***FACATE OF ILLUSION

By: Rosella Sam

CHAPTER 1***

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CHAPTER1.1

MY SEVEN LEGENDS

One day,

We will woke up with one;

LAST MV,

LAST ERA,

LAST SONG,

LAST DANCE,

LAST VOICE,

LAST MOVE,

LAST CRY,

LAST LAUGH,

LAST TOUCH OF MIC,

LAST PERFORMANCE ON STAGE,

LAST AWARD,

LAST CONFETTI,

LAST CONCEPT,

LAST TOUR,

LAST CONCERT,

LAST HAPPINSS,

LAST BOW,

AND LAST,

ANNAYEONGHSEYO! BANGTAN SONYEONDAN IMNIDA

And then,

We army saying:

THANK YOU FOR EVERTTHING,

THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD MEMORIES,

THANK YOU FOR THE INSPIRING SONGS,

THANK YOU FOR EXISTING,

THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY LIFE,

THANK YOU FOR CHANGING MY LIFE,

THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME LAUGH,

THANK YOU FOR INSPIRING ME,

THANK YOU,

THIS IS NOT ENOUGH.

.

.

.

ALL THE HARD WORKS,

HAVE PAYED OF.

THANK YOU,

FOR ALL THE GOOD TIMES

EVEN THOUGH,

I AM JUST A FAN,

STILL I AM THANKFUL AND LUCKY TO HAV YOU.

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CHAPTER 1.2

DON’T YOU DARE SAY THEY ARE A STUPID BAND

Someone once said to me....

“They are just a Stupid Boy Band”.

Yeah sure it’s “just a Stupid Band”

But you know what,

That “Stupid Band” was there when you were not.

That “Stupid Band” explained how I felt through lyrics.

That “Stupid Band” made me laugh,

That “Stupid Band” made e cry,

That “Stupid Band” made me smile,

That “Stupid Band” have the ability to change my mood easily.

That “Stupid Band” mean more to me than most people I know,

And you know what;

That “Stupid Band” saved my life.

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CHAPTER 1.3

IF A GIRL LOVES A BAND

If a girl loves a band,

More than anything,

Take a look around her’

And at the mess she is in,

Because maybe it’s more than love,

More than what it seems.

Maybe it’s more than singing songs,

And never - gonna - happen dreams.

Maybe the band saved her,

Lightened her darkest days.

May be the band enlightens her,

From her depressed ways.

Maybe they are all that is there,

When she feels she wants it to end.

And maybe that is why she love them,

Even more than her friends.

.

.

.

Last but not the least,

They pulled her out from the deep abbeys of suffering and pain,

They take her out from the Hell,

And carried her to Heaven.

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.

.

And most importantly,

They taught her how to live.

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CHAPTER 1.4

WE ARE FAMILY

In English language,

The alphabet has 26 letters.

And

If we take out “BTS” from those 26 letters,

How many letters are there left?

For normal calculations, you would probably give the answer “23”.

Well....

The answer is wrong.

It is “19” letters.

Why? and How?

Because no matter what,

BTS will always take army with them.

BTS+ARMY\=FAMILY

3+4\=7

26-7\=19

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CHAPTER 1.5

LET’S WALK ON THE FLOWER PATH TOGETHER

Listen to my heartbeat,

It calls you whenever it wants to,

Because within this pitch black darkness,

You are shinning so bright.

So,

LET’S WALK ON THE FLOWER PATH TOGETHER

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~the end of CH 1

...* THE EYES ARE THE PORTALS TO ONES HEART.*...

THESE SEVEN EYES LET ME KNOW EVERY EXPRESSION I HAVE TO KNOW IN THIS WORLD.

...***REGRETS...

...JOY...

...CALM...

...HOPE...

...ANGER...

...Any expression that can be expressed with eyes,...

...Combine together...

...And become HAPPINESS...

...when you seven are together***....

*SOMETHINGS ARE BETTER OFF EXPRESSED SILENTLY THAN SAID.

*EVERY EXPRESSION HAVE A HIDDEN MEANING.

^^^Never ignore someone, desperately eager for just a second of your attention.^^^

^^^At least you can spare him a pleasant look .^^^

^^^Who knows?^^^

^^^Just a smile may encourage someone to continue living his life on his saddest days.^^^

^^^May bee^^^

^^^The thing you consider petty attention^^^

^^^Is someone's everything.^^^

...*******...

There seems to be something wrong with the generation growing high,

All those smiling faces seems to be accompanied by regretting sad eyes.

As I have said the eyes are the portals to keenest desires of one's heart,

groom them to shine as brightly as the potter grooms his pots.

We were taught to dream big but,

never to achieve it.

Why....?

No one knows.

...EVERYONE,...

...EVERY SINGLE SOUL PRESENT HERE KNOWS,...

...THE ANSWER CLEARLY IN THE DEEPEST OF THEIR FRAGILE HEART...

...PUT YOUR HAND ON YOUR HEART AND TELL ME IF I AM INCORRECT!...

*I AM SUCCESSFUL NOT BECAUSE I WAS LUCKY,

I WORKED HARD WHEN YOU PARTIED,

I KEPT WORKING HARDER AND QUITER AT NIGHT,

WHEN YOU SLEEP.

AND NOW YOU REGRET!!!!

I KEPT TELLING MY SELF,

PUSH YOURSELF A LITTLE FURTHER,

YOU CAN DO IT,

JUST KEEPING PUSHING YOURSELF FORWARD.

EVEN IF YOU SEPARATE FROM THE MASSES OR CROWD,

EVEN IF YOU BECOME ALONE*.

...why?...

...BECAUSE NO ONE'S GONNA DO IT FOR YOU....

I KNOW I MAY HAVE DARK CIRCLES AND DARKER EYES,

EYES WITHOUT ANY SHINE OR HAPPINESS,

and

EYES FILLED WITH GLOOM AND USELESSNESS,

BUT THESE EYES ARE THE PROOF OF MY HARD WORK,

WHICH I AM PROUD OF.

THEY MAY NOT BE BEAUTIFUL,

THEY MAY LABEL ME GLOOMY,

THEY MAY LOOK SOUL LESS TOO.

BUT....IT'S JUST FOR NOW.

TRUST ME,

THE FUTURE I WILL HAVE WILL DEFINITELY BE BRIGHT.

BRIGHT ENOUGH TO OUT SHINE ALL OF YOURS ENTIRE LIFE.

why..?

Because all those times you sarcasm me for growing dark eyes

where just few years I sacrificed for my future.

They may be my prime years that ,I cant turn back or

Or the moments I failed to enjoy ,won't ever come back,

Yet I am not the least bit sad,

because after my hard struggles,

Now the time I have left,

Is more than enough,

To groom my innocent eyes back.

but the Zenith that I am now at.....

YOU CAN'T SEE ME FROM DOWN THERE EVEN WITH THE BIGHT EYES THAT YOU USED TO HAVE.

AND THAT HAS MADE ALL THE DIFFERENCE.

...***WHY...?...

...IN MY EYES...

...YOU ARE EVERYTHING...

...but...

...IN YOUR EYES...

...I AM JUST ANOTHER FAN IN THE CROWD***....

^^^*You are the only ones^^^

^^^who made my eyes shine^^^

^^^and let me smile^^^

^^^Like I truly am^^^

^^^Yet won't ever know that^^^

^^^~FOREVER ARMY*^^^

...*********...

~ the end