JUNE : Grace come on bro wake up it's already 11 in the morning we have to go to the grocery shopping and I have to select the dress that I'm going to wear for tonight. I am going downstairs to make something to eat get ready and come fast

GRACE: here we go another day.... ahhh I don't want to wake up.

she got out of her bed pushing all the strength she had with herself to keep going and went to bathroom to get quickly ready to deal with new day and same shit. she always wonder how it feels like to be a normal person where you wake up in the morning and you don't have to think about just more day and it'll be good. it'll be fine or I'll be dead.

June: Grace you coming or I am going alone.

Grace : wait no I want to go to the grocery shopping.

It's been days since Grace is hiding herself from the world again.. not going out, not talking to anyone, ignoring everyone messages and phone call, postponing all the work that she have to do.. just staying in the cold dark room whole day thinking should I die today or should I give life another Chance.

Although everyone around her thinks her life is beautiful and she doesn't have any real problem in her life, she has the perfect life that everyone wants and dream to live. But the Truth is far from the reality that people made in there mind about her life.

GRACE: It's okay, you can do this. sigh to herself she finally got ready do go out in the world after 15 days of constantly fighting with herself to live.

JUNE : where are you I've been waiting for you here in this freaking cold ahh Grace get a hold on yourself.

How to get a hold on yourself when you know everything else in your life is falling apart. It's crazy isn't it when the only thing that you want from life is death.

JUNE: we're here!

GRACE: I'm going to the bookstore you go finish your

grocery shopping. Call me when you're done!

JUNE: And I thought you wanted to go to the grocery shopping... Grace please live little get the hell out of your book obesstion I miss you, I miss hanging out with you, who am I kidding you not gonna listen I hope you find your happily ever after in that freaking bookstore...

Anyway I'm gonna go you enjoy your little book

shopping. Love yaa!

GRACE: BYE.

One thing in this world that made Grace realized that maybe life is not so bad was her obessed with romance novel. She believed one day she's gonna live all the romance she's been reading.

Grace was rooming around the bookstore to find something to read in the night while walking to the Smut counter she bumped into the guy named Alex.