*My name is Isabella Clark I'm an average height, average size, average looking 17 year old. Nothing exciting happens in my life I have a loving overprotective family and friends that are like sisters to me. I am the youngest of 5 children, I have 3 older brothers and a older sister who loves me to death.

Highschool is normal for me I don't care about them they don't care about me... But there's this guy Christian Evans he's the "bad boy" that every girl in the school wants to date and has slept with every cheerleader in our school. I'm not gonna lie I really like him to, in a normal I smell you when you walk past, I like all your pictures on Instagram, you're my wallpaper way. It's innocent I guess...

Its school and well :-| I have to go. I get dressed in black stockings with a purple mid thigh length skirt with a black tank top and my purple convers. I wear a jean jacket over it and wait for the Sam to pick me up. Sam is my better half , my stupid, crazy friend whom I tell everything, she knows me more than I know myself she's the Knowles to my Beyonce. As I wait in the cold I feel a vibration on my thigh a shock spikes up my body.

So in the moment I almost forget my phone is ringing. "H..hello?" I say in a shallow soft voice " Hey Bella... Are you okay?" I recognise Sam's voice and my face starts to heat up " I..I'm fine just cold" I say composing myself " I'm sorry to do this but I'm running late you have to catch the bus today." " The bus! The same bus with Christian Evans in" I yell this can't be happening " I know girl, its only for today but come on what's the worst that can happen?" " Okay, the bus is here see you as school Sammy" " Bye love" " Bye."

I hang up the phone and get on the bus. Maybe Sammy is right what's the worst that could happen?  All the seats are taken except the one next to Christian and he's new ***** Cassy. Me and my big mouth. I walk past the other kids on the bus and plant myself on the chair. I can hear her light moans and his heavy breathing I'm so uncomfortable right now I could die.

"Hey." If things couldn't get any worse I look up and meet the most beautiful ocean blue eyes. They are so deep I can drown in them. Okay Bell be cool. "H.h..hi" oh god I'm an idiot. " I'm Christian Evans and you are?" His voice is so deep I feel butterflies in my stomach. "Uh.. oh my name is Isabella but you can call me Bella." "Then you can call me Chris." His minty fresh breath and cologne has my heart beating out of my chest.

The bus stops and the moment is ruined by the bus driver telling us to get out. As I walk to the main building I turn around and Christian is gone. Okay maybe I'm just crazy there's no way in hell Christian Evans the star of our school would talk to someone like me. I walk to my locker and get my books.

I have gym and math class before lunch. I walk into the cafeteria and see my squad. Maryanne and Julian are together chatting they are our groups couple they have been dating since the 6th grade. Theres Jenna, Stephanie and Sam.

I approach the table and grab Sam to the other side of the table. "What the **** Bell?" I realise the grip I have on her arm is gonna leave a bruise." I'm sorry Sammy. I have to tell you something." "It's cool, now speak.".  I explain to her what happened on the bus. "Are you serious?!" Everyone in the cafeteria snaps their heads in our direction." Shut up." I whisper to her angrily.

"Yes I'm serious, why would I joke about something like this?" "Okay that explains why he's been staring at you the whole time." "He's been what?!" " Shhh not so loud he might head you." I slowly turn my head and my eye contact with him. Heat rushes to my face as I look away quickly. " Oh my fuckin cheese curls he is looking at me." " I know!" Sam squeals softly. " What do I do? How do I look?" " You look fine just be yourself" she reassures me.

The bell rings I have to get to chemistry. " I won't see you after school I have detention." "Again?" "You know Mr Stevens can be a ***** sometimes." It's true that man has hated her since we were freshman. " Now if you take the bus he won't be there since he has practice." That's the only good thing coming out of this.

The school day passes and I can't help but think why Christian Evans would talk to someone like me. I walk out of the school building. " Isabella!" I hear someone say my name. I turn my head to meet Christians 5"10 frame standing over me. " Oh Christian hey." My hear is slamming out of my chest. Be cool Bell. " I was wondering if you want to have coffee with me some time?" What, I'm being asked out by Christian Evans!!

" S..sure I'd love to." Real smooth Bell. "Cool how's about 6 tonight at The Shack." The Shack is this cafe that opened a year ago. It's really nice me and my friends go there sometimes. " Yeah that's cool." We exchange numbers. " Text me your address and I'll pick you up at 6." He leaves after giving me a hug goodbye. I feel my body start to heat up and my heart feels like it's about to explode.

The bus ride home i text Chris my address. I was frantically tapping my foot. What do I wear? What do I say? I think about telling Sam but I remember she is at detention. I get home and there's no one home other than my sister Kaitlin. "Katy!!!" I scream as a jump into her arms. " What are you doing here?" "Well can't I visit my little sister?"

See I'm the youngest and all my other siblings are out of the house Jonathan left for college last year. The rest already have families of their own. Kaitlin is married with a 2 year old baby girl called Natalie. "How is Brandon and my sweet niece?" "They are okay. Natalie just started growing her front teeth." She smiles so brightly when she speaks about he family. I want love like that. It was an honour to be the maid of honour at her wedding.

"Um.. Kay? Can you do me a solid?" This is my only chance. "Yeah sure what is it?" I take a deep breath. " SothishotguyatmyschoolcalledChristainEvansaskedmeoutonadatetonightandidkwhattowearorsayorwhattoevenactlike"

I close my eyes expecting her to be like my mom. "Sweetheart open your eyes, listen you don't have to change the way you are for a guy and don't be scared I was in your shoes with mom before. Let's get you something to wear as you tell me about this new sexy man in your life." She grabs my hand and pulls me up stairs to my room.

"Okay you go shower and shave everywhere... Where are talking going?" " To a cafe." She gently pushes me into the bathroom to get ready. I take less than a hour to finish up and I feel so ***** without my body hair. I get out of there bathroom and lotion my body and put on my perfume.

"Okay this is what you're gonna wear." She lays out a blue cropped hoodie with black leggings and my blue slippers. " You have to be comfortable it's not like you're going to a club or something." I get dressed and she does my make up and puts my hair into a messy bun. I look in the mirror and I actually look. Cute? In a way. " You look so beautiful." She stares at me in awe. "Thank you so much Kay." "No problem that's what sisters are for."

Theres a knock on the door it's him. My heart starts up again thumping loudly in my chest. You got this Bell its just coffee. I grab my phone off the charger and take my bag that has everything I need my purse etc. I go downstairs and open the door to a to see this beautiful specimen of the human race.

He's dressed in a black jeans and a white shirt and white convers. He looks very handsome with his hair pushes back. He even has his lip ring on. I feel like I'm in heaven. Kaitlin clears her throat that snaps me out of my daydream. I feel my face heat up. " Hey." I finally say. "You ready to go?" He says in his deep masculine voice that will make any women's knees buckle. "Y..yes"

"Okay kids have fun, and don't do what I wouldn't do. Don't make babies." Kaitlin says my face is on fire how could she. I glare at her. If looks could kill. " Bye Kaitlin don't stay up." " I love you sweetheart."  I walk out gosh I love her.

I remember Christian is still her. " Let's go." He walks me out to his matte black Audi R8 and I'm shocked. " Why do you take the bus to school?" " I don't like giving people rides you're actually the first person I let in my baby." My face heats up again as he opens the car door for me to enter. "Thank you my good sir." What is wrong with me? I mentally slap myself. "Anything for you my fair lady."

Could he be more perfect... The car ride to the cafe wasn't that long and it wasn't boring we listened to music the whole way. When we got out of the car it was pretty cold. Inside the cafe it was nice warm and cosy. We find a seat in the back and hit it off. He's full name is Christian Vincent Evans his birthday is on the 9th of May, he likes the colour black, likes ice cream, plays any sport and he loves his car.

Just as I finish my coffee and red velvet cake I go to the bathroom. I do my business and wash my hands, and touch up on my make up. I get a notification it's a message from Christian

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Christian: okay we'll be there at 11, I want my $200 after the kiss. I am bored out of my mind this better be worth it😂😂.

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My stomach falls to the ground. My heart stops beating for a while. Tears fall from my years. My heart is aching. All the butterflies inside my stomach die. I empty all the contents of my stomach out in the toilet. Heavy breathing as I sob. Why does it hurt so bad.

Five minutes... I've been in here for five minutes but I feel like I've been here for hours. I don't want to go out. Breath Bell breath. I compose myself and step out of the stall. I need a game plan. I'm gonna get out and give him a piece of my mind... I open the door and head for the exit. I can't do this, as I open the door to the entrance the cold air slaps me in the face.

I start to walk back home. I can't do this anymore. I take out my phone and use the GPS so I can get home. I've been walking for 10 minutes and I'm nowhere close to getting home. Iook don't at my phone and receive a text from Christian.

*Text format*

Christian: Bell where are you... That message wasn't about you...

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Before I can reply everything goes dark...

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Chapter one🙈 I hope it wasn't that bad❤️ thank you for reading*.