I've always been a lonely and trouble-free person but all that changed one day... My mothers changed my school like every year... I never stay more than a year in a school they always change me

My first day of school was normal as I always didn't make friends and I don't talk to anyone that's a pretty normal thing for me... Although everyone looks at me funny... But i'm still used to it I have to get into my studies is my last year of high school and I want for once in my life my parents to congratulate me... I'm always compared to my brother...

Day two:

Well everything normal this time some girls talked to me pass the two recesses with them we may become friends it would not be wrong that I can be a little more sociable

Day three:

At the moment everything is going very well the girls and I get along very well although I could not say that we are friends we know each other recently. In class and been very attentive munchos say that I am the favorite of the teacher just because all the time congratulates methat makes me feel good

Day four:

I had a great time in this school everyone is very good and they accept me instead in others everyone ignored me... I had a great time in this school everyone is very good and they accept me instead in others everyone ignored me... And I'm glad to know that haora I can count on Someone.

Day five

It's amazing how things change one day I have friends and the other day everyone treats me like crap everything was going so well but... I'm never going to make friends dr really... I feel alone my behavior is not the same as before, before I took the best grades and now I get the worst... I keep thinking about my past... In everything I suffered... Living has become torture. That's why today will be my last day, there will be no more... I've already written my note suicide... I took a rope and squeezed as hard as I could but my body clings to life... And hold on a lot until I give up... It was just a waste of time...

Day six

I've been annuited to annoy... They make heavy jokes and beat me, push me and yell things at me... But... I've been through so much and I've cried so much that I don't have any tears left... Now I just feel empty... Like a lifeless body...

Day seven

Today they gave up grades and unsurprisingly I failed... And by little and my stepfather beats me... So I'm grounded... But honestly I don't care at last and after all I never go out and my phone I only use it to listen to music so it doesn't matter and at school I just tell me things hit me and teachers don't even immute me can hit me in the salon with the teacher present and I wouldn't I would do nothing as I am like a totally non-existent and useless ghost a useless garbage... It's who I am...

Day seven

I only see the time pass while I'm just here crying waiting for happiness... Everything changes so much... I miss those beautiful moments full of joy... I wish I could travel back in time and avoid everything that happened... I miss all those beautiful moments that I lived next to you... I was very happy but now I don't even know happiness.

Haa? I'm late for school and I don't change it better to hurryw or I'm not going to be opened...

I'm almost ready and I'm not here!!! - very well guys today there is a new student your name is ren - a new guy? - All right you can sit next to midori -- that next to me?! - emm.. Hello my name ren - - hello I call myself midori -- hey and your name that means? - - does not have a great meaning simply means green - well mine means... - - lotus flower already it... -

- ho? Okay... - - And why are you here? - - well i am from Brazil but my parents wanted to come to Japan and well they put me in this school - - if you are from Brazil because you got into this school I say it is not very cheap a plane ticket from Brazil to Japan they could put you to a more prestigious school this not it's very good for us to say -- -- well if it's not so good because you're here -- -- this school is the closest where I live -- okey hears and you're not from here right? - - No, I'm not from here I'm from... - - okey young let's start the class today - your eyes are so cute... They have such a deep look... Your eyes all black... - solve the problem - ha? What? It looks kind of hard... And don't even pay attention... If I ask the teacher will scold me for distracting me... I'd better ask ren... - hey ren -- if midori -- is that don't pay attention to what the teacher said can you explain to me? - - if you don't have to worry -- I can't stop looking at it

it's so cute... - did you understand? - - - yes, if I understood... - - perfect now it is the exercises - - okey... - I solved the exercises very quickly... I explain it well that it was very easy to understand... - okey guys already sono the bell comes out only those that are already finished - perfect!!! - hey midori we could be together at recess -- -- if it's very well- perfect see we go - we were all recess together it looked like a dream.. I'm sure things are going to change for the better...

Day eight

I'm so excited I can't wait to see it again... See your eyes so cute... Honestly I've never fallen in love in this crazy way I feel the need to see it... I can't get it out of my head... I can't go a second without seeing it... - hello midori - hello ren que bueno to see you - - It's also good to see you - - yes... - Very well the talk to

work -- I hate the kind of chemistry -- honestly chemistry the kind I hate the most -- we're already two -- if chemistry the truth gets complicated for me -- if you already -- see you two stop talking or i break you -- sorry i-- passed classes and everything was normal until recess the joint or with some kids who are honestly idiots... I ignore all the recess for being with them... So I was alone... And then in classI don't talk to myself... He sat down with the popular guys who always hates

They always annoy me... I can't believe it for two days and I'm already forgetting... I thought for the first time in my life I was going to make friends but no. Like everyone gets tired of my... I bored him... I feel like crap... I am like a ghost no one sees me or knows of my existence... I'm devastated... Tomorrow a lot of things await me and I don't know if they're good or bad but I can be sure most of them were bad...