I feel empty... like a part of me is broken, its torn...

As my head went blank, I stood under the heavy rain

I had to end this misery. Its torture. I then took a step, and I stepped on a rocky road. As my head turned, I closed my eyes, and braced something I have been longing for - death

My parents told me that I had no feelings after seeing a doctor a few days back. As I entered my room after the appointment, I overheard their conversation, talking about how to abandon me as the docotr said I was a possible psychopath.

I have feelings. Its because of them that I feel empty. High demanding results, high demanding standards, being alive is a torture. However despite all these, my friend told me that I will soon meet someone that could possibly heal me, and fill up the empty space in my heart.

However, in this world, its all fake. There is no such thing. I got rejected many times. It does NOT work.

Hence, I concluded that I should just kill myself and leave this misery.

Back to the present, I closed my eyes as I heard screaming from passerbys... I feel pain... ahh its fading away... goodbye cruel world...

" Hmm... why is she here? " A guy's sound muttered as I woke up. Wasn't I already dead? Why am I still alive? Is this the hospital? But wait... it smells like grass...

I jumped up and instantly saw a tall, big red haired figure. He was looking down at me, looking puzzled.

Wait... he looks quite familair...I think I saw him before... but I can't remember where ...

AH, GENSHIN IMPACT! Genshin Imlact was my favourite game when I felt depressed, however, the game only help me cure my depression for a few weeks. I felt more empty overtime and didn't have the motivation to play the game.

As memorises flooded my mind, I recalled that I lost pity to Diluc when I was pulling for Kazuha ( they are genshin impact characters)

Ah... hes the guy I hated in the real world... I see...

" Hey, who are you? What are you doing here?" Diluc said in a serious and concerned tone

But something feels off...

I feel different...

As he reached out his arm to me, smiling, I felt my heart skip a beat

Its...

Different...

" SNAP OUT OF IT. " I thought to myself

It would be crazy to like him just at the start when I didn't know how I even got "teleported" in this world

Wait.. so this must be dawn winery?

The details of this place is exactly what I saw in the game. There are buckets, a grand looking house, plantations and more.

Diluc then grabbed my arm, and said " Lets go, shall we? "

Thats when I instantly knew, I fell in love with him

Author's notes:

Thank you for reading this!

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