I don't know how to smile or just how to express myself in front of others as I think of my actions will be judged by them as I communicate and as I distance myself from others....

As the time passes I thought of seeking attention from other just questioning them the time,date,or just me.

Having a thought of myself doing things as I see myself as a weak person even so I tried to muster my confidence as I try new things for myself and trying to be me,Myself..

I smile ,I laugh even if I don't know the situation and do rash actions...

So...

I chose not to express and be simple on the things that I do and just let others be themselves and as I be myself and let others judge me...