I am unlike the others ever since kindergarten I have been very lonely no one wanted to approach me. I didn’t know why, at first I tought it was because I was not very confident in myself that I was very shy and weird.

As I grew up I have realized that no one wanted to approach me because I was different, because I came from another country not just that people thought I was disgusting for my weird habits.

I kept reminding them that it was in the past, that I was still a kid, everyone makes mistakes in the past but they wouldn’t listen. I was not rich like them but I was not poor either, I was average I could afford things but my parents wouldn’t get me everything. My parents got me things that were useful for me things that would help me become a good person but I never knew that. At first I tought that I had to be rich cool play sports to be able to make friends, I wanted to become popular at all costs but could I be like that no.

I couldn’t get everything I wanted like the other kids sometimes I would cry over things that I didn’t get. People would describe me as annoying very shy talks to much ugly fat all those sad things. Sometimes I would want to talk to people but when I start I notice that I talk to much I tought it was a good thing because teachers told me to speak more, but the other kids didn’t like it. So eventually I stopped talking, the thing that annoys me the most is when the teachers ask you to pick a partner for school projects I always get left alone.

Most of the time I feel like I wanted to shed many tears but I kept telling myself to stay sting and not embarrass myself. Sometimes I would be partners with the teacher or even get left out there and the teacher doing nothing I Remeber once I cried because no one wanted me as there partner. Eventually I didn’t do the project and the teacher yelled at me it was very sad but when I think of it now I don’t really mind I’m very used to it. When I was in second grade I finally made a friend but she was different from the others I don’t want to explain. I don’t really remember anything but we got along very easily we would laugh joke and do many things together.

It was actually the first time I had a friend and felt happy, but as always there will be a problem there were many bullies in my school. At some point when my friend wasn’t there they would start saying bad things about her wich bother me and made me angry. Sometimes they would make fun of me for being her friend but I ignored them.

As time passed we were in 5 grade this is were things change. There was a new student in our school she was named Chrystal, she looked very humble and beautiful. As months begin to pass we eventually became good friends all of us three would hang out and play games.

When we advanced to sixth grade I wasn’t as the same class as my friends wich made me sad but it was ok as long as I could see them for recess. I used to draw so much so time could pass and I could play with my friends. When I headed outside I couldn’t really find my two best friends Wich bothered me. I looked everywhere but couldn’t find them so I decided to go play on the swings. I got very bored and very sad that I couldn’t see my friends so I waited till the next day. The next morning I told my friend that I would meet them at the playground, we all agreed and went to our classes. When recess came I went to the playground to see that my friends weren’t there. I got very angry because they promised me that they would be here.

So I waited and waited and waited until the bell rang. I didn’t find them so when luck came I went to there classroom and sat and ate beside them. I then started questioning them where they were, my other friend named lia told me that they were at the playground waiting for me. I explained to them that I was there the whole time and looked for them everywhere. They didn’t know what to say so we just ate our lunch in silence.

I was kind of worried that they abandoned me and didn’t want to be friends but I told myself I shouldn’t think negatively. The next day I finally found them at the playground and we played a lot of games. I then begin to realise that my friend Lia was very attached to Chrystal. She would follow Chrystal everywhere and if we played tag she would always tag me even if Chrystal was beside her.

Later on we ate lunch in silence and my friend Lia begin to tell me that she was allergic to choclate. I kinda of got worried because in the last she would eat a lot of choclate. So I told her to take care of her health, she thanked me and looked away but when I looked at Chrystal she was shaking her head meaning no.

I didn’t understand at first but as time went by I started to realise that my friend Lia started to lie to me a lot. This bothered me because when I was alone with Chrystal she would tell me that Lia called me a fake friend and all sorts of bad names at first I didn’t believe her and thought she wanted to break our friendship but after a few days I started to realise that Lia would call Chrystal bad names and everything. I told her to stop but she would always say “ shut up Jennie you’re not my mom”. This really made me angry but I knew that I couldn’t do anything because of her health state.

I liked Lia a lot as a friend but i’ve never imagined that one day when we played tag she would always get me. So I decided to get her back Wich made her very angry to the point where she said ...