This is a story of my normal life that is somewhat not normal. Every female leads have their own back stories but i guess i don't. If i had to describe my life in one word than i would say it's messy. I was born in a normal family, a loving parents who loves and care for me unconditionally. I have good friends, family, environment, teachers, neighbours and maybe boyfriends but sometimes it still feels something is missing. There are times when i felt that i don't belong. It's not that I'm unhappy with my life right now but i feel empty or should I say there's another world where I really belong to. I don't feel complete, sometimes i even have this feeling of wanting to die without any reason. So let's really strat my normal life.... Let me start from 2017 when my life really started. I waked in through the school gate everything was new and i didn't know anyone, a new environment i was so unfamiliar with. But for some reasons it still felt familiar. I went to the school office and asked for my class... at first I couldn't find it but at last I finally found my class. The teacher was very friendly so were my classmates. But after attending two classes I had to change my class again because there was some issues with my allotment according to my subject. I went to this new section, everyone was seated and i was not sure where to sit but the teacher showed me a place. During the class as I was looking at everyone i saw him, a cute guy. It was like a love at first sight. But wait this is not a love story.