..
Taehyung
And it's a shame..I can't even tell you..
Taehyung closes his diary..As the knock on his door alerts him...He wondered if someone heard him..But nevertheless he opens the door..There stood his love smiling at him..
Jungkook
Did I disturbed you?
Jungkook
You were resting..?
Taehyung
Just was feeling a bit bored..
Jungkook enters the room and looks around..He notices the book on the desk and then at Taehyung..
Jungkook
You wrote something again?
Jungkook
What is the theme..?
Jungkook
Oh.. That's so sweet yet sad..
Jungkook
I sometimes wonder..How can you love someone...When that person is happy with someone else..
Taehyung
But you won't get the answer..
Jungkook
I know..No one understands better than the one who goes through..
Jungkook takes the book in his hands..And starts to read.. Taehyung while silently stares at his love..These are few of the movements..Where he could stare at him..And he won't get caught..
Jungkook
My heart hurts..When you leave sight..
Jungkook
And I am not in the place to ask to stay..
Jungkook
You can add more likes..
Jungkook looks at Taehyung who was already staring at him and then looks back at the book.. Feeling like of he looked up..He'll fall down into something he doesn't know of..
Jungkook
Now I know why girls are crazy about them...
Taehyung
Sorry..I was just reading your expressions..As an writter..They work like compliments..If they are calm and pleasing..
Jungkook
She would be waiting..
Jungkook
It's really beautiful..
Saying this Jungkook leaves.. Taehyung keeps on staring at his back till he disappears..And sighs..
Taehyung
Till how much long..Do I have to..
Taehyung
Hide my love for you..
Taehyung
You're like a forbidden fruit..
Taehyung keeps his book on the deck..He can't help but feel lost..He always had the urge to tell his feelings..But he never could..He just couldn't..
He hates it..He loves him..He can't even stay away..To let his feelings go..All he can do is dream..Dream of the movements when he would he his..And would smile beautifully..
He could only dream of them having a future..And he knows..They are going to ruin him completely..He won't stop..
He just believes...That maybe one day Jungkook.. Would realise how much Taehyung loves him..And rethinks his decision..
He can just dream..These dreams kept his feelings high..He isn't even trying to escape..
Taehyung
I just love you..
Taehyung
Unconditionally..
Taehyung
That's all I have to say..
Taehyung
You have my heart...
Taehyung
And you aren't even aware..
Taehyung
You are the thief and I won't complain..
Taehyung
You are my love..
Taehyung
And I am your slave..
Taehyung paths his chest gently and smiles bitterly..He then goes to his bed.. Waiting for the next day..Maybe tomorrow..Some miracles would happen in his barren love life...
The next day..Was quite expectedly painful for Taehyung..He was having his breakfast..And Jungkook wasn't there...Well no problem in it but...He was with his lover..And that's what hurts the most..
Taehyung hated and envied his lover..He hated become of his love being taken away..And envy because.. Atleast Jungkook loved his lover back..
While Taehyung.. Jungkook maintained a distance with him..If he felt Taehyung being even a bit closer to him..He would leave and only meet in front of others..Like he is aware..
Jungkook
Sorry for being late..
Jungkook
I was.. Sleeping..
Jungkook
Anyways..Hyung..When are you leaving?
Taehyung
After the vacations get over..
Jungkook
I mean..I need to go London back as well..For some work..
Taehyung
Well then..You'll have to wait for vacations to end..
Taehyung
I am not leaving..It's not like we get vacation everytime..
Jungkook
That's great then..How are people out there..?
Taehyung
You'll get to know when you go..
Taehyung is the one who works in foreign..While Jungkook..He does went to aboard few times..But never went to London before..
Taehyung
You are planning to stay there?
Jungkook
I was thinking..After marriage..
Taehyung feels his heart crushed...He maintained a serious face but his eyes were a bit tear still..He looks at his food not wanting to look at Jungkook..
Jungkook
You would also be there..And then..This house feels empty without everyone..
Taehyung
You can ask mom to come and pay you visits..
Taehyung
She would definitely love to..
Taehyung says.. Thinking that Jungkook might change his decision..Cause in London...Many are aware of his love..And he fears that what if someone told Jungkook...And Jungkook didn't like it even a bit..
What if he never gets to see him again..
The Love Never To Be
Taehyung
I just wish..You could see my love which I am unable to express..
Taehyung looks outside of the window..He watches Jungkook and his lover kissing..He turns his head away..
He can't watch..But neither can he confess..
His heart crumbles with each thought of Jungkook..He doesn't want to think of him anymore..
But he comes back to him again and again..
His dreams..Are much better than the reality..Atleast he can hold him into his arms without fearing a rejection..
He closes his eyes.. Wanting to stop his tears from falling..But even his tears rejected his request..
Taehyung walks towards the window and closes it shut.. Tightly and slides down the wall..
He was fearing himself..He can't watch his love with someone else..How was he suppose to watch them get married..
Taehyung
You are like the sky..
Taehyung
And me..A mere bird..
Taehyung
With wounded wings..
Taehyung
But still I dreamt to fly into you..
Taehyung
My heart beats for you..
Taehyung
But you already have the moon with you..
Taehyung
So what's the need of my love..
Taehyung
You both are praised as a beauty..
Taehyung
And I am always looked down at..
Taehyung
Even from my own kinds..
His tears fell down.. Rolling down his cheeks..His almost red eyes shifted tightly..He breathes heavily..
With each minute by..His breathes became louder..His mouth gasping of air..
But even he can't heal himself..And he can't even ask the one who is responsible of his this misery..
He didn't want to be selfish to ruin two hearts..
Taehyung takes a deep breath before he wipes his tears away..His heart was beating slowly but loudly..
When he first met Jungkook..He wasn't aware of him.. Being his brother..All he knew was that..He felt his heart beat for him..
Taehyung
Well..No..I just.. Haven't seen you in a gathering before..
Taehyung
Is this your first time you have attended the new year celebration..?
Jungkook
It's not like that..It's just..
Jungkook
You just have seen me for the first time..I guess..
Jungkook
Cause I have been attending them since my childhood..
Taehyung
Excuse me...I definitely don't know your name..And my family is the one who sends the invitation..
Taehyung
Then how come I not know you..?
Jungkook
Maybe cause you never focused on..
Jungkook
Anyways..Can you just go now..?
Jungkook
Took me a while finding a peaceful place like this..
Taehyung
Not before you tell me your name..
Jungkook smiles a bit and turns away..He was waiting for his mother to finally reveal the fact that their is another member in the family of Kim's..
But she just doesn't want to...
Taehyung watches him walk away from him..And he definitely didn't feel like annoying him..He wanted not to make a bad impression..On him..
Suddenly the lights went off.. Taehyung who was staring at Jungkook walking away.. Suddenly felt like his surrounding went black..
And then..A spotlight was pointed on the man..He just had a talk with..And with him..Stood his mother..Who had held his hand..
Step mother he should say...But she always has been loving towards him..She once had a big fight with his father..And came back after a year at new year...And he definitely had no idea why..But she looked a bit different..
She became distant from his father..At first it looked like it was because she was angry...But it was later found that..She just fell out of love..And the reason was unknown..
His thoughts were disturbed when he heard the words..."Her son"..What does she mean by that..He thought but then he realised..Why she was away for a year..
Because she was pregnant with her first child..
Taehyung felt his heart shunk..And he couldn't explain why..And now he get it..Why he said he had always been in the party.. Because he..Was always hidden..From him..And his father..And now that he is no more..She revealed that she had a son with him...
That was straight up selfish..But he had no say..
He wasn't expecting such a thing..And especially the guy he felt his heart beat for..Is his very own..Half brother..
Taehyung
If it wasn't for the news.. Goodness I would have never realised..
Taehyung
The kind of magician you are..And what magic you do on me..
Taehyung looks at his feet.. Thinking of how those beats will eventually go back to their normal rhythm..But that never actually haven't..
They still beat the same..For him...
Taehyung
Heart beat fasten..
Taehyung
Colours and promises..
Taehyung
I would be brave..
Taehyung
I would not let anything take her away..
Taehyung
Standing infront of me..
Taehyung
All of my doubts suddenly go away somewhere..
Taehyung
One step closer...
Taehyung
I have died every day waiting for you..
Taehyung
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years..
Taehyung
I love for a thousand more..
Taehyung
And all along I believe I would find you..
Taehyung
Time has brought heart me..
Taehyung
I have loved you for a thousand years..
Taehyung
I love you for a thousand more...
Taehyung sings those in the deep and melodious voice..His eyes teared a little and a smile was on his face..
I have died every day waiting for you..
Taehyung had no idea if he was singing is right or wrong..He just wanted to express..How his heart was feeling at that very moment..
That the love he had.. Would never... Could never..And just... Isn't meant to be together..Even before his love story started..
Taehyung
How to be brave..
Taehyung
How can I love when I afraid-
Taehyung stopped singing when he heard about melodious voice singing..
Watching you stand alone..
I have died every day waiting for you..
Darling don't be afraid..
I have loved you for a thousand years..
I love you for a thousand more..
Taehyung opened hs window and watched Jungkook.. Singing that melody.. Unaware for him being heard..Under a tree..Which was near his window..
Taehyung felt his heart beat again..They seemed to play the melody of happiness..But sadly Taehyung knew they didn't belong to him..As he watches Jungkook's lover laying over his lap..While Jungkook sang to her..
Dreams Come True
It was midnight.. Taehyung was laying on his bed wishing the sleep to knock him down..He didn't wanted to live with this pain..
He so wishes to move on..But he can't..He already has his heart loyal to that boy..But it's not even that he is trying..
His eyes were red and tired..But his heart..It was at the worst condition..It might was beating..But still couldn't keep Taehyung alive..
But suddenly his mind drifted to his dreams..Where Jungkook could be his..It pained his heart cause it only made the situation worst..But they kept him alive..
His lips streched into a smile...His dreams..Have no limits..No limits at all..He can hold Jungkook in his arms for infinity..And no one will complain..
Meanwhile with Jungkook..
He was away even in late nights.. Despite have all the love and comfort..He thought to write his diary then..And here he was..
Jungkook
I heard hyung sing..
Jungkook
His voice is so sweet..
Jungkook
But it reflects loneliness..
Jungkook
I wonder why would that be..?
Jungkook
Could it be that he is missing his dad..?
Jungkook
He really is the most sweetest hyung I saw..
Jungkook
And I don't want him to suffer more..
Jungkook
May he find his happiness..
Jungkook
I just want to see him being happy...
Must it be known to them..Who believe that the ones who are unhappy are always suffering.. Sometimes they are lost in life for they know what their happiness is...But don't dare to speak..
Jungkook
Wonder what his happiness is..?
Jungkook
Is it his family..?
Jungkook
Well he surely love us..But he doesn't seem to be happy..
Jungkook
What could be the reason..?
Jungkook
But why am I so concerned...?
Jungkook sighs..He can't just get his head straight.. Whenever he is with Taehyung he feels like something is different around him..He doesn't know how..But the way Taehyung looks at him..Makes him feel like he is more than a brother to him..
And he knows if that's true..That's a sin..But maybe it's all just his illusions..It sometimes happen..But he didn't meant to ignore them..
Something about his gaze leaves with questions that won't let him sleep at night..What does those quick glances mean..? He knows what all these signs lead to...But he didn't want to accept the fact..
Taehyung was held into the arms of his dreams..They were like warm blanket in the cold which was fatal..When his heart felt to give up living..They will hold it for him.. Assuring they will have it beat for a long time..
Taehyung
I can only have you in my dreams..
Taehyung
When dead.. Would ask for a wish..
Taehyung
Fatal than death and sweeter than honey..
Taehyung
A touch of your hand..
Taehyung
All those memories..
Taehyung
Dreamt them in sober..
Taehyung
To hold you when drunk..
Taehyung
If exhaled the poison..
Taehyung
Only you could breathe in..
Taehyung
Held you like a prize..
Taehyung
Savoured you like a wine..
Taehyung
To paint the white..
Taehyung
Into a colourful sight..
Taehyung
When gone..Kiss my burial..For I pledge to never return..
Taehyung
No one would play dirty with the divine..
Taehyung
But what if divine one was the player..?
Taehyung
No lips would speak the truth..
It was early in the morning..The aurora was still in the sky.. Taehyung was busy scribbling down the poem..He had dreamt of..He wished to never wake up..
But reality wasn't something to run away from..How long will one? No one run away for ever..The one only dead could..But even when dead..They still would have a part to play..In memories of..Or in memories till this day..
Reality would always force to face the truth..For it be bitter or sweet..For it be harsh or pleasing..For it be a great joy or a weeping fellow..
Jungkook
Curse me said the devil..
Jungkook
Loving was never better..
Jungkook
The devil..Wiped the tears of broken hearts...
Jungkook
And sealed them into a monstrous figure..
Jungkook
Made them hungry for blood..
Jungkook
Whispered the ill doings in their ears..
Jungkook
Made them being the hated one..
Jungkook
Not a single lover sheltered in their arms..
Jungkook
But what was their fault..?
Jungkook
Connected by the string of fate..Left in lonelyness..
Jungkook
The broken thread vanished..But the pain never did..
Jungkook
The devil..Was never kind..
Jungkook
Took their souls to another dimension..
Jungkook
Made them his slave..
Jungkook
Broken love never mended back..And now it was never possible..
Jungkook
For who would love a devil's slave..
Jungkook
The fate turned it's back..And let the devil..Make more and more slaves..
Two emotions seeking help..One to find and other to lose..They collided but soon parted.. Nothing could now bring them together.. Atleast one of them thinks so..The other isn't even aware..
Jungkook
Have you seen Yena..?
Jungkook
I haven't seen her since morning..
Taehyung
Maybe she would have went to shopping..
Jungkook
But she should have informed me..
Taehyung
Well that you are suppose to say to her not me..
Jungkook
Can you come with me to shopping tomorrow?
Jungkook
I was thinking to buy some clothes for myself..
Jungkook
And you are always sitting in your room..
Jungkook
So it would be a nice tour..
Jungkook bids bye to Taehyung leaves for his room..It was evening when Jungkook thought to have some talk with Taehyung..He didn't know why but he felt like..
He was noticing Taehyung's. face..It reflected loneliness..As if he is as alone..He needed someone to hear him out.. Someone he could share things with..
It was no fun to see someone being unhappy..When you have a smile on..It hurts..It feels like what wrong did one do..It makes it awkward..
Taehyung
So this is what it feels like..
Taehyung
Dreams come true..
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