"Age is just a number"

~~

"True love is  just  bond between two hearts "

Or

"Love doesn't care about the world."

They all sound too painful & bitter when you aren't allowed to love the one that your heart accepts and instead love the one that they accept.

Looking at someone that your heart is desperate of, only increases your desires. But knowing the fact that you aren't supposed to love that person, only ruins them all...

That's when you can't do anything but, just give him/her a 'Doleful Smile'.

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"I'm home...~"

Huh! Why am I even saying that? I don't even have a pet...

Shutting the door behind me, I walked into my living room, put my bag down and flopped over my couch. After a few seconds, I rose my head up to see my clock which showed 7:17 PM.

Oh! Shoot! There's just 10mins left for the sunset

Forgetting all my exhaustion from a long tiring day, I rushed to the kitchen to grab myself a coffee since I'd to stay up that night to complete a screenplay.

Phew~ writer's life. Whatever, at least I get to enjoy my favorite mug of coffee while watching the sunset.

I smiled as I held my coffee mug and walked out of the kitchen. From my living room, heading towards my balcony, my eyes stuck at the sun that had started to turn scarlet.

I stepped into my balcony as I took the first sip from my coffee & I felt tears rolling down my cheeks.

I'm having a lot of sudden mood-shifts these days. It's probably because-...

I could feel an increase in the flow of my tears, so much that they'd started dropping on my feet. I closed my eyes...

Yes~ it's because I..I feel Lonely.

I took a gulp of my coffee as I open my eyes to realize that I was here to watch the sunset.

While watching it,as it moves lower & lower, I spoke without any thoughts...

"You are lonely too, right?"

Damn! I must be crazy to do this!

Well, really?! I'm talking to the sun now? "I'm not that lonely am I?"

I thought to myself while my hands started to shiver, I was holding back on my emotions for a long time & now I couldn't control them anymore. I took a step backwards to place my mug on the closest shelf and came back to drop myself at the corner of my balcony.

I drew my legs closer as I sat & hugged them, bent my head and started to weep.

All I want now, is someone who would hug me and wipe my tears off.

I lifted my head up & with a slight squeak in my voice, I softly cried...

"I miss him".

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(Flashback) Clara's POV.

"Goodnight! Mom & Dad~ I'm off to bed, tomorrow's gonna be a great day!" I joyfully yelled while walking upstairs to my room. Well, I literally ran there. I excitingly shut the door and jumped over my bed, grabbed my pillow onto my laps and... What else? I was lost in thoughts after that.

Ok, so everything's ready right? Hmm... All the gifts, letters... Everything's packed!

Shopping list is done too... Damn! I'm so proud of myself (^_^'')

Whoaa... I'm finally gonna meet EXO and also stay in Seoul for a whole week! Amazing!~ I'm so excited (^ㅅ^). I wonder what they look like in reality. Hope I could attend their concert once...

My wide smile slowly disappeared. I put my pillow down & laid my head in.

Why are they disbanding? Well, this day was gonna come anyways...

Before I could realise, I'd started crying already. All my memories with the fandom kept flashing through... From my newbie days to this moment. I could already feel my pillow was wet now, I turned it the other way and fell asleep

(Flashback End) Clara's POV

I could feel the cold breeze along with my hair hitting my face. My face started feeling itchy...

I woke up rubbing my eyes, realizing the pain in my back for sleeping in a wrong posture.

Damn! What's the time? How long have I been sleeping here?!

I stood up, stretched myself & went inside to see the time. It was 9:30 PM!!

Oh Gosh! My lazy a$$! Good that I didn't sleep there for the whole night.

While walking past the living room I noticed the coffee mug that I'd left in the shelf... Too lazy to make another one, I decided to just heat it up. While it was heating, I took my mobile to check with some notifications & saw the lock screen...

Holy sh*tt!! What the heck?! Imma curse my life really hard right now!

The lock screen had a logs notification showing '3 missed calls from: DaeDae-ssi'

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Ok, so the only thing I can do now is, be mad and curse my fate or just cry over, which I don't think is the right thing to do!!

Whoa... Can things be any worser? He called me after complete 4 months. Not once but thrice & I was freaking sleeping in my balcony like a total idiot!!

I just regret life so much right now (T_T)

I walked back to the kitchen to pick up my coffee while checking some mails update. I sigh in relief after seeing a mail from the website where I was looking out for renting an apartment in Seoul. Yeah, I'm going back to Korea! I'm living in LA from past 2 yrs, working for two movies I wrote, I completed one last year & about to finish the second movie.

While working for the second movie, I wrote a screenplay of a Korean manga which got selected and is gonna be a k-drama soon so, I'll be the main director for it. The shooting is starting by the end of next month, I've started to wind-up things here. I didn't inform him about it yet, I wanted to but, he seems really busy these days...

Sigh~ and after all that I missed 3 calls from him! Life sucks (•~•)

Anyways, should I try calling him back? What's the time there? Will he be free? There may be people around him...?

"sigh~ What kind of an overthinking pest am I?'' I yelled at myself. I go the clock app to check the time in Korea and it was 1:47 in the noon there.

He's probably having his lunch or maybe on a break right now, surrounded by as least as possible...

Whoa! I was freaking out for nothing (freaking in actuality)

Before I could actually go text him..."" I received a text from him (Wow!). I quickly clicked the notification to read his text.

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