Am sitting at a Tree on top of

Mount Dawn, its almost sunrise

so its getting a little comfy since, winter is ending. Am right there facing the east

where, the sun will shines first.

I have my knees bending,

my head up like am a little excited about something. I don't know what but i think,

at this moment i will get to meet the person whom i've been waiting for.

Its a little upsetting that i have to wait here beside the tree every morning till afternoon in the days am living,

just to see that person.

Well i got myself fall asleep for a second

and,dream about my past for a couple of minutes.

I got back to my past Twelve years back,

Am talking to my mother while us sitting

on the same tree in the same time

"I'll get to meet the person here!"

how joyful i look when i said that to her.

Then my mother just Knuckle,

like its funny for her.

"I believe you dear, cause i once met your father here" she reply.

Cause she believe me, i believe in myself too.

But that words of mine, almost changed

because of the incident last Eight years ago.

I was walking down the street with my mom,

holding a bag for our shopping later

by the market.

When we saw a passing playground full

of kids near the stalls,

i looked sad cause we are going to the

market to buy food not to play.

But my mother found me frowning while passing by the playground,

she doesn't want me sad so.

"Oh dear, do you want to play?"

she asked me

" Oh its ok mommy, am already a big girl to still play there" i denied her question.

Then she keeps Questioning me,

like when they keep borrowing your pencil but you keep on denying their request until they hear you say you agree.

Thats what she's doing, then at the end i just agreed.

Well i regret making that choice

"Ok i dont want to see my baby sad,

so stay here and mommy will be back for a minute after i buy the first four ingredients. Ok?"

she told me in a very sweet tone

"Ok!"

i answered back

I let myself see mommy left waving at me while she walking away at such a distance, so i wave back at her

"I'll be back!"

she shouted to me.

"Love you!"

i shouted back to her, but i am guessing she didnt heard it since she already turned when she said

She'll be back

I played at the playground while waiting for mom to come back,

but she take so long.

It already taked Twenty Mins,

when i saw people running towards the market. And making a whole crowd infront of a stall, i was so curious of it so i walk towards there too.

When i was walking there i hear people shouting

"Is she dead?"

"What happened to her?"

"Theres a dead body?"

I can't see through the crowd so i just crouch myself, till i see there feets.

And i saw, my moms bracelet on her arm.

I grasped and am starting to feel sad, untill i crouch my way in through the crowd its really hard to go through but, i made it in.

Untill i saw my moms body, lying there with blood on her chest. I started to Cry

Screaming

"Mom? Mom?! Mom!! Someone pls help my Mommy!!" I keep shouting my Mom's name

But i think she won't be able to hear it, cause the ambulance came late.

The ambulance rushed to the hospital, while the people inside calling my father.

They said to me

"She's gonna be ok,

your father is rushing to the hospital"

Then we got to the hospital where my father's waiting, they rushed her to the ER helping her.

While me and my dad crying,hugging,

and hoping for her to be ok.

I was there sitting praying for my mother to be fine,

but i think the gods heard my prayers in a opposite way.

Then suddenly, my hearing was unstable my sight is getting blury i was gonna

close my eyes cause i was feeling dizzy too. Then the doctors opened the door

, talking to my dad whose really uncontrollable in his emotions. I can't hear what their saying i cant see them clearly but all of the sudden,

my dad's banging the hospital wall screaming. While guards are stopping

him and calming him,

but he isn't calming so they injected him a sleeping pill.

Then he just fall and they took him to a room, while a nurse looked at my

face with no emotions showing cause i cant hear anything they are saying.

Then suddenly my hearing and sight cleared and all i just heard she said is

"Am so sorry for your Lost dear"