Where Is My Happy Ending

1

You know everyone says that everything is going to be fine

every bad situation will have something positive but is it truly like that.

right

you know I tell myself that I don't need anyone but the truth is no one needed me.

I wish someone need me

I wish someone would love me

I wish I could love someone

it's sad not to love, but it is much sadder not to be able to love

but yeah

someday

I'm going to be fine

and be able to love someone

but will anyone like me

if they know my past no want would want me

Even my

parents will be disappointed with me

there will be a time the truth comes to the light

something I wish I was short-lived

at that time everything will be over

I wish

I was short-lived

I wish I could kill myself

When someone ask me if I'm okay

I always say I'm fine

but

sometimes I want to say that I'm not fine

I want to scream and say I'm not fine

do I look like I'm doing fine to you

I'm so sick of pretending that I am fine

When I'm not really fine

I'm tired of feeling death inside

will I even find someone who will accept me with all my faults

sometimes all I want is a clear mind and happy heart but I don't think that will ever come true

sometimes I just want to drown all my thoughts in a long & heavy slumber

it's just hard to feel anything anymore

where is my happy ending

Where

where is it

where is my happy ending

now all I want to do right now is cry and scream and let it out

it's killed me inside

Download NovelToon APP on App Store and Google Play

novel PDF download