"babe, why? i thought you will never leave me, you promised me we were going to get married,where is your promise?" i said as i cried and begged in front of him

" lance, dont do this to me!" i beg at him

"im sorry faith, but i have to do this ...." he, and left me in the middle of the road.

It's hurts, especially if the person who hurt you is someone who you think will never hurt you.....

yah! I know i'm stupid but what can I do, if it's my heart that decides and choosed him but he dont love me anymore.

" stupid heart....." I whispered as I walked along the road while i'm walking and thinking a lot I saw an elite bar And I didn't hesitate and went there. As soon as I entered the bar I smelled cigarette smoke, the smell of wine and flirting women I just ignored it and went straight to the counter. I ordered wine While I was drinking I didn't realize I was crying again, it still hurt me and i dont know what to do So I got up and joined in the people dancing in the middle, As I was dancing, someone suddenly grabbed me I was so dizzy that I didn't even know what I was doing so he just pulled me and dance in the middle I can't see his face clearly because i was drunk, Suddenly he approached me and whispered

" you're so beautiful sweety i want you tonight" he then licked my earlobe my whole body was burning because of what he do to me

"what did you say?" I couldn't hear him because of the noise

" I don't need to repeat what I say" then he kissed me, At first I didn't respond but he suddenly bites my lips so his tongue enters me, he deepened the kiss and I went along with it His kiss dropped on my neck I couldn't hold it in so I screamed

" sweety It would be difficult if this were our position,  so let's find a nice and quiet place to do this" he said in a sweet tone And he pulled me out and took me to a nearby hotel When he was in the elevator he grabbed me a kiss and I responded Maybe I'm not in my right mind anymore He kissed me down under the chin and neck down onto my shoulder When the elevator stopped, he took me to the hotel room And he kissed me deeply while we walking to the room, its dark inside the room but idont even care ,I do not know how did he opened the door of the bedroom but we still continue kissing when i felt soft behind me, while he kissed me I didn't realize that i have no clothes left except my panty I'm embarrassed that I'm not wearing anything anymore. So I covered my body with my bare hands But he took it off and stared at my whole body

"Don't cover its beautiful " then he held my face and slowly kissed me, grabbed my breasts and massaged them like a dog that hadn't eaten for days As he massaged the left he licked the other side of my breast Seems like there's no end and he kissed me again he want to kiss my lips i noticed i moaned in the midst of our deep kisses When it ran out of air and we took a deep breath and he french kiss me wild. His one hand massages my breasts while his other hand goes down to my femininity And he rolled his hand in my core

" you moaned sweety" he wispered As he held my core i moaned

"ohhhh"

"hmmm"

"you want more honey?" He said as he shook his hand at my middle

"I'm hot I want more" I, and feel like I'm out of my mind

his lips dropped to my chest down to my waist and reach my femininity and licking it in circular motion

ohhh, hmmm

ohhh

"im going crazy"

then he opened my thigh and took off his clothes and pants execept in his brief

"Why haven't you removed it yet" i asked him

" because i want you to removed it "and he pointed his brief and wait me to removed it while smiling even it is dark i see his smile at me gosh! he was able to smile what kind of man is this so i removed his brief and saw his huge cock I was amazed at the size of his cock And i consumed my saliva because I don't know if that will work in me.

He pushed me back and kissed me, I was still dizzy and drunk. he kissing my breast like a baby It came down to my femininity and then he was licking and kissing it and he suddenly stopped, then he open my thigh And he inserted his cock into mine He enters me with no care so its hurt inside, I was crying so hard I didn't even know where to hold, so I pressed my nails over his shoulder

" why so tight sweety?" he asked me I couldn't answer him because I was in pain As he pressed on me something suddenly broke inside me, and he was startled and look at me with a big eyes its obvious to his expression that he cant believe in what he see.

"are you still a virgin? I couldn't believe I should have been so careful if I had just known sorry baby i will gentle to you" then he kiss me in my forehead And like what he said was, he did and he is more gently and careful to me Until the pain disappears and I felt like i was taken to heaven!

"are you still feel the hurt?" he asked me with a gently tone

" not anymore thanks for being gentle " and all you can hear in the whole room that was the growling of the two of us, and we became one that night and that was the happiest day of my life

At that time I had no regrets because I learn to love him in that short of time even it is dark inside this room, and i didnt see his face..................

' **I FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM **'

The next morning I woked up that day i feel sore in the middle of my thigh and i can't move properly but i remembered what happened last night i searched for the man i was with last night but i can't believe that I couldn't see him again I was sad that day as if it were just yesterday when the two of us shared that night. I got up to bathe i can't properly walk but I force to walk in the bathroom and took a shower

After I got dressed, I sat back in bed thinking about what had happened that night I don't even think about lance's separation in me. It suddenly disappeared like a bubble Although I love him before, it is not like that now because I've grown to love someone I don't know.

When I got out of the hotel room I went to the cashier and asked who booked in room 202 i still hope that his name was in the booklist

" miss who booked in room 202 yesterday night?" i asked

" we're very sorry miss but we don't have the name of that guy in room 202" she apologized in me

"thanks anyway" why? his name name didn't put in the list? is he an important person? so he dont need to list his name ....argh

"welcome come again next time" she said happily and i smile back even i'm not feeling well today

I left the hotel and took a taxi to go home, I bumped into my mother in the living room and i could clearly see the face of concern, she immediately came up to me and hugged me. i hugged her, too and i cried.She caressed my back as I continued to cry

"what happened baby? why are you crying? you can tell me you're problem i promise that i will help you" My mother told me, seeing the worry in her face I really don't want to see my mom worry about me because I'm big enough for her to worry about me so, Although I didn't want to admit I was forced to because my she wanted to know why I was crying. And I said it all, from the beginning, my mom was suprised at what she heard

"Where was the man you were with last night? she stared at me but i avoid her look

"I -I d-don't k-know who that g-guy is? I was trembling as I said that I could not bear the stare of my mother!

" sorry mom, i was so drunk last night that i didn't even know that guy is" I was scared as I said that But instead of getting angry, Mom hugged me and there she spoke, which melted my heart

" faith,You do not need to apologize, because we all make mistakes and if you make a mistake you must accept and deal with it " Mom encouraged me, I cried over her shoulder and hugged her

"Thank you mom, for giving me the courage to deal with it" I smiled genuinely at her.

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after 2 months

I found out, that was what happened to us that night, had bring a baby in my womb I held the baby because he came from me, I find out that I was pregnant when my vomiting was too frequent, I also became greedy for raw mangoes, just like a sour ones