Mark's thoughts

There's this boy in my school he tends to mostly hang out with the girls. Last year he came out as gay he got alot of shit for it. I don't know his name yet but I plan to find out tomorrow. He's really cute with his hair shoulder length he must only be 5ft tall.

He's really brave to have come out no one but my bestfriend Shea knows I'm gay. My plan is to ask him out after hanging out a couple of times and getting to know him. I'm scared of everyone knowing my sexuality though because I'm afraid they'll make fun of me but it will all be worth it if he goes out with me. I have to tell Shea about my plan she'll know what to do she has a girlfriend after all. I'll tell her today at school.

At school

"Shea I have something important to tell you" - Mark

"What is it?" - Shea

"I kind of have a crush on this boy and I want to ask him out" - Mark

"I knew you had a thing for brian" - exited - Shea

"Oh god no ewwww" - Mark

"Than who is it?" - Shea

"I actually don't know his name"- embarrased - Mark

"Than describe him to me" - Shea

"Ok. Cute, shoulder length hair, like 5 feet tall, and tends to hang out with girls." - Mark

"Oh god no. Dude that's james he probably hates your guts." - Shea

" What why?" - upset - Mark

"Like all your football friends bullied him last year for being gay." - Shea

"****. What am I going to do now." pissed off - Mark

"I think you should chill out first." - Shea

"Dude you should also think about the fact that you have that cheerleader chick glued to you." - Shea

"Oh right Lilly" - Mark

Lilly walks up behind Mark and startles him

"Whatcha talkin about"- Lilly

"Non of your business" - Shea

"Oh it's you"- Lilly

"Ladies let's not fight" - Mark

"Your right not gonna waist my time on" - Shea

"Come on sweetie let's go" - Lilly

"Ok Lilly" - Mark

Lilly walks Mark into a supply closet and locks the door

"Lilly what are you doing" - Mark

"Come on Mark let's have a little fun" - Lilly

"Wait Lilly were not even dating" - Mark

"YES WE ARE" - Lilly

"What do you call it then" - Lilly

"I only see you as a friend Lilly" - Mark

Lilly leans in and kisses Mark, Mark shoves her away

"But Mark I love you" - Lilly

Door bursts open standing there is Shea (Shea can pick locks)

"Girl get the hint he doesn't like you god you so oblivious" - Shea

"No he loves me right Mark?" - Lilly

"No I like someone else Lilly and we never even actually dated." - Mark

Lilly looks at both of them and then runs off crying

"God that girl is so stupid"- Shea"

"Thanks Shea I owe you one" - Mark

"You sure do" - Shea

James

As I'm walking down the hall on my to class I see this girl running down the hall crying. Oh wait it's Lilly. Me and her used to be friends but then she started to spend all her time with this **** Mark. Everyone started to get pissed off that she was never around so we confronted her. She got all upset and was like "he's my one true love" **** that. I hate him and she knows that. Him and all his asshole friends bullied me for being gay. What does she even see in him other than that he's hot. The good thing is that I still have Nia, Sarah, and Naomi. But I do miss Lilly I should ask her what happened. Maybe that bitch broke her heart. Wait isn't that him!!!

James approaches Mark

"Did you make Lilly cry?" - James

"Yeah" - Mark

"WHAT THE **** DUDE" - James

"She kissed me and stuff just went down" - Mark

"She loves you are you gay or some shit" - James

"I like someone else" - Mark

"And who is that" - James

"Gonna tell me who it is" - James

"OH MY GOD ARE YOU GAY" - James

"Shut up" - Mark

Mark pulls James into the supply closet

"What the ****" - James

"I'm Gay" - Mark

"Well **** you" - James

"What did I do?" - Mark

"You and your friends bullied me for being gay hypocrite" - James

"It wasn't me it was them I just hung around them" - Mark

"So who do you like?" - James

"Tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me" - James

"Fine I like you" - Mark

"Wait for real" - James

"Yeah" - Mark

"Ok" - James

James proceeds to leave

"Wait" - Mark

"What?" - James

"Do you want to go out with me" - Mark

"Oh hell no" - James

"Unlike you I'm a good person" - James

James proceeds to leave

I can't believe that just fucking happened he is such an *** like dude I could never hurt Lilly like that. I also hate that bitch so I'm not gonna date him. **** I'm going home. I'll just go to the nurses office and tell her my stomach hurts. My over protective mother will ameaditly come pick me up. **** Mark is really hot though and damn he has a nice ***. What the hell

am I thinking? Maybe I am actually sick thinking about shit like that.

James enters the nurses office

"Ma'am my stomach hurts" - James

"Nurse I'll call your mother James she's gonna pick you up either way" - Nurse

"Ok Ma'am" - James

15 minutes later

"Oh poor baby" - Mom J

"Hi mom" - James

James heads home

Still can't believe the shit that went down today. Damn he is hot though with his abs and beautiful face.

Before James new it he was masturbating to the thought of Mark

I need to get a tissue. What have I become?

God I'm so stupid I have a crush on Mark but I can't hurt Lilly like that.