I knew that my end was near. I lost to much blood. Soon I will leave this world behind, but can I say I lived without regrets? The answer is no.

I was the princess of the Margarita-duchy, wich I hated. As soon as I could I left my family and trained to become a knight. And I was a good knight. But in a fight with the evil dragon-king, I lost much blood. I defeated him, but now I'm left to die alone.

I wasn't the only daughter of the Duke. I had a little sister hated by the Duke and the servants in our house. I don't know why they hated her, I just know that Mom and I weren't strong enough to protect her. Then they killed her. On my 13th birthday they killed my little sister as a birthday present. It was the horriblest and last birthday party of my life. That was the momement when I decided to leave the family.

I regreted everything from that time. If I had the chance, I would life all over again and be a good sister. I would make sure that she lives past 10. I just want to turn back.

I felt the life running out me. Then I closed my eyes. " Its over!" I wihspered. A tear rolled down my cheak. Then I stopped breathing.

What can I do? It is to late I'm already dead. I can't change anything anymore ,I thought . Then a warm light encased me. Does dead feals like this? I heard bells ring. I felt so light. My wounds stopped hurting.

For a first time since many years, I felt save again. It felt great. If this is death then I don't mind dieing at all. It feels great. I thought that. But, wait! Since when can you think and feel after you die. Were my next thought. Then I opened my eyes and looked at the evil eyes of my father.

Oh, hell no, I ain't dealing with that shit! "Oh hell yeah, you will deal with that shit! I didn't made all this efort to grand you a second chance for nothing!" A small voice said. Suddenly time stopped and a small fairy apeared. What is going on? "I granted your wish!", the fairy said, " You can life all over again now!" What! I thought. "What what?Go be a loving sister!",the fairys soft voice said. I looked at more accurate. She had pink hair like Cotton Candy, pink eyes and pink cheaks. Everything was pink. Even her wings! So I was reborn... Great! Thank you, fairy! This time, I'm going to be a good sister! "No problem." Then the fairy disappeared and time run again. "What a cute baby.", the voice of my father disgusted me and I startet to cry. "Saphira, do something against it!" This Jerk jelled. My mother picked me up. "Sh,Sh. It's Okay, Ruby."

The voice of my mother calmed me down. "Great. She stopped crying." That Jerk again! "Saphira, lay her down, you got chores to do." That Bastard! You can't say that to a mother who just gave birth to a child! Not only my sister needs protection, but also my mother! As soon as my Mom put me down, I started crying again. Actually I wanted to say something, but then I rememberd I'm a newborn Baby and newborns can't speak. So I cryed my anger out. I knew my father hates loud Noises, so he would probably let my Mom stay. My supposition was right. "Ah, stay here Saphira and keep Ruby quite", that jerk said. "Of course, Duke",my Mom replied. Than the jerk finally left and I was alone with Mom.

I started giggling to surpress my love for her and finally my Mom started to smile. It was a sad smile, but a smile and I never seen my Mother smile, so I were very happy. "Be strong my child." ,my Mom said, "Be strong." If I could I would've said, ' Of course Mom, I will be strong, for sister and you!',so I just nodded silently. Once again my Mom smiled. She was even beutifuler when she smiled. My Mom has hair in color of fox fur and hazel colored eyes. Her hair was always in shoulder length and she had freckels on her snub nose. I know her eyes, hair and freckels are the trademark of her family, but she was beutifuler than most woman in the world. Except my sister of course ,she looked like Mom. In contrast I got my familys trademark: the red wavy hair and emerald green eyes. Ha.

Suddenly my Mom stood up. I saw a light glimming around her and then she became a fox. It was her family magic, a reason why father married her. I wonder If its save to use it right after giving birth. My Mom said "May her life be endless." and suddenly the pink fairy apeared again. "Hah",she sightet,"Seems like your mom casted a spell in you. And of course I am the one who needs to protect you. Typical! My name is Pinky, by the way" Even her name was pink. Hallo, Pinky. That was my moms magic. To summon fairys, to protect, destroy and much more. It was a beutiful kind of magic. I wish I possesed it. Instead I am a Summoner of a jewel sword. Well, you can also protect someone with it.

"If no one needs me, then I'll be going now" Oh shit, I totally forgot that Pinky was still there! Don't go, I want to make a Deal with you! "Really?tell me more." Please protect my little sister who'll be born 3 years from now! She has my mothers power, wich is why Mom can't use her Magic on her. "OK, deal. But I wan't a Ruby for that!" Of course you get it. "Great." and then Pinky disappeared again.