On March 29 I was born

We lived near at a funeral homes because both of my parents worked there

Back then when I was only a toddler I was happy about my life a had friends and I had enough attention .

Soon enough we had to move to another house because the owner of the funeral services had a fight with my mom

I had a hard time making new friends since i don't know anyone from that place where we move in

Years has passed mom had to work overseas because we don't have enough source of income

As we escort my mother to the airport my mind got me thinking what's gonna happen now that mom is not going to be here with us anymore

As mom entered inside the airport I cried, we only stayed outside because we are not allowed to go inside

Every time my mom would face time with us I would secretly hide under the bed and cry because of how much I miss her

After a few months my granpa died mom had to return home to attend grandpa's funeral

But had to mom go back to overseas after that

My siblings and I , don't know anything about housework I mean not all they my older siblings how to do some of the household chores but those that are only easy to do so dad hired us a maid he was a gay btw but being him a gay was not a big deal to me

At start i like him but theres this one time that I throw a pillow at him because I want to play but then he throw me back with a wooden chair and that was really painful I did not tell my dad because Im worried that they might fight ( As a child I don't want people fighting)

Not too long my dad fired the maid anyways

When I was a child It didn't really bother me that my mom worked overseas since my I have my Dad and siblings with me

As I grew older I realized that It was really hard for me making friends since Im not a sociable person and I don't know how to make or how to start a conversation.

I remember something that happened when I was still in Second Grade . It was time for recess and my so called friend did not bring any snacks with her so she asked me to give her like a dollar because if not she will unfriend me and guess what did your dumb girl did ? I gave her the money ( Don't judge me I just dont want to be alone) and incidents like that would happen over and over again but this time that she went to far . Back then I was a fast writer like really fast . And our teacher told us to copy what she have written in the blackboard because whoever finishes it will go home and I was third to finish what the teacher told us to write and my called friend was still writing as she noticed that i was already finished , she begged to write for her but I said no because my hands are already tired so she hit my head with a book I started crying and my classmates report it to our teacher but our teacher just ignored them because she was talking to her fellow teachers but the next day we were friends again like nothing happened I apologize to her and treat her with food so I can still have a friend.

Uhmm Im too lazy to continue this story of mine so imma end it here