...Hi There my name Neko, I'm currently 14 years old and my birthday is coming up this August 27, And I will tell yall my real life story here...

...August 27, 2007, the day that I was born, my parents were so happy that they had me, but not all kids have a happy family or a complete family right? So everything changed when I was 1 year old my mom got lazy of house work she just laid in bed all day sleeping, this was one time that my mom was cooking and she forgot to put me in the crib so when she was gone I kinda got in in the kitchen and touched the pot and I got the burn scar below my arm, My grandma got mad at my mom because of that, but that didn't end after that incident my mother doesn't cook anymore that she forgot to feed me even brew me some milk she forgot I haven't eaten whole day at that time but when my father got home he and my mother got into Real big fight that she eventually took me with her, my father was devastated....

......When my mother took me with her I was crying like crazy looking for my father, And my mother almost sell me to a Chinese guy but luckily my father looked for me and found my mother's location, when I finally saw my father I stopped crying and my parents split up and yes they are not married yet, my father got the full custody of me, and my mother and father just ended up as being friends but my mom still kept sending money to support me, she went to other country to work as OFW.......

...I Neko grew up in my father side family, ever since when I was a kid I hated my mother for leaving me but I missed her at the same time...

...On the other hand I also enjoyed growing up with my father by my side and also my aunt who raised me as her child, I don't hate my aunt for scolding at me because I know she knows what she's doing....

...Aunt JM currently 32 years old, she's the cousin of my father, she raised me since when I was a kid, she's at her college days while also babysitting me after her class she will entrust me with my grandmother while she attend her college and my father at the same time go to work I was really greatful to be raised by good hearted people....

...Grandmother currently 79 years old mother of my father, she also helped my father to raised me I love my grandmother so much that I even promised her that I will build her a mansion once I graduate....

......I Neko was 3 years old back then when I remembered this I would never forget this moments.......

...Father currently 52 years old my dearest father who gave me everything I need, love, care, attention, and life he is the reason why I was writing a story so I could help him in some other way because of his hard work I couldn't write a story here in the first place because of him sending me to school eve when we are shorts in money sometime he would work double so that he can provide of what I need, I could buy some expensive nice dresses and clothes because of him and with my aunts help they spoiled me when I was a kid....

Hey, it's been awhile since the last time I've uploaded my last episode, so hi everyone this is an update, hahaha I'm sorry it took so long but yeah, here we go.

So ill skip the childhood memories of mine for now

08/02/23 12:52am, I'm writing this now in mangatoon because I don't have any diary, this mangatoon became my own diary by posting of what's happening to my life.

I'll tell you all about my love story in this chapter, back then when pandemic hit I have this bestfriend of mine for 3yrs in the pandemic time, I had a huge crush on him, but I never told him directly that I liked him but I keep giving him hints that I liked him, back then I really don't have any intentions to be in a relationship yet because I think it's to young for me but I never expected that he'll liked me back, it was a month away from my birthday that he also confessed to me, at first I confessed to him but he rejected me so I remain to be his bestfriend, but I never expected that he'll like me back, August 7 2022 the day that we're both officiall, I'm turning 15 at that time at August 27 so I planned to introduce him to my family even though they are strict about me having a boyfriend, but I never expected that my family will accept him just because he is nice, it's true he is nice that's why he is my first love, and I'll never forget him, During that month our classes already started and there's this one boy I've met, he is my classmate we're very close sometimes teachers and students mistaken us as a couple but we're actually just bestfriend from the same group of friends that's why we're close, you guys must be thinking this is a big red flag to be friends with other guys when I already have a boyfriend, uhm yes it's a big red flag but I gave him my assurances and everything, we're in a matured relationship that not every girl or boy we've been talking too or hanging out with is we'll get jealous easily, no we're not like that. For the past few week we remain as a healthy couples and until up to our 3rd monthsary, many people say that 3rd month in a relationship is a curse and you should know how to survive it, but I never paid attention to that because I never believed in that kind of stuff or so I thought, but I really wished that I believed that 3rd month curse.. after celebrating our 3rd monthsary I thought everything will be OK, not until our 4th monthsary were closing, but that 4th monthsary never came and never been Celebrated.. Because we broke up.. we didn't survive that 3rd month curse, the reason we broke up because of his mother, she didn't want her son to have a girlfriend yet until 18 years old, ofc I agreed with his mother's decision but what hurted me the most is that he never fought for me, for us, for our relationship, at first I overthink a lot of what he told me if it's true that his mother does not approve with our relationship, ofc I think like that at that time because there's this one girl from his class that had a crush him and all of his classmates ship's them both, I get jealous ofc but I never told him because I don't want him to think that I'm over reacting. But later on I got a news from one of his friends that the two of them are already dating after a few days of our break up, I was depressed and I don't eat properly anymore, I started cutting my self again until my wrist can't feel any pain anymore. After that incident my friend found out that I've started cutting my self again, he got angry at me for crying and hurting my self for that man who broke my heart and my trust. For a few weeks we hangout really often because he keeps on insisting on me that we'll go there this way that and so on, he keeps me distracted all day, and eventually after 2months I really moved on from my ex, December came and that's when I realized that I really liked my friend or so I thought that he is just a friend but for me, he is more than a friend to me, I really loved this man, all this time he's been here by my side supporting me through my lowest times.