Hi I’m Nicky . I’m 18 years old .I’m always unlucky since birth . It seems I’m a jinx to my society. I live with my maternal grand mom in a village . My Mom and Dad are not together anymore since I was still a child . I have one younger sister two years younger than me . Actually my mom does not one me science my birth ,she even try to abandon me after I was born but my grandmother save me . Then I struggle to do my best at every thing since young but I could never get anything.Even my birth mom raise me not because she love me but because she pity me .I do not have any talent. But I like singing,baking,cooking, gardening and all .I love my sister but she is a brat who knows nothing other than making trouble . But still than I love her, actually she is really obedient sometimes she do things I told her to do but sometimes she would complain so much that I ordered around her too much but she do not know what to do if she’s not assign to , I’m really sad thinking about her future. My mom stays at the city .Well I always yearn for mother’s love but I never get one .All she do is send back money ,I’m grateful to her supporting our family financially . She rarely come back but once she come back she always creates havoc in our family. She would come back drunk from her friends house and shoul like a mad person, she would cry . She would complain to my grand mom ,"you love my brothers and sisters more ."she would argue with grand mom …this is nothing she would argue with aunty that’s her elder sister. When I’m staying with my mom and when she drunk uhh practically speaking she is drunk everyday she would shout she do not love any one even her parents or even her two children … But I’ve been bearing all this thing because she support me financially,I have finished my twelve class and now I’m stay with my mom in the city she worked at My grand mom settled down at my Aunts place in the same city in the neighborhood… my mom me and my younger sister stay together …Everyday she is drunk and always spout the same thing again and again so I cannot bear it anymore and I decided to run away from home I know that it’s selfish of me to run away after all I still have my sister and they raise me but I’ll surely repay them one day and when I was running away from home and was roaming in the open street I realized I do not have a home any more then unfortunately I met an accident . I thought ,"Is my life just going to end like this ?and am I going to die just like that? I have only suffered in this life but any way it’s good that everything is ending I do not need to suffer any more …then I started seeing stars and loose my consciousness…