Writing About My Life
Catching up with me
A half half diary, half not so
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I just wanted to write on life. So yeah.
M: Sibling, the middle child
Friend I is one of my friends
Friends S is one of my friends
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Well so today April 11, 2022 M and H were fighting so I wasn’t doing anything. They don’t listen to me so not like I could do anything
New character added!: Grandma. Grandma is grandma
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Somewhat after the fight G was like to H. You should just stay with me. Let M stay with his mother and also you sister and then your dad and you stay with me
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I felt weird when that person said that.
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Like I was outed out or something
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Isn’t the way that person said it weird?
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That person can be considered nice to us
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But m…om doesn’t like her
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Even au…nt knows there are problems
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But isn’t every family like that?
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It’s not as if I have some other family
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M…om ever since I was three has been telling me things about how she thinks of _____’s family
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When I was young and au…..nt’s son was at our place I spilled saying things on what I’ve been told
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It was frustrating and I didnt know at the time my mom was venting on me by complaining to me on her life problems
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Years later I was told that _____ was cheating on someone when I was riding the car ______ was driving
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I cried when ______ told me
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I mean i wasn’t cheated on but I’m related to it almost or am directly related to it
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Years later I made a friend
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Not among Friend I or S because this was a year or two before that
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I was accused of hitting that friend
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I know I never did touch that friend with my water bottle
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That friend’s mom called my mom
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And I was heavily scolded very much
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I mean at the time during the stay in that certain house ______ wasn’t home much so _______ wasn’t in a good mood.
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A year later I made friend I
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That person isn’t thought of very well by Mom
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Do you have a friend where your family says that person is a bad influence?
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And it’s like the third to fifth year of being told about how they don’t like my friend
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That friend although isn’t very active in things isn’t very passive either
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That person isn’t like in the class
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As for me I am more of someone with low rank in the class
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Someone more of ignored rather than liked or disliked
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A year later I made friend S
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Actually before making friends of friend I there was big drama
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But that will be told some other day
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Friend S happened to have the same name as me
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She is more open in her likes and dislikes
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I like similar things and brought her into reading books
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I stayed in the guidance counselor a lot for the aircon
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I was eating with some people and she was part of the group but we never spoke to each other
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Over time people left little by little
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And we were the only ones left
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We went together every recess and lunch like always and little by little started chatting more which ended with us now becoming best friends
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A year later we became friends I moved schools
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The environment in the previous school was so bad I complained a lot for about two years
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This time I couldn’t change schools how I wanted
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This is my second year in the current school
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The teachers aren’t as good at teaching as the other school but better in personality
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I haven’t and hope not to meet anyone mean in this school
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I made I guess one friend
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We aren’t best friends though
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But I’m happy I can make even one good friend
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Others in the class are also my friends
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Others don’t talk much so yeah
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But the one I can talk with occasionally that isn’t about school is that person
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I learned many weird things about the school I am in
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Sadly because of moving houses which this time would be a bit far taking up a one to two hour road trip I would have to change schools next year
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I still have at least probably the end of this month and half of next month as a student of the current school
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I doubt I’ve ever had such a peaceful school life compared to these two years
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But I’m happy I was able to go to this school
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And since I’ve had such a bad school life before
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This one being very good is extremely good to me
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I hope the people in the next school are nice and the teachers too
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A backstory and current life
The ones after will probably be shorter
Or me complaining on life
But thanks for reading if you do
(Don’t share it if possible)
Can’t imagine if the people in here find out
God I’m gonna be dead if that happens
Episode 2
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Today is (me totally not checking the date…) April 13, 2022
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My siblings aren’t like doing much
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I mean like for the sake of “doing something” I have to wipe the table, bring things for some certain people, fixing the bed which not only I used, get my food given to my youngest sibling because he keeps giving it to the middle, and so on.
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And today I was in a really bad mood because like I know it’s only been a few days but I’ve already forgotten mo…m’s voice somewhat so I’ve been a bit annoyed, had bad sleep, and then those things happen today which just really made me start to notice my treatment went down by a whole major level.
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I mean in the beginning we were technically supposed to just wash dishes but G…(not gonna mention) doesn’t wanna let us so like for the sake of “doing something” I have to do those things mentioned above
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Like honestly if she wants to make me do those I think I’d rather just wash my own dishes
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Not only but among the three of us only I am made to do those things
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Then later on the middle says I’m crazy and laughs at me because I was taking a call and said I feel like I got dumber these two years
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Then like an hour ago during dinner I was told that I am not allowed to eat much because I’m a girl and then was given some “you know” look
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After dinner I said I was going to the room to G… but then was shouted at that I am not allowed to go to the room and should walk
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Except after that I was made to clean the placemats and bring dishes in then I sorted them then I went out only to be told to bring more dishes in and put some food in the bin
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Then thing is which just really annoys me and bothers me is that I’m the only one doing it
Facts to feel free to skip
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1. I hate my food being taken away because sometimes a certain sibling of mine likes the food and takes others portions
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2. Just because I’m the oldest doesn’t make the youngest super young (I’m just four years bolder than the youngest but my birthday hasn’t come so it’s like only three and a half basically)
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3. I prefer things being fair. When there is noodles, I always divide it, when there are dumplings and my mom just puts a random amount in, I divide it, just like everything else
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(Except I am being told things like, “Why are you always dividing it? You want more than your sibling when your already like this?”. Yeah things like that. I’m not dividing because of that but because I have sibling who when I eat a little later or don’t divide, I probably won’t be left with much food or even any.
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It’s annoying but I know people are having worse lives than me so I can’t complain…
Episode 3
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So I realized the word for it was homesickness
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But thing is I’m back over here again (not at home)
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And my parents are away again
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I don’t feel as bad as the last time I was here
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I learned I don’t like mango juice with the lots of strings
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Except she’s making me work more than before
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Good things she isn’t saying the irritating things for now
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The ones like “your a girl so…”
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Exams are next week so sad
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Last day of the school year for certain subjects
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I don’t have to sleep with that person anymore
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Cramped and kept reading on her iPad at night so I literally couldn’t sleep
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Now I can stay in the other room
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Problem is it’s a bit spacious and big making it scary a bit
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Still worry for my clothes because the floured and whites are just mixed
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My other white shirt the last time I came was turned light blue
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Plus the shirt was a shirt I was fine with wearing
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I’m better than last week basically
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April 21, 2022 Thursday 9: 59 am btw
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