I am xharia amber ferrer a second elder lady of the ferrer family but i want to lead my own life without my parents and grandparent also i have 3 sibling my first brother is jian my older sister is jilan and my little brother is xian we are a lovlely family and kinda rich my father once take me to a contract agreement when i was a 6 yrs old and i met eliseo he's the son of the president of the most known hotel in the Philippines we vecame a friends and our father's notice that were close so our father made an agreement that when i became a 13 yrs old i will move out and go to eliseo house and practice the different type being secretary. elisoe is the first born son of their family and the heir of the hotel and the other company

When i turned 13 they really move me out i cried every night but time passed i can handle myself na i manage to learned all the types that the secretary do also me and eli were classmates we also play a lot in the arcade we also sang together as we grew older i already know that i like him long ago when we were 14 we like to sleep over on my room or his room but pur favorite room is his nanny's room because his nanny is so funny she always tell us some story even we know it's just a made up story to scare us.

Were already 23 and i graduated taking accountancy my family is very proud of me also the gomez family come to congratulate me eli bought me a bouquet and celebrate it to my parents house one week later i start to work at their hotel as a secretary of the president/eli's father at the first day I'm really nervous but i made it when we go home at the table with the gomez family the president speak and said xharia is ready she made it she knows how to speak different language and the meeting that she host turned out well so she's ready eli your the only one were waiting eli's mother spoke eli will graduate soon no need to rush right honey we continue to eat after we eat me and eli go out and drink some a light beer to celebrate my achivement.

4 months later eli graduated and 2 weeks later he became a president of the hotel and here i am checking his appointment and arranging his meeting

I get to used to my work.

Some of the girls in the company envy ne because i always been with eli they liked eli so much but atleast they know they're limits. But one day as the day grow the distance between me and eli grow if were not at work he will not talk to me if we go home he doesn't talk with me and also i notice that eli always bought sone bouqet, branded bags, and some expensive clothes so i ve been thinking that he already seeing someone of course it's hurt m but who am i to get mad aldo I'm happy for him that he love someone

The next day the news feed in my phone is full of eli and the girl some people caught them kissing and they post it on their social media and some of them post ia that the girl and eli is dating when i go to work some of the employee petty me as if they know that i have a crush on eli

8 Yrs passed and eli talk to me again asking my opinion about his proposing style of course i share my thoughts i said that it would be more romantic if he proposed at the top of the building and make a cute and simple arrangements in the rooftop and asked her if she will marry you. Of course it's kinda hurt but I'm not in the place i just like him that's all

1 Month later

I am with them with the other crew when he proposed to that girl and the girl said i will marry you they hug and kissed each other i walk toward to them and bought the boquet and congratulate them

Few months later i heard that they were already planning to get married at the age of 32 they're getting married and here i am turning 32 and i only have 2 boyfriend and i didn't even know who broke up me and eli have a relationship when I'm 21-24 that time no one said that we need to broke up my sibling and his siblings are the only one who knows it we just feel it that we need space we didn't even said it to eachother that we will broke up eli just make me feel it

1 month later they're already married and hold a wedding luckily I'm not one of the abay i am just a guest i really said it to eli because they're already planning to makd me the bride's maid when belle walk on the aisle and eli is waiting for her i like it

Few years later

Me, belle and eli is already 36 yrs old my father always wanted to arrange a blind date bcoz he's afraid that i might become a old lsdy without getting married

One time belle and eli have an argument and eli go out for a second and go to my places because he knows that all of our friends is in my house because it's my birthday few minutes later we hear a doorbell and cleo open the door and we saw eli so we welcome him and eli starting to tell us what happened crisa started to cry cleo started to laugh and kaycee,sam,rachel,tiana,olive, jordan,jaycee is still active it's already 2 am and some of them go to the guest room me and eli is the only one who's in the living room eli is already knockout and jordan is prepairing a bed for eli i only have one nanny and that time nanny carmen began to clean few minutes later i started to lift eli but he's so heavy so i take a picture of him and post it on my feed with the caption our late guest is so heavy 😡 i told to eli that i will call belle to send him to home but he doesn't want to few minutes later another doorbell rang and nanny carmen open it and the time nanny carmen open the i tried to push eli out of the couch so i can pull him but i didnt notice that belle is already watching me and walk towards at me and slap me of course i startled and that time i didn't even know what i did so wrong because belle is the only one who dared to slap me and belle says how dare you xharia you little wench i knoe that you lild my husband but now you want to have a s*x with him how dare you you want to solo my husband you're having an affair with him that time ive been recording eli and send it to my friends gc when they woke up so all the things belle said to me is recorded belle wake eli but eli doesn't respond he's sleeping unconsciously

Jordan go out in the room and says xharia the room is ok- ohhh belle you're here and belle says so you're also here jordan whst the heck xharia even jordan and i response no you must thinking I'm a pick me up girl that can be touched by the others your wrong I'm not that kind of a person if you want eli he's already yours go home with him tumaas na ako sa room ko while si jordan eli at belle nasa baba pa

kinabukasan lahat sila nagising na si nanny carmen hindi muna nag linis dahil sabi ko ikaw lang din mapapagod nay bulas ka na mag linis nay bumaba kaming lahat at nakita namin yung sala andaming dumi basag na base wala naman kaming maalala nag basag kami so pumunta kami sa security room nakita namin pag taas ko nag basag si belle at lahat sila nag tatanong kung anong nangyari kaya sabi ko ibibigay ko aainyo yung video tulungan muna natin mag linis si nanay naglinis na kami at madaming kalat talaga bimigay ko na sa kanila yung video at umalis na sila few weeks later nabalitaan namin na si belle daw nag layas at nagkaroon ng aksidente she was found dead at the car the she used syempre si eli iyak ng iyak kita nalang namin ashes na lang natira kay belle nakiramay kami.

Atlast naka move on na din si eli sa pagkawala ni belle it's been 3 yrs 39 yrs old already that time we re create our relationship we became closer and that time his family and my family arranged our marriage i still love him even though it's not like from the past he proposed to me properly he court me and did the things that he never used to do with belle i guess he's happy were already married i still don't like it because i think I'm the reason why belle died but I'm kinda happy for myself that i manage to get married with eli we're happy together one time i finally said it to eli that even I'm at this age I'm pregnant we really didn't expect this pregnancy because our age is really different from before weekly we go together at the ob for the check up as long as the baby is healthy were ok 8 months alredy passed and we decided that we need to go shopping so baby has a lot to wear when were at the mall a little girl approach us and said daddy I'm here and i said baby girl you cannot call a stranger daddy i asked eli if he knows the girl and eli said no eli said to the little girl that she should go to her mommy and then we walk out while were picking some chlothes for our son the little girl approach him again and call him daddy again so we laugh and eli held the little girl and says why do you keep calling me daddy I don't have a daughter, the little girl reply but your really my daddy you really look likethe saddy in the picture that mommy has that time kinukutuban na ako sa i asked the little girl how old is she and she said that she's 3 turning 4 i napaluha na ako at pakiramdam ko gusto na ni eli yung little girl tinawag ako nung bats na auntie sabi ko yes little girl auntie do you love my daddy and i said of course i like eli so much where's your mother what's your name and the first name she says that her name is elle her mother is at the ice food court talking with my other auntie so we go down and we smile to each other but that happiness stop when eli see elle approaching a girl and that girl is belle eli stare at belle like he still want to go back to belle we walk to wards to belle and elle says mommy look i found daddy belle look at me and i reply long time no see belle we thought your already dead that time gusto ko ng umalis sa pwesto ko na stress ako buti na lang tumawag si ate at sabi ko eli tumawag na si ate kaylangan na natin umalis o ako na lang aalis hinfi nakibo si eli at umalis na ako habang nag lalakad may luha na napatak sa pisbge ko dahil ang kasal namin ni eli is invalid kumbaga kabit ako sa papel at magiging anak sa lavas ang anak namin naawa din ako kay elle dahil lumaki sya ng walang tatay pumunta agad ako sa bahay namin ni eli gabi na wala pa din si eli so i called him and he answer sabi ko asan ka na sabi nya nag dradrive na traffic btw kasama ko di elle at sabi ko si elle lang ba sabi ni eli oo si elle lang sakin daw muna sya don't worry may bago na si belle mag pafile din ako ng annualment for her susuportahan ko din si elle pero ipapa dna ko muna sya maya na tayo mag usap sabi

Nya

Nakauwi na sila pagkabulas ng pinto ng isang maid nagulat yung maid may dalang bata si eli bumaba ako at sabi ko eli dto na kayo hi elle tas sabi nya daddy bat andto si auntie syempre bata madaming tanong sabi ni eli kasi elle asawa ko sya so dapat kasama ko sya dapat lagi ko syang katabi so naintindihan naman nung bata habang nakain kami si elle nag tanong auntie bakit malaki tyan mo? Busog ka po ba tas sabi ko no sa tummy ko may baby nagulat si elle what! auntie kinain mo yung baby

So tumawa kami ng tumawa ni eli tapos na kaming kumain saamin muna matutulog si elle so nilinisan ko muna sya ng katawan habang nililinisan ko sya ng katawan sabi ko sa kanya elle pwedeng wag mo na tawagin si auntie ng auntie mommy na lang tawag mo sakin pwede po ba sabi nya ok po promise nag pinky swear kaming dalawa st sabi ko elle gusto mo ba tabi muna kayo ng daddy mo sabi naman ni elle pwede po ba sabi ko oo namandin muna ako sa guest ihi na din kasi ako ng ihi baka magising lang si daddy pag bumangon ako ng bumgangon sinabi ko kay eli na si elle tqtabi sa kanya

3weeks later we already have the result and it's 99.999% na daughter and father sila so we celebrate it wals pang nakaka alam kundi yung mga maids lang pati nanny ko at nanny ni eli we also invited belle and her fiancé over our house habang nag celebrate kami biglang may nag doorbell akala namin food delivery pagkabukas ng pinto andami nilang pumasok mga parents and siblings namin nagulat sila nung nakita nila si belle sabi nung mommy ni eli belle you're alive tas sabi ni belle yes po tita so lahat sila umupo sa dinning table lahat sila kumain samin tas sabi nung tatay ko belle makikipagbalikan ka ba kay eli tas sabi ni belle ahh hindi po ikakasal na po ako next month also nag file na po si eli ng annualment paper at nag sign na din po ako nabangit naman ng mommy ko bakit may isang pinggan dyan bawas pa asan na yung nakain dyan tas biglang ma'am sir ok na po si elle tas sabi ko ah cge papuntahin mo na dito si elle tapos nakita nila si belle na lumapit sakin tas nag pa upo sa upuan nya dahil medyo mataas yung bangko at nag sabing thankyou mommy natawa naman si belle at sinabi elle mommy na agad tawag mo sa kanya samantalang ako months bago ko marinig yung pagtawag mo sakin ng mommy so tumawa kaming dalawa ni belle so sabi ng mother ko kaninong anak yan tas sabi ni eli akin po anak ko po sya kay belle syempre yung parents ni eli tuwang tuwa at sabi aba may first lady na tayo dto so kumain na nga kami pagkatapos nun inuwi na nila belle si elle 3 weeks samin hindi na din maaasikaso si elle dto dahil malapit na akong manganak waiting na lang ampanget man tignan na 41 yrs old na ako manganganak.

ps the finale is not the real one i just took a pity on xharia she didn't deserve that

if you're interested on the real finale.

...pls read this special chapter there's no fiancé and eli and xharia will divorce also xharia will lost the custody of their child xharia can't take it anymore and she will die of loneliness eli don't like to see her again and their child...