Have you ever been in a situation whereby the person you love loves another?

well I have.

My name is Jenny Jerkins and I had - still have a crush on my sisters boyfriend. since the first day Mabel introduced Nigel to the family as her boyfriend, lets just say my heart found a new purpose to beat.

He was always laughing, smiling. He didn't treat me like a fifteen years old and that made me love him more. He had my admiration and I always complimented him on the way he dressed, the way his brown hair always touched his eyes.

Oh My God.

I was in love with him ...

I loved him so so much but he didn't feel the same way for me as I dis for him.

And it hurt so bad that he told me so bluntly that I was the sister he never had. He rejected and humiliated me. publicly!

I became depressed, angered, ashamed. I felt like scum and that no one not even my parents could ever love me.

I tried committing suicide once and that made my mother scared for me and of me.

I was a wreck. An idiot for wanting to destroy my life and my future.

But now am alright.

How?

you see after going through all of this Shit, my parents thought it would be better to ship me off to Australia to stay with my aunt and her husband. That is why am boarding a plane heading to Australia and am penning you down (my thoughts) to keep me busy.

if you are in my situation, let me give you a piece of advice because you need it.

Move on. He or she is not worth it.

start all over because you are important.

fall in love and give yourself a chance at life like I will.

it was nice writing to you.

Love

**Jenny Jerkins

J.J

Hi Chelsea here if you enjoyed it, review and wait because there is more to come. it is only the beginning and I hope that this book touches a heart out there and that you change your ways.

I love you all. I always will.

if you want to contact me here is my number

08055525333

This isn't the first book am writing but it surely is the first book am. publishing online on this app.

please share my book and help me out :)

oh and there is of course another book I want to write its title will be shown after the ending of this book.

Thank you for reading and God bless you.

#chelsea**#