It was just few hours after I ate my dinner ,a sudden knock was on my door which I was not expecting. because I used to live alone and I didn't have any appointments with my friends.

I opened the door,and found out an old acquaintance banging on the door, screaming "Ella! Ella open the door". I was shocked to see the person ,and I said "what's brings you here today" in a quite sarcastic tone.He glanced at my eyes with his dull eyes which he was trying to open but failing ,he smelled like alcohol I stepped back but fall on me,he hugged me tightly he could,"hey hey what are you doing,it was all over right ???"he gave no answer,so I assumed he slept I put him down on my bed even though it was not spacious enough but it had space still where two people can sleep

I bent down and checked his temperature,he had some fever so I thought of giving the medicine next day. then I took a shower saying ""what a tiring day"" and turned off the light ,slept beside him as I didn't have any energy and space to sleep some where else cause my room was mess .

in the middle of the night I felt a hot breath on my neck and it was heavy.it was Ash he was sleeping on top of me.I sighed and thought if he was a weirdo or something having a weird fetish like that. I struggled and turn around.

I felt him touching my Bo*bs he was licking my neck

,I turned back and said" hey idiot what are you doing"and bonked his head with the pillow.he was stinky mixed with alcoholic smell but still cute like he was child.by looking at his face anyone could fell in love with her his long eyelashes ,dusky yellow hair which were coming on his face

it was long ago when I saw him like this. he was red. I checked the temperature again it went up, I should have given him the medicines on time ohh again it was my fault I rushed towards the cabinet to get the medicine but he hold my hand and said don't go..…please

I assured him I will come back but he was holding my hand tightly and sucked my neck "aah" which left a hickey on my neck

,I yelled at him because now it was really a bad thing to do with a someone who he wasn't in love with I just sat on top of him and put my hands on his cheeks and said "if u do it again will forget it was all over" but he was still giving me no response like a corpse, I calmed myself down and went to the cabinet and brought the medicine and a glass of water and told him to take the meds and sleep.

he gave no response,"aww man u were just playing with my body and now you are acting sleepy even though I was angry his face so freaking cute I was again into his possession may be I reached his head with my hand and slide down the water with my another hand and tried to gave him the medicine and just sat near him and scrolled my phone and went for a nap.

...flashback begins...

...*look at this Ash isn't it pretty I was enjoying his company every single time I used to visit him.He was little shy and cute and his chubby face says nothing but to pinch.this time it was different I were to confess something to him, even though I was pretty bad at confession but I tried ,he wasn't into me but he would try to love me.eventhough that was childish but I said of course I will make you fall in love with me, smilling and giggling he! he!...

days passed like that ,he had some admirers and I did too*.

...flashback *****ends*****...

Pale yellow sunlight fall on me.it was so bright that I couldn't sleep any longer ,I saw Ash sleeping soundly on the bed .

I saw the clock it was already 10:00am and I had to go I freshened up made the breakfast and thought of putting a note by a bedside table but I forgot

I barely made it to my class ,I was gasping,got scolded from the teacher and again the same rountine followed where I almost forgot to do my Homework along with my friends and slept like a log on the class untill teacher throws the chalk towards me nevermind just get used to me because reader's You are already reading a lazy persons novel🙃🙂✌️

So yeah back to the story

that was really an exhausting day and I was just going to throw myself on the bed but wait a second why is my room so cleaned ,but I took no look on it and slept on few hours later when I wake up I was for my daily routine which was cooking and then scrolling social media but I noticed something.

ashh what are you doing here I yelled at him again.may be because I was emotionless or something but I was so horrible he said I was cooking for you ,I ran towards the stove to see the things cause I knew it was gonna be mess and yeah it was, he again burnt all of them and then this happened

yeah in my mind 🙃🙂✌️ cause I had never been like that but I did stare at him looking at his sobbing face

not again I felt for that trick. "okay! okay! I gonna make the food just sit on the table and thanks for cleaning my room "then I made the dinner which were all mine favourite and sat down and kept the food on the table ☺️☺️where I was thinking now you suffer mister I know you can't handle spicy he! he!

...flashback starts...

hey are you free,umm I really wanted to talk to you are you free ,"not yet " he faced me with his innocent eyes all I was thinking was if he could talk to me for just a moment just for a moment I felt like crying but I stayed like that. I messaged him yeah what else could I do rather than messaging him..

may be I was the reason he never opened my messages that time,well days passed on like desert for me finally he replied ,yes ,yes I was the time say sorry to him he replied "hey can we talk for a moment" I was on cloud nine ofc who doesn't like there crush talking to them...

he started with calm tone" how are you? "I replied joyfully as if I were really waiting for him .

we talked about few things like the trees, ducklings he liked .He was really calm as if he was figuring out something, then he said "well Ella are you stalking me".may be that was unexpected of me really unexpected , don't u already have my number he continued bruh you were already forcing my friends to send you my number and why are you harashing them with my photos.Do you even know what this is ?? it's stalking it's stalking tryna understand! please! please! sorry I won't stalk u anymore 😊 and went away.

may be all was doing was really a stalking.well I am a crybaby really why can't I controll my self why! why! why! I couldn't breathe it hurts so much . I slept for hours and then it was time to check out ofc I can't miss my Sunday and get it wasted.

With a bright smile I went towards my friends messaged them to meet me at park on 6 pm they were such a ease to my pain .Even though,All the time I was thinking why were I stalking him, I didn't utter any words bout it to my friends we played enjoyed a lot and that freshened me up finally I was happy .I came home and check my phone there were his messages "are you even serious! they are confused why are you asking about my contacts and all those things" but I didn't have guts to answer any of the things why I replied "sorry again but, it is not what you think...."

...flashback ends...

"Ella are you crying??hey Ella why are you crying "he was staring at my face again I couldn't help it but cry I left spoons on the table burst into my washroom.its spicy Ash how did u tolerate it I smile at him with my cry face

he he 😂 I laughed and told him "hey ash pass me the towel " I'll go freshen up! he passed me towels and I took the clothes.ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ

thats it for todayyyy byeee…ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ

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