It is July 24th, my birthday. However, I have to go to work to fill in for Suzu who took off at the last minute. I also have a final paper to write by 11:59Am. I have no idea how I’m going to do this.

My name is Aoi, Aoi Tamaki. I am a 23 year old girl with riddled with BAD LUCK! My grandfather used to tell me that I don’t have bad luck I just end up in the wrong place at the wrong time but, that is literally insane compared to all of the things that happen around me.

For example, I was told when I was born by accident. According to my grandpa, my father didn’t want my mother to keep me since he was married and she didn’t want to keep me either. Long story short, I am the creation of a failed abortion! That isn’t considered bad luck right? Well following that my mother, or so I was told, did the best she could until I was 5 because that’s when she left me outside my aunts home. I was told she had a hard time in those five years. None and I mean no one wanted to look at me not even my mother so I don’t know how she did the best she could for a kid she wouldn’t look at. ANYWAY, despite my horrible origin, I was lead to believe that I was a bad omen. My aunt used to tell me my mom left because Everytime she was around me unfortunate events would occur. I didn’t understand what she meant but appearently I’ve cause my mother to go bald and I nearly killed her Everytime I went to touch her. All of the events I was notified of sound impossible or supernatural like the story about me causing uncle Maru to fall off a roof because I moved the ladder with my mind. In truth I did watch everything happen and I did see the ladder fall but it was a time where I didn’t talk much because of the scolding, I was afraid that they would think I did it, they thought it anyway.

My aunt was a brute, my uncle says she died because of my presence, she also put it in her will and stated it on her death bed. That damned woman. At that point no one would take me in, everyone assumed I would cause them trouble or harm even though all I ever did was remain obident to avoid being scolded.

According to my grandpa, he came to find me from my uncle and found me in a dog house! I don’t remember that at all! But I’m short my grandma is the nicest person I’ve ever met and I’ve been attached to him ever since. Despite all the rumors, scolding and mistreatment he remained by my side. He even took it upon himself to make sure I went off to college. He didn’t ask him to pay. I would like to pay my way through school and when I become a lawyer I will return the favor he did by taking me in.

Anywho, we are going to talk about my day to day life now that I am living on my own, once of course we tell the story of how misfortune followed me my entire life so far!

Now I know I spoke of my bad luck growing up but it even followed me as an adult. I am livid! This is more like ripping pages out of my diary without specific dates because I can’t remember such. But this with explain to you how unlucky I am leading to my current adult life, who would’ve thought??

It all started my 8th grade year. There was this girl same Nina who got left back twice (I thought I was unlucky) who i stuck around because she was a nice girl despite her issues with school. One day she decided to go home the way I go home on the train because she wanted to meet up with her bestfriend on the way. Me not knowing who her bestfriend was or even asking why her bestfriend didn’t go to our school just went along with it because I didn’t think it was important.

On the way to the trains she telling me about her bestfriend name Raifu and I could do nothing but think that the girl was probably really cool too. Little did I know... her bestfriend was a boy RAYFU and he was waiting for us at the train station to go home together. This took me by surprise but not only was he a boy, he was a high school boy, second year to be exact.

I tried to bush it off but I was extremely nervous because he was so much older and now that I think about it he wasn’t even cute. Also I at that time I was extremely faithful to my boyfriend who I met online named Ty’feng.

*that’s a whole other story that we will get to in time*

Therefore I wasn’t interested in anyone else but Ty.

The only train ride with Nina and Rayfu was AKWARD AS HELL! he kept trying to be nice to me and Nina continuously told him I was shy. I didn’t talk back because of course I had a man already helllooo !! Also I didn’t want to embarrass myself in front of a high schooler and my only friend at the time.

Eventually, after painful suffering it was time for me to exit the train and I’ve never been happier! When I stood to get off I hugged Nina and immediately after Rayfu hugged me. I wanted to die. I ran off the train almost getting crushed by the doors.

I lived a few blocks from the train station, during that whole walk I thought about how to explain to Tyfeng that another man touched me. It’s not like he was going to run and beat the man up. Nor did I expect him to be angry. I’m not sure of what outcome I wanted at that time. But, Never did it occur to me that he would respond in such a way but this triggered even more misfortune for me.

As I reach home .. I notice two things. ONE, my grandfather isn’t home and TWO IVE LOST MY FREAKING KEYS AGAIN!! So now here I am, 5ft 3 inches tall trying to crawl through my bedroom window. There are people walking buy but the neighborhood we lived in wasn’t great so everyone usually minded their business if it looked like a crime was occurring. However, this isn’t my first time having to crawl up through my bedroom window therefore I was sure the neighbors were used to it.

The first thing I did when I finally got into my room was make sure nobody else did what I did to get into grandfathers house. Following that I called Grandfather to let him know I was home and he told me he won’t be back because he is helping his “friend” recently widowed Mrs Wu. I didn’t mind being alone. This meant I could freely stay up as long as I wanted to talk with Ty Feng.

Now, it’s time to tell Ty about what happen today. I open up my phone too no messages from him but that’s just him (I really thought this was all okay back then don’t judge me). Here’s how the conversation went:

Me: hey my luv I am home

Ty: sup

Me: I miss u today

Ty: that’s cool wat r u doin

Me: trying to talk to u wat else

Ty: oh okay.

The conversation was actually quite worse than this but this is to shorten it. Thinking back I’m not even sure why I did this to myself.

Anywho, after trying to carry the conversation on my back to keep him talking to me, I confessed. Lol it sounds like I did something wrong right.. well it’s because of what he said.

*45 minutes of texting*

Ty: y r u being so needy did u do something wrong today?

Me: well..

ty: ...

Me: Ninas bestfriend hugged me on the train today I’m sorry

Ty: .. a guy?

Me: yes

Ty: *block*

Yup, he blocked me. At that very moment I thought my life was over I think I cried the whole night. * I swore at that moment no one was unluckier than I was and that nothing was worse than this.*

Following the situation with Ty, I moved on to bathe and fix myself dinner. While fixing dinner I received a call from Nina but I also received a text at the same time.

*On the phone*

Nina: hey Aoi

Me: hey Ni

Nina: so I have to tell u something

Me: yeah? *obviously distraught*

Nina: I gave Ray ur number okay bye

Me: whaaaaaaaaaaaat

By this time Nina has already hung up. Why is she like this? She knows I have Tyfeng what is her problem. I tried calling her back but she kept sending me to voicemail. She had to know I was angry. Why would she do that? I didn’t even talk to that guy when I saw him and he’s in High school! What if he wants to have sex?! URGHH NINAAAAAA!!!

*opens messages*

*78-008-09**: hey its Ray

SERIOUSLY???