Hii my name is Tianna and this is my story.

School just ended so I was out side the school building with my friend Bella and her bestfriend Jessica while waiting for my Dad to pick me up. A couple minutes after I saw this boy walked passed he was slim build tall and he was so handsome. My heart started beating so fast I fell in love at first sight ,then I said to my friend that boy that just walked passed is so cute then her bestfriend said he was her ex-boyfriend but I didn't think too much of what she said I had to make him mine at all cost .

A little while after my Dad came and pick me up on my way home I couldn't stop thinking about this boy and how I wanted him to be mine so when I got home I started to look through my friend list on Instagram to see if any of my friends are following him so that I could find his page and message him.

The next few days of school I started to see him more often and I always saw him talking to Jessica, even though we were not in a relationship or spoked to each other before I was so jealous I didn't want him to be talking to other female but me I know he was popular around the school and many of the girls had a crush on him so it would be hard for him to notice me and I didn't have the courage to talk to him because I was fat and and I wasn't that beautiful and many of the girls who was my rival to win this boy heart was very beautiful so I thought I didn't have a chance and if I just went for it and confess my feelings for him he would've turned me down on the spot so I just kept my feelings for him private so when I got home I started to search up ways to lose weight and how to look more attractive and from that day on I started to work on my self and I also started to eat healthy.

I started to cut down the portion of food that I would've eaten and I started to see results shortly after but in that time all I could think about is him and how I just wanted him for my self I even started to fantasize about me and him together.

The other day's of school I started to watch him from a distance I even started liking to go to school just because I would've gotten a chance to see him but one thing kept bothering me he haven't even noticed me once all this time it kinda hurt my feelings but I still didn't give up I continued to work on my self until I got to the dream body that I wanted.

A couple weeks after school closed and we were on summer break. I had alot of distraction so it helped me to take my mind off him for a while and focus on my self .

So school reopened and and everything went back to normal and I lost a couple pounds and I got even more cuter and I was ready to make my move to make this boy mine.

So school just ended and I was waiting on my dad to pick me up as usual and I saw him out side dancing with a couple friend and I was watch him. So I eventually got his Instagram name from one of his friends and I message him a few time but no response so I kept deleting my messages and re-sending them back until he finally answered. I was so happy to get a text back from him, so the conversation went like this

Him: who is this

Me: You don't know me but I saw u at school a couple times

Him: send me a picture of u

Me: ok

Me: *Sends pic *

Him: Ohh it's u that light skin fat girl

Me: .........

Me inside after he said that ): 💔

Me: Send me your number please

Him: I'll send u it tomorrow

The next day

Me: Goodmorning

Him: Good morning

Me: So aren't you gonna sending your number?

Him : Yeah

Him: *Sends number*

After that we started to text on WhatsApp

WhatsApp conversation

Me: Heyy

Him: Hey

Him: You good ?

Me: Yeah How about you

Him: Yeah am good

Him: So let me guess u like me right

Me: Kinda

Me inside : Of course I like you, you have me here falling in love🥰

Him: Ok

Him: Are u a v!rgin

Me: Yes

Him: Ohhhh😏💦

Him: How old are u

Me: *Tells age*

Him: You know am older than u right? Can u even handle me

Me: Yes I know your older than me and yes I can handle u

Him: I Love s3x

Me:Oh

Him: Yeah

Me: I feel sleepy so I'm going to go to my bed...Goodnight

Him: Okay goodnight

The next day

So the next day after that we saw each other at school but we didn't talk to each other. So when I got home I messaged him and this is how the conversation went

Me: You saw me and u didn't even say anything thing not even Hey

Him: Him u didn't say anything either

Him: Next time we see each other I'll talk to you

The conversation continues

Couple weeks after texting we started to date each other and we also started talking to each other at school and he was so gentle and caring .

Now 4 months has passed since we started dating

Him: Babe can u come over I want to be the person to take your v!rginity and I want to be the person who marries u 💍❤

Me: Me u really mean that bae I love u so much

Him: Of course I mean It

The day that I was suppose to come over his house I completely ghosted him and I kept doing it for weeks everytime he ask but he didn't force me or anything but he was getting fed up because he realized I was ghosting him on purpose.

He kept asking so I finally made up my mind to go over his house. My parents wasn't home they went on a business trip and they wasn't coming back until three days time so it was much easier for me to sleep over at this place. So I went over his place he carried me to his room we sat on the couch and we started talking and he was telling me how much he loves me and how he didnt want to lose me an then we started kissing and kissing turned out into something else, then he started to take off his shirt.

Then he slowly stared to take off my clothes until there was nothing left to take off but he was still in his pants so he eventually took it off and so we were both n@ked.

A few seconds after

Me: *m0ans it hurts*💦

Me: *Loud m0ans* it's too big I don't think it can fit *😫💦

Me: * Loud m0ans*😫💦

Me: * Loud m0ans*😫💦

Me : Yes daddy ah ah💦

Him: Panting

Him: babe I think am gonna c*m💦

Me: Mmm...it's too big I don't think I can take this anymore pull out😫.

Him: *Pulls out*

Him: Babe are u okay

Me: I'm bleeding

Him: Babe am so sorry let's go get our selves cleaned up.

Me: Okay babe

*Both walks to the bathroom to clean up*

After we showered and cleaned our selves up an put on our clothes we lay down on the bed and stared to cuddle, and so we eventually fell asleep .

The next day I woke up I got ready to go home I didn't went to school because I was so tired from all that action yesterday. So he went with me to the bus stop to put me on a bus and make sure I reach back home safely. When I got home I called him to let him know that I reached home safely and we were on the phone for the whole day because he didn't want to hung up.

Three day when by and my parents were back home and everything went back to normal and I had to go to school so my dad carried me. When I reached inside the school the first person I saw was him we made eye contact and he ran over and gave me a big hug and followed me to my class. While in class i couldn't stay focus I kept having flashbacks 😫

My mind: *Yes daddy ah ah*😫💦

Me: *shouts* Stop thinking about these things in class

Classmates and Teacher: *Stares in fright *

Teacher: Tiana are u okay?

Me: Yes miss sorry about that

Teacher: Okay

So class eventually ended and it was lunch time so I when to buy my lunch but the lunch line was full so I asked my friend Amelia to buy it for me and meet me in the school garden then she got through. So she came with my lunch and she sat there with me and we ate our lunch together and we here having a little girls talk and she was telling me how she and her boyfriend broke up a couple days ago so I was trying my best to be a good friend and comfort her an she just suddenly broke down and started to cry and I was telling her how beautiful she was and how many boy would dream of having her because she is a good person in and out and she said to me I wish I had more friend like u because people like u are rare to find you are like the big sister I never had and then we hug and I started to crack some jokes to cheer her up and we both started laughing then we heard the alarm that signaled that lunch time was over and it's now class time so we picked up our garbage and threw them in the garbage bin then told each other see u later then went back to our classes. School ended in a hour and I saw Amelia so I told her my dad is gonna pick me up so I'll just let him drop her home and she said okay. So my dad came and I ask him if he could please drop my friend home and he said okay, after dropping Amelia home me and my dad went home when we got home my mom said we are going to visit my grandma tomorrow I was so happy because I haven't seen my bestfriend Lily in months and we only talked and see eachother on the phone and I wanted to tell her very thing that happen in these few months that went by but before I went I messaged my boyfriend and let him know that I'll be going to visit my grandma tomorrow and he said okay babe.

So the next day came and I was ready to go visit my grandma so I text my boyfriend and told him I'm leaving now.

Him: Okay babe just be safe and remember to text me and let me know when u reach I love u🥰😘💍🤞🏻

Me: Okay babe I love u too ❤💍🤞🏻😘

40 minutes after our conversation me and my parents finally reached so I texted him to let him know that I safely reach my destination.

Him: Okay babe enjoy your self❤

Me: Okay babe❤💍

The first thing I did as I reached was give my grandma a big hug and kissed her on the cheek and tell her how I missed her then I went over Lily's house she didn't know I was coming so she was really surprised and happy at the same time so we hugged and did a little catching up and I told her everything that happened in the few months that went by and I told her how me and my boyfriend met eachother and how I gave my first time to him.