when i was born my dad named me my mom didnt like me bc i looked asian and chinnese she thought i wasnt her child as i grew up i took care of my younger sister named may it was pretty hard considering she was handycap if she was bullied i stood up for her i didnt talk much i was more a of a mute when i was little when i was 3 or 4 my older sister poured hot water down me and my other older sisters back i still have the scar it doesnt really matter tho it was a so called "prank" but we screamed for our lives thats when i went mute i was scared my older sister was sent to the hospital she had alot more burns on her back from the hot water than me as i grew up i cghanged i was disrespectfull i didnt really help my sister may that much anymore ii was picked on by my  older sisters and people at school saying i was adopted and teling me i was ugly i should go die was the worst but i just mostlly cried about it oh yah boy shouldnt cry is what they say i was one silent and shy boy but soon i was a bad boy i dont really think much but there was a boy and girl that liked me in elementary school they said they wanted to marry me and when we were in the playground the boy just straight up kissed me the girl was jelly but i pushed him away i mean i didnt even know if i was gay,bi,or just straight well this is not what i wanted to know at that time as soon as we got inside the school my parents said we were moving bc of familyi didnt get to say goodbye to anyone i knew at all it was pretty sad but i got oer it i didnt forget that moment at the school playground or the people but i forgot there names well this going well i guess since im typing about 5oo words i think right yah well  umm what should i say oh right well once we moved i was bullied by a teacher and it wasnt very nice i know but i didnt talk i was shy i hid behind my mom all the time at that time i was in the first grade so i was really untalkative i didnt sit by the students they just sat by me and sid i hi me being scared i scooted away heh yah wierd right guess so when i hit second grade there wasnt any bulliying when i hit the third grade i turned really bad i looked up some badthings what i was a currious little kid but as soon as i did my parents were mad they took away my christmas  presents me not caring i ingnored it after the 5th and 4th grade of alot of bullying and bad habbits i felt like i ost some of my emotion when i hit 6th grade i lost the sparkle alot of people used me for the money i earned and things i brought to school by 7th grade i turned badass i didnt give a shit about peoples opinoin at all i fought with girls if they hit me but i didnt get into alot it was only one i fought with a boy two times the same guy in the end he just wanted to fight me bc he thought i was annoying or something the boy had some problems of his own tho so yah i fought with him in the 6th grade i won but 7th i didnt wanna go to jail well my dad said if i get suspended again i have to go to jail he knew alot of police officers and millitary lutents and even some one that owns a millitary but it was bc of my brother i think this all i can say so far about that........bye i think idk......