It was the first day of school.While I was walking to school.A girl came to me amd shouted "Hi! Goodmorning!".She seems very friendly so I answered "Hi! nice to meet you"."So what's your name?" she asked."My name is Valerie what's yours?" I answered."My name is Katie happy to be your friend".We walked together to our own classes.It was so surprising that I made a new friend on the first day.Our homeroom teacher came and we all get back to our own seats.We started introducing ourselves.A very handsome boy caught my eye.But I forgot his name.So time passed by and it was break time.While I was walking in the corridor I saw a flower.I took it and said "wow! its so pretty"."but you are prettier" whispered by a boy standing next to me.So I immediately turn my head into his direction and I saw the handsome guy smiling at me.It was so bright that I blushed.He asked me "do you have a fever you are so red right now"."nope I dont I.....i...it's nothing" I stuttered.It was so embarassing to blush in front of him so I run off.When I'm sure that I am far away from him.I stopped and breathed for a second.The bell rang and we all go back to our classes.When the boring class is over.I went directly at home.At home I changed my clothes and wrote my diary.After that, I took a bath and sleep right away.When morning came I got ready for school and ate my breakfast.Then, I ran off to school to prevent being late.When I arrived to school our homeroom teacher assigned me to distribute test papers.While I was answering my test I felt someone calling my name silently.The sound came from my back so I turned and It was the handsome guy.He was so annoying so I asked "what is you problem?"."nothing" he whispered.When I was about to turn my back at him our teacher shouted "Sid and Valerie stand outside!!!".So we both head outside the classroom."It's all beacause of you that we are standing here right now!!" I said angrily."Im sorry I didn't know that this is going to happen" he answered.So as many minutes have passed we just talked and we did not even realized the time passing by."By the way what is your name?" he asked."My name is Valerie how about you?" I replied."Hi I'm Sid nice to meet you" he said smiling.We became friends as time goes by.It was really hard to stay by his side because he is a school hearthrob many girls get jealous over me.Sometimes it is really annoying with their wicked ways to humilliate me.Luckily I always dodged them.It was very nice to be his friend.Sometimes he carried my bag.When I am hurt he is always there.So I always tried my best to protect him and understand him.But I didn't know that knowing him is the luckiest and the most painful event that I ever experienced in my whole life.

"knowing someone is a relief but leaving them is a disaster"

We were really haply by then,Until one morning I received a letter. Since I am already late I put it aside and head to school.

While I'm in school I can't seem to forget about the letter. So instead, I looked for Sid. But, I can't find him anywhere. I looked in our favorite spot but he is not there. I start to worry about him and I can't focus on studying. "What is happening to me??!" I shouted while walking to his house. When I reached their house. I knocked "Tok--Tok". I rang the doorbell "Ding--Dong" but no one answered. When I was about to walk away. A lady came to me and asked "Who are you looking for?". "Is Sid inside?" I answered. I got shocked beacuse of what she said to me "Sig is gone". It brought me in to tears and I can't stop my tears from falling. "right! the letter!" I whispered. So I hurriedly ran away back home to get the letter.

I reached home. I went upstairs to look for the letter. " I found it!" I shouted because of excitement. There is nothing in the letter except a heart and a key. I searched inside the mini heart made of red paper that is beside the golden key. It has a lock so I used the golden key to open it up. Inside, is a piece of paper. I opened it up, I thought that there would be a long message for me or an explanation to why he vanished but there is only a word......a one word. That word changed my whole life. Because of that I cried endlessly every night. I can't seem to move on about what happened. "Why.....wh....why!!!.. why did you leaved me!!!why!!" I shouted while I burst into tears.

Since that day, I never talked about him anymore. It's like he was just a dream. A dream that I cannot identify. I can barely remember his face. Eventhough I tried to forget him every single day again and again and again......I always failed. The ache in my heart made me remember him not his face or his shape but the memories I made with him. Maybe he was just a nightmare or a very beautiful dream that I forgot but the hapiness that it brkng me while I'm sleeping is unforgettable. I'm still waiting for him to come back like a kid wishing for a dream to be repeated again even if it hurts to forget once you woke up. The best thing I can do is to wait...and....wait. Even if it is hopeless.But, would that change anything?Can I evsn change anything?

It's the end of april and I came back to our favorite spot. I shouted my thoughts and farewell for him "GOODBYE I HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN". April does mean the end but what month does mean return??January?? February?? March??

I came back to school as if nothing happened. When I grow up. I promised myself taht I would look for him. But as of now, I'll just wait.

April this is the end, Let's cut off everything

I hope to see you again very soon💜

. . . -s.love