...Hey there . Yes you ....

...Should I write story about him??...

...Hmm , I'll try ....

It start with my old phone

My old phone broke cause my sister throw it

So I use my lil brother phone for study , edit , message with my friends and do anything else

It was hard at first because I'm sharing with my lil brother .

When I wanna use , the battery . Cannot explain . It's 7 or 1 percent only . R u kidding me bitch, ok be patientl. uhh whatever .

And sometimes , i use pc . Personal computer not photo cards . Remember that .

In that pc I play game , do homework and listen to music and do whatever I want .

And then finally my dad buy me a new phone .

Yessss , so I just move all the data and memories to the new phone

I'm so happy at that time .

But not till I open the note app......

This is where the story begins .

I saw that one note the title is square and it have a picture . The picture is the thumbnail or cover of my story .

And it's remind me of my first crush .

In the past , I was calling him square

He's just a boy . And I was the girl .

I guess so . Ok whatever

Enjoy it . His name is Jay . And my name is Rebecca . It just a nickname . I pick jay because jay is ult bias in kpop . I don't wanna use his real name . U know right . It very hard to let him go . Ok back to the story .

I'm smart so I'm in the 1st class . And he's 2nd class . And then he move to my class cause he getting smart . Like that I think so . Then during the beginning of the year .I'm not interesting with him . I know who is he . But I don't talk to him . Cause we aren't close to each other .

So at that time I don't have a feel for him . But till one day god give me a feelings . It's love . I'm falling in love with him . It's a good feelings but sometimes has a bad ending . So I'm in love with him .

There was that one time , I'm out with my family . We go to the shopping mall . And then I saw him . I was like , OMFG is this a dream . If this a dream I don't want to wake up . Cause he's my crush .

U know like simp for someone is so good even we know we've got a bad ending . And that's me .

And then I meet him for the second time at the park . I'm just looking at him all the time . It like the world stop . Just have me and him in this world . This feeling is so adorable .

So I think if I meet him in the 3rd time maybe he's my soulmate . Cause some people say if u meet him 3rd time without expecting that u would meet him . It's mean he's you soulmate . I thinking about that at that time .

And I go to school as usual . So I dare myself to talk to him . My friend sitting beside me . So he's sitting behind my friend sit . And I trying to talk to him . It's a bit awkward . Yea u know like simp is 'S I M P' got it right . Even an eye contact i'll blushed .

At that time teacher was giving us an exam marks . So I ask my friend how many marks she get . She says she get 90 not bad, and I got 76 it's ordinary right . Whatever it's ok I don't care at all . Hehe . Then I dare myself to ask him how much he get .

Then he said , he get 74 , and I was he's not that good but it's ok . Well something changes right so why not . Ok but when he talk to me it's feel like I'm in heaven . He's so cute when he's talking . ahgsgsbajsjbsjsgsbbajvsjbshsvsbsgh

Arggghh he's so cute istg . My heart fluttering .

He made my day . I'm smiling from the mouth to the eye . After that , jay and me be a friend . We close like a best friend . It's not that close we just like a 'F R I E N D' .

And then I know , have another people crush on him , I thought it was only me . But it's okay . I thought it just one but it was so many . Have from my class . And from the sec class . And I wanna give up at that time .

Being a human is very hard , he's the one who make me know that this world is very cruel . So I decided to let him go . I don't know why , maybe it's time .

He already know that I like him . But he didn't say anything about it , so I think he just wanna be friend with me . The feelings just gonna be unrequited love or friendzone . It's okay .

And then bestie say . Don't be sad , let's stan kpop . After that i stan kpop group . Kpop is better than liking someone in our real life cause some of ending not perfect as we expected.

Like people always says ;

Falling in love with real life boys is scary , it's like being burn alive . It's hurt . That's why some people ended with something they like or interest of . Like me being a Kpop Stan . Yeah , I would never get to date them but it'll be less painful , cause I already know my place as a fan , and they'll never be mine .

Maybe just in my dream they'll be mine .

Ohh we ran out of the topic .

I have met jay for the 3rd time , but at that time I have uncrush him . I meet him at the bookstore . So I flashback the memories . That's why I wrote this story .

Like what Taylor said :-

This is me praying that

This was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again

These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

- Enchanted - by Taylor Swift

It was a beautiful memory of my life , ig ?!

I think we already at the ending of my story .

I hope u enjoy it . Thank u for reading my story

I hope we'll meet again .

Goodbye 💖 .

...- THE END -...

story by simpforrebecca