I don't know how when and why this happened but this was the most precious and most hurting moment of my life. I met you this was the best and worst thing ever happened to me I lost myself but I gained a new me more patient more tolerant more loving more responsible you made me the one I am now you taught me love and then left me I don't know where now you are here and I am here I have alot of things to tell you alot of questions for you but most importantly I have to tell you I love you but this little in your arms stops me and force me to give a bitter sweet smile you know I am crying right you know I missed you right You know how alone I was after you left You know how I broke into pieces but but I still gathered all those pieces and fixed everything and and I didn't cried I didn't cried for 5 years but but now I am crying I am crying and I don't know if I am happy or sad but there is pain that I can not explain it Hurst it really hurts here in my chest but still I smile I smile for you cause once you smiled for me and lighted my whole I don't know if I can move on but still you will there in the deepest corner of my heart my dumb fool.