6 years ago..

"I truly love you, you know that.. But I'm so sorry.." I kneeled down and cried.

"What about the wedding?" His voice is so cold. I looked at him and I see him looking at me emotionless. "What about the love we made?" Then I saw the tears running down his cheeks. I bowed my head.. I can't see him like this. I hurt him so much. This is all my fault!

"What about the promises you said? You even sworn to grow old with me! You even told me you can see your future with me!"

*CRACK!*

He throw the vase and fell to the floor.

"WHAT ABOUT ME!?" Then he kneeled down too and hold my shoulders. "DID YOU FORGET THAT I LOVE YOU, LIAN!? YOU OWNED MY HEART! SO, WHY THE HELL ON EARTH YOU WANT TO BREAK UP WITH ME!?" He started to shake me.. I know I'm hurting.. But I know when he know the true reason, I know it'll hurt him so much..

"Listen to me.." I tried not to crack my voice and look at him.. "I know someday you will know.. but right now, I want you to know that I didn't know this thing gonna happened.. I.. I didn't expect it too.." I wiped my tears as if I can stop my tears from falling.. "..I thought it was you." I whispered.

"Why can't you just tell me the reasons now? Lian, I don't want to break up with you.. I don't wanna let you go for no reasons--"

"Harry please!" I shouted at him even if I don't want to do it. I looked straight into his eyes and try not to cry for a minute. "I don't love you, okay!? Let's just stop this!" There's something in my heart when those words came out my mouth.

"W-What...? But.. Y-You--"

"C'mon, Harry! You know I'm lying!" I stood up and took a deep breath.

"L-Lian.." He started to cry again.. Oh, please.. I don't want to see you like this.. Please, my love, stop..

"We're done, goodbye." With that, I turned and walk away from him.. Maybe because of so much shock, he can't even answer. When I reached his door, I run and run not knowing where to go..

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.." I'm crying while still running.. I can't see nothing but tears.. I can't feel nothing but pain.

I lied..

I love him so much..

I spent my life with him for almost 5 years..

..and now, I broke what we built together.

..it's all my fault.

I slowly stopped myself from running when everything went blur little by little.. My head.. It hurts so much..

"Miss, are you okay?"

*BLAG!*

"Gosh! What happened to her!?"

"Miss! Fck! Don't die with me! Call ambulance now!" I heard voices but I don't have any energy to open up my eyes..

"My.. My.. baby.. p-please.."