[year 2020]

Hana was living a very happy life with her family ,she had everything that she cherished and family she loved,well she wasn't a very wealthy person ,still she had things that one need for a comfortable life .Hana had good faith in God and she was thankful to him for giving her such a wonderful life. Hana was closest to her mother ,she loves her the most as an introvert person ,she could only open up deeply with her mum .Her life that year was the finest ..

[year 2021]

compared to the last year this was quite bad even since the starting for her ,on her 15 th birthday neither her mum nor her dad were present at home as they needed to head back to the Town due to some family emergency ,she wasn't too happy on her 15 th birthday but still she thought it's alright ,Her mother called her and said ,“happy birthday my dear , I'm really sorry we couldn't be back I hope you understand ,Just order something delicious okay ? ".Hana replied ,“thank you mum ,umm... would you get me a overcoat ? I really wanted that ".“sure ,we can go shopping together alright ? bye love you ".“Love you mum ".Hana was a bit Happy now ,not because mum agreed for the gift ,but after talking with her .Hana's Dad messaged her too ..

‘Happy birthday daughter'

Thanks Dad .

Hana wasn't too closed with Dad ,it was just like a normal daughter and father's relationship also she doesn't care about it alot too as her dad was mostly busy with his office work and didn't had much time for her and she kind of understand it .

Time passed quickly Hana's mother was ill for past few days ,she was having normal medicines of fever .One night Hana and her mum was on the terrace ,Hana was starring at the stars and she exclaimed ,“Mamma , aren't the stars so beautiful ,Like WOW I really love stars to much but lately I can't see them " .“If you really like them then you should accompany me here every evening they look the same ".“Sure ,now I will see stars together with you always I promise " Hana said with a smile plastered on her face and eyes fixed on the sky ..well who knew that that was the last time she was looking at the stars with her mum and now her mother is the part of those glittering constellations.Her mother fell so sick that she has to be hospitalized before leaving for the hospital ,Her mother called Hana and looked at the poor soul with pitty in her eyes,Her eyes showed emotions that seemed like to be saying‘ I'm sorry baby but I don't think I'm gonna make it back home'.Hana caressed her mother head and said ,“Dont worry I now you gonna be alright ".Hana had faith in God she did thought nothing negative ,her mother was hospitalized for 14 days now and her conditions were sometimes stable and sometimes become worse .one evening Hana was taking an afternoon nap , suddenly the other members of the house started weeping bitterly ,Hana knew what was the matter but wished that what she was thinking was not true and she wanted that no one tell her what had happened .But the darkness was real her biggest fear came to be true ,her mother passed away and so is her faith in God disappeared ..she could not believe that something such could have happened .She was in so much pain but Moreover she was really disappointed in God ..That was the longest night in that household .After the funeral ,she wouldn't talk to anyone nor she would cry .She was felling numb ,she felt so weak ,so terrible that is hard to explain .Hana was depressed so many negative thoughts came in her mind but infront of others she showed that she is all fine and at night she would she'd tears in the blanket without even making a sound ..she would cry silently and those tears were filled with a horrible pain ...Hana could not believe ,‘How can she die ? the person whom she cherished the most ,her precious mother is no more that was so hard to believe ...