Hello, my name is Anna. I am a woman now, but my story began when i was a little girl. Everything started when i was in elementary school. I was a kind of girl that didn't talk to anyone and i was alone. Nobody talked to me, but i never shoved that it hurt me. I always had a smile on my face. One day i took the first step, i tried to talk to somebody and to be honest that wasn't hard as i thought. From that day i had a friend who was always with me. But that's not so importan... Anyways, i was in love with some boy but i had a feeling that he didn't like me. He was constantly with some girl which name i don't know and to be honest i didn't want to know i just wanted that cute boy to be with me not with her. So you know i was a very shy girl and i never had a courage to tell him that i like him. Yea i forgot to say we talked a lot in school, and when i come home i scream because i had no idea how did i manage to talk to him.

Yea very strange, i know. So the time past by very fast and we started to be good friends but nothing more then that. When we came from the summer brake nothing was the same. The boy, the cute little boy that i liked for 5 years was not in my class anyemore. I was sead. I didn't sleep or eat for a couple of days. I felt like my heart was broken. I didn't had his phone number. I didn't knew where he lived and i didn't knew in which new school did he went to. But i had a hope, that i will see him somwhere. I mean we were still in the same country and that was the only positiv thing. So the autum came and i didn't saw him. Then winter came...Then the new year came...Then the spring came..,summer..,then autum again..Then the year after year after year i never saw him again.., until one day when he decided to finally show up. He came to visit his old school, we were still children btw. I was so happy to see him again but he wasn't happy to se me. He didn't even looked at me he was talking to some girl the whole time. I thought meaby when they finnish talking he will come to me to say hello or something like that but no. I was wrong. I realised that his cute smile belonged to her not to me. Even if i were a child i had feelings too. And at that moment i realised why am i doing this? Why do i torture myself? Why do i force myself to love someone who doesn't love me?