The room was filled with her silent crying .

" God , am I that bad that everyone leaves from my life , why do everyone cheat me ?"

Ragi cried her lung out.

She was drowned in her thoughts

" It was my first love , I loved him with all my heart , I was unable to believe that he cheated me . Even I argued with my parents , who were with me till now 😭.But now I realise , he was just a shameless man , who cheated me. It feels like I was being used. Why do I have to suffer this"

"Maybe there will be no meaning for my life , even my parents have to suffer with my present behaviour. I am almost about to drop my studies , there is no one who can understand me and be with me , It will be better if I end this life here."

"Ragi.. Ragi.." Her father called .

She flinched

"Come and eat"

"I can't do this. My parents, little brother I can't leave them "

"I am coming dad"

Dad -" You eat now and go to bed , you have classes tomorrow don't forget it"

Mom - " I have prepared your favourite food"

Ragi - " Thanks mom"

"I have to fix this . I should behave normal . I can do this."

NEXT DAY

"I shouldn't let myself down . I should forget everything and move on".

"Mom , Dad I am going to college"

Mom - " Ok dear, see you evening"

" As usual I am early"

? : " Oh Ragi you came , long time no see , how are you?"

Ragi : " Oh Emily it's you, I am fine . How are you doing? "

Emily : "I am good. Why you look pale ? "

Ragi : " It's just I'm a bit tired nothing else"

Emily: "Are you ok ? Did he call you again"

Ragi : " Noone is going to call anymore . Let's just not discuss that topic . ok? "

Emily : " Okk "

: oh look who is here , it's Alice

Ragi. : Hi Alice

Alice : "Hello Ragi , happy to see you"

Sophia : Hi guys,

Ragi : You also came Sophi🥰 , happy to see you all.

The class started . She was enjoying the class and being with her friends

LUNCH TIME

Alice : You guys start eating , I will come after calling him

Ragi : Ok.(Why I am feeling so much irritated after hearing that)

Emily : Any problem Ragi?

Ragi : No . It's just please don't tell about love and love stories infront of me ok? I may not be able to forget the past .

Emily : Ok understood.

AFTER CLASS

"It was quite a good day. But after they gone, again I am feeling alone and frustrated. I need some sleep"

Ragi : "Mom , I am home "

Mom : "Oh you came . Eat this snacks and take some rest"

Ragi : Ok mom

" People who can sleep peacefully are really lucky . I think this past will always haunt me , Now , I hate you more than I loved you. In this lifetime , you will not get any forgiveness from me , you have destroyed my whole life."

With these thoughts she drifted into sleep