I didn't expect MY bf to fool me, I trusted him for 9 years when we were together under the same roof I thought I already knew him but I was wrong, because one night he went away very drunk and he fell asleep when he arrived , I woke him up and asked if he had textedhis order, he didn't wake up because of drunkenness so I took his cellphone and looked at the message and I didn't see his text so I tried to wake him up but he didn't really wake up I thought look at his messenger and that's where my heart was crushed. I read.

My heart was so crushed by what I read, I couldn't quite imagine that he would fool me, I trusted him but why did he hurt me like that,

because I read MY chest tightened and I woke him up and I slapped him because I was emotional, I woke him up and asked why I slapped him.

and I said that I read all his chats with the woman he chatted with and to his surprise, he did not change his messenger account due to drunkenness. he apologized to me and he cried because of what he did, I asked him why he did that to me, he answered me and said that I lost time with him so he did that because he said he was noticed there he also needed my time

he wants to blame me for his mistakes so he says that I don't have time but the truth is he doesn't have time for me because he's busy with the mobile legend game, so I'm just reading comics I'm so bored inside the house but he doesn't let me workbecause I might never go back with him

and he smashed his cellphone, and he said he wouldn't repeat what he did I shouldn't just leave him because he can't afford to lose me, but if he really loves me he won't do that to me

he doesn't want to go to work anymore because that's where the woman he's dating is, he made me cheat even though he knows my heart is bleeding because of mourning the dead father. I can't quite figure out why he did that to me for a few days I cried and every time he comes home he comes to me crying and he hurts himself, because of what he did, it's like I'm losing myself and I don't think I have a child crying when you see mecrying

every day he flirts with me, coaxes me, gives me flowers and anything, but those things aren't enough to get rid of the pain I'm feeling,

every day i say i want to be free in our relationship i am already freeing him

hope I'm good na