Dear diary,

Today passed like any other day.I played games and read manga all day and didn't do anything at all.I just layed around without doing anything but now I don't know I'm feeling irritated for no reason at all.I literally don't know what to do.That's when I thought I had this app installed and why don't I write it and post it .

I don't know how to write a diary. This is my first time writing anything. But I posted some comments so I have a slight idea of how this works but God writing something without cursing or anything else is making me more irritated.

F**k. I am censoring it because I don't want my account to be deleted or banned afterall I want to read Manga. It's ok but not as interesting as posting comments in social media.man I'm tired from writing this much and God knows how those write so much.

Today my sister got her slary .Man it's so tiring that you always has to ask others for money.I live in India,so,here if you're parents say no you won't be able to do anything. So the other day I got a job which payed ₹25000 as monthly salary but the my father knew that guy who offered me the job and told him that I don't need a job and all I need to do now is study. so I didn't get the job and when I told my mom she said what is did was right.

I really don't get these people,they never let me go to a job and they never give me money. So you would be thinking that my family is rich.No,my family ain't rich.My family is not poor but not rich either.Well we are still not a middle class because according to Indian standard we are below poverty line.

But that's not the thing here.We are talking about me getting a job. I am legally aged to get a job but due to the Indian crap I can't get a job right now. If you're thinking what my father does is thet he has a very small electrical shop in the town nearby. The shop is most bad looking electrical shop in the entire town. But dew to it being there for long time (I don't know the exact time but I think it's over 20 years) we get quite some customers. The most (I don't know what to call it so I'm going with "funniest") funniest thing is that sometime before (before the pandemic) I would go to shop to help my dad during holidays and after helps him in looking after the shop. And when ask him for some money (probably less than ₹100) he would laugh ask me what is the need of money for me.

That's all for today. Goodnight diary