Today a soft cold wind is blowing, the weather is little rain

I m missing him a lot today ,I wish him to be with me in this weather the sound of this leaves who were waving by wind the little blue pinky sky 😌❤️

he promised me that one day he will with me at sunset and we will enjoy that evening

he promised me that he will stay forever

but today I m feeling so lonely

it makes me cry so much when I realised that he is not with me anymore

I always tell myself that be strong Amy be strong he will be back u just need to be patience u have to wait but

my mind says that move on he is gone he will never come back for u

but my heart says wait wait he will come back 🥺🥺 evrything around me reminds me of him

everylittle thing

every song every drama every word even the couple animals

I m jealous of them they r with their loved ones

but me 💔💔..

I loose my love

I don't know when I became this much addicted to him

first when I saw him he is just like a avarage looking boy to me

but more I spend time with him he became the most handsome boy in the world for me 🥺😊❤️

I love to spend time him

even we were in a very long distance relationship but when ever I talked with him I feel like he is with me

he always comfort me no matter how sad I m .

i always complain him about how my frnds my family members were behaving with me

then he use to say *don't worry I m with you when I will be there I will beat them okk*

when ever somebody schold me I use to tell them that wait I will tell my p....u (his name )

about u and he will beat u

but now 🥺💔I can't say this to anyone because I loose my p....u 💔💔💔🥺🥺🥺i don't know what will happen in my life but I always pray to God that pls God tell him to come back I miss him so much I miss his every little thing him behaviour his care his love for me .

I never had a this much strong feeling for someone

I want to cry

loud

i want to shout loudly

he is not with me now for a reason but I want to be with him in his every stage of life .

I want to accompany him in his hard times

I want to tell him that I am always there for you my foolish donkey ❤️ I will always be there for you .

my heart says one day he will be back

and he will hold my hand for ever and says sorry I will never leave your side and sorry again for making you cry so much

I love you soo much my Jaan* my life*❤️❤️