I was packing my stuf to the big suitcase while Mario was running around me in his big green skirt. " Mario ? What should I take ? " I asked him but he looked like he didn't hear me " Ehm , wait a sec. " told me and took another selfie.

"Do you have a clothes for skiing " asked me Mario. "Of course " I told him. " Ok , and skis , skiing boots and things like that ? " Asked Mario. " Em , yeah " I said. " And some basic clothes like underwear, warm socks , tracksuits and one jeans " told Mario and roled with his eyes. " Mario , take it serious , I've never been on skiing trip before. I'm little bit scared " I said and locked the suitcase." Oh Victor , I'm sorry I forgot" said Mario. Sometimes I felt like Mario forgot that we know each other since secondary school. Or maybe it's because me... I'm just a few months after transition and that hormones and testosterone makes me feel like I've been loosing myself. " Oh and I forgot , do you have some shirts ? " Asked Mario and took his suitcase. " Thanks , I forgot too " I said and went to cupboard for some. I packed them into suitcase and turn back to Mario. " THEY ARE HERE ! " shouted Mario and we went to hall to put our shoes and coats 

Me and Mario went to the old Blakes car. At the back seets were Levi and Patrick. Blake was driver and next him were William with his girlfriend. Mario ran into car first , but there wasn't place for me. " M , Blake ? Where should I sit? " I asked him while I was holding All my and Marios stuff. " M sorry " told Mario and come out of car to help me put the stuf into car trunk. " Ou you can sit Next to Levi and Mario will sitting on you... Than you can change and Levi will sitting on you." Told us Blake and put a cigarette in his mouth. " Mhm ok " agreed Mario and we did like Blake said. Blake is a fine guy , I like him , he's so funny and he's good cook. Some people told us that we look like a brothers but I don't think the same. Blake has a shorter , darker hair , our height is similar but not the same. William is my least favorite . He was okay and I thought we're good friends but after he found his girlfriend everything ends ... She's homophobic bitch ( cone ) but he sees just her . This should be a good boys ride but he act like he had to také his girlfriend. Patrick is fine he's aroace ( aromantic asexual ) and he never had a relationship, but he don't want to . He's very ally for me, Mario and Levi. Levi is very handsome guy . He's so short and skinny and he look like a kid sometimes , he's got a longer dark brown fluffy hair and pale brown eyes. He's personality IS strange but maybe that's reason why i like him that much. Often he's quiet or talking very quietly but in chat he's fine. But there's one problem - Levi is gay. I sometimes wondering if he'd like to be with trans guy or just with guy who isn't cis... I don't know. *

the way was ok , but for me it was too long. It tooks about 2 hours. First hour were little boring and quiet , Mario were sitting on me and watching stranger things with Patrick. Levi were just like - huh?- with his iconic headphones and he was looking out of window. William were all the way just laughing and kissing with his girlfriend.Second hour we were singin' songs from playlist. My place change, I was next to window and on me were sitting Levi. Oh god his *** so skinny and I can feel his bones.All da way I was afraid that I'll get hard , so I didn't do any moves for sure . Next to me were Mario and he was singin' very loudly, and Patrick too. But when we went to the hotel , there were a surprise waiting for us...

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*Ok , my dear fellas . This was a first part od this fag* story , I hope you like it ♡

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We went to a cottage . Em no it's hotel . But it looks like cottage.On the ground floor was the reception and a little cafe for skiers. The girl on reception looks kind but her voice not. " Hello " she said . " Hello , hey , hi " we said in a row. " Are you booked ? " she asked and looked in book. " Yes" said Blake and give her a smile . "It's room for six people , yeah ? " asked girl. " Em , no for seven " corect her William . " Wait i'll look " said girl . " No we don't have a room for seven now and you have booked for six , I can check emails " she told us after a little moment. " Um , that's ok " smiled Blake and took a keys. " No that's not ok " shouted William but we started moving and noone heared him.We went to elevator and to our room . Our room was pretty I like it , specialy that vibe. " Ok now it's time for this " told Blake. " We have three rooms and in first room is three beds , in second is two beds and in third ( the smallest room) is one bigger bed " said Blake . " But it's still just 6 beds " said Patrick "mhm yes " agreed Mario . " And that means that two of us will be in one bed" told Blake. " Mhm that Logic " again agreed Mario. " And in my option it could be Will and Ria , because they're couple " said Blake but Rias face wasn't Happy. " You could take third room, you can have private room " said Patrick. 

"NO NO NO , i don't wanna push myself in one bed with Willy. We want second room " said Ria. Willy took All their stuff and they're left. "Ok , now just us. " Said Blake. " I want bed from first room , on a left side" said Patrick and put his bags on bed. " Me too but in the middle . " shouted Mario. " And i want first bed" told Blake. " Sorry guys " said Mario and give me a sad face . I took my stuff and went to third room. Levi followed me right way. The least room was ugly, there were too dark, bed was bigger than others but room was the smallest. " What side do you want ? " Asked me Levi and show on bed with his finger. " Mm, that no matter for me , you can choose " I said . " Eh , same" said Levi " Ok , think . What will be the best for us " I said quietly. "What ? " asked Levi. " Heh nothing " I lied . " Do you like talking with yourself ? " asked me Levi . "YES , sometimes " I told with weird sounds. " Me too " smiled Levi and covered up his face with hair. I realized that he has a pretty face . I've never seen his face or smile because he always covered up his face with hair or hands. " Should I take a left side ? " asked Levi . "Yes sure , I like sleeping on right side " I said ... We put our things to the cupboards. " Why didn't you told me ? " asked Levi. "Told you a what ? " I asked him because I don't understand. " About that bed that you like sleeping on right " told Levi. " Mgm .. I don't know " I said. Levi again smiled . I tried to say something but Blake came to our room " guys , now is time to ski " told us Blake and we must go. 

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"Can I change my clothes here ? " I asked and Levi looked at me like I'm idiot . " Yes you can , of course. But why did you ask ? " Asked Levi " just because ...I don't want to make you feel unconfortable " I said. " No no it's ok " said Levi

 and we started changing clothes. I know Levi is very skinny but now I saw something what I didn't want . His body looks like a kid , just a pale skin and bones. I like skinny guys but now I feel weird , this is too much, i'll afraid to touch him ... I'm afraid that I'll hurt him.

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On the slope it was fine , Mario tried to learn me how to ski and Patrick were learning Levi. Then we went to a cafeteria for some hot tea and than we turn back to our rooms. Night was weird.I can't sleep and Levi was laying with his back to me . I think he sleeps . " Oh Willy, Willy oh , my god , Will" I heard from the next room . " No no no no no " said Levi quietly and took my pillow. He pushed the pillows to his ears and turn back. I couldn't say anything ...cuz I don't know what . After moment Levi turn to me and give me my pillow back. " We won't sleep tonight , sure ? " asked me . " Mmmm , I guess no " I agreed . "Why are people always so loud during sex ? " asked me Levi and looked me into eyes , it was our first eyes contact. " I don't know , maybe it hurts them " I said. " Then why did they do it like that hard? " again asked Levi. " Maybe it's because that pain makes them feel good " I tried to answear him . " How can someone like pain ? " Levi can't stop asking. I just give him „ idk „ face and stay quiet . " Never mind , but I know that I won't like that painfull sex " said Levi. " What ? Did you ever had sex ? " I asked him. " Yes , but it was different " answeared Levi . " How different? " I asked him . " Cuz it was with girl " said Levi and I heard shame in his voice. " Oh my fucking god, how did you get hard ?! " I asked him just for fun. " I'm still boy , Victor " started laughing Levi. " But the girl said it was terrible " said Levi. " Maybe she has hot too big hole " i tried to calm down him. Levi started laughing and me too. " Did you have sex ? " asked me then. " Yes. On a high school. But I was drunk and I don't remember it so much " I said. " Wait aren't u trans ? " asked Levi. " Mhm , yes I am but it was just . Oh I hate talk about it . " I told " then what ? " asked Levi. " I was just fingering her and it was my first and last time" I said fast and I don't want to talk about it anymore