"I've always loved you."

"Daddy, what are you...saying?"

"Slap me, kick me, punish me but...don't abandon me. Please don't avoid me."

Chapter 1

I was alone, left my family. Left by my family.

My parents, they were the founder of H make up products company. My family was rich. Richest in the town. But for what? They had no one by their side. Everyone said good things in front of them but everybody knew how good of the actor they're.

When i was in middle school. I found my sexuality. I fell in love with a boy. I tried my best to avoid him. I swear I did but, nothing worked. I ended up breaking down. Because after that, it became easier for me to fall in love with boys somehow.

My parents were highly educated, so i thought this might be a normal thing for them. I thought may be they'll support me. My misunderstanding ended when one day, we were driving down the streets and we encountered a gay couple kissing.

"Son, you must not become like them. Okay?" My mother said and kissed me on forehead. What could i do? I just nodded.

Now, I'm the ceo of ELVN company. I own a designing company.

I was in my car, driving with my sunglasses on. Today, I was happy because it was my birthday. I had no plan, by the way. That's what i loved. Doing random things on a special day.

I arrived at the xxx hotel where my employees had arranged a grand party for me. Honestly, they all loved me as much as i loved them. I believe that if you're a boss, you should treat your employees like your kids.

"Boss is here!" Mika, my female employee shouted and the others stood up and started clapping. It was beautifully arranged. I felt so relieved that there were people outside who actually loved me and did not just pretend.

"You guys, didn't really have to do this much." I said awkwardly and took my glasses off. I smiled.

"Why not sir! You're the best boss in the world! This much is nothing." Junkyu said. He was a tall and fine employee of mine. He worked really hard.

"Sir, let's cut the cake." my assistant, Jisu said.

We really had fun that day. The party was over. I drank a lot. So did the others. They all had left because i told them so. They were really tired and exhausted.

"Boss, Why are you not drunk yet?"

"How much time do i need to tell you. Don't address me as boss. Call me Sehun or hyung." I said to Jaehyung. He was my boyfriend. 8 years younger than me. (I turned 32 today.)

Jaehyung was in my arms, drunk. My assistant realised that i needed some time alone with him, so she left.

I leaned in and kissed him on lips. He's cute, as always. "Baby, what am i going to do with your pretty face? You look super cute when drunk." I smiled and hugged him tightly.

"Then..." With drunk red cheeks, he wrapped his arms around me. He continued, "Want to do 'it'?"

I looked at him suspiciously and chuckled, "Don't do that. You look freaking cute right now."

"I'm serious. Today's your day, let's make it special."

"Come on. Quit joking." I said and gently carried him in arms and took him to another crouch, where there was no alcohol.

"Please. You've never f*cked me. I dont see a reason why."

"Stop it. You need rest." I said and kissed him on forehead.

I laid Jaehyung on the crouch. I needed to use washroom. I was just walking out of there when i heard someone quarrelling.

"Let me go boss, please."

"What are you talking about? I pay you money, i provide you food and everything. You dare to disobey me?"

These were the noises i heard. I didn't find it so appropriate, so i just went to that direction for a check.

When i peeked there, i saw a little boy in an old man's arm, struggling to escape.

"Hey! What's going on there? You!" I yelled at that old man.

They turned and looked at me. The little boy was too young. Probably just a teenager and was being harassed. I didn't like it, so i went closer to them.

"Who are you?"The man said.

Turned out the man was the boss of the hotel. Pretty educated and rich, still wished to harrass a teenager? Why? I couldn't get why some people were really b\*stards.

When i caught him red handed, he stopeed and the little young boy could run from his grip. He came right behind me.

"What do you think you're doing?" The owner shouted at me.

"How dare you!" I shouted back. We're probably so loud that the security came there.

"Kick him out of here!" The owner ordered his guard. "And get me that boy."

"Don't you dare touch him. You understand? Or should i call the cops?" I said so because i thought the place was not at all safe for the young boy because when i was peeking at them from far, i had noticed three more men around there who were just standing there. And the security was also standing there. he just came running when we started shouting. Probably they were all together. The young boy definitely had no idea that's why he didn't try his best to protect himself.

"He's my relative and i need him home." I said.

The young boy looked confused. I turned, "Say yes." I whispered.

May be i was trust worthy. The young boy immediately nodded, "Y...Yes. He's my uncle. I want to go home too. Uncle, let's go!"

I looked at the owner. He now had no choice because now i could call cops. So he just left with his trash guys.

I sighed, turned and grabbed the young boy's arm. I took him to our booked hall.

I let him sit on crouch, "What's wrong. Tell me. Where do you live? Did that man do anything else before i arrived?" i bent down and asked him.

He looked too frightened, so i decided to let him rest first.

As i sat beside him, he immediately looked at me and held my hands as if he wanted to tell me something. I nodded, "Hmm, what is it? You can tell me." I smiled so that he'd feel a bit comfortable.