Hey everyone my name is Bethny.... I fell in love with my boy class mate and now my life is like hell. I from India and my mother toungue is Nepali. I'm Nepali girl. Maka dox hru k hereko alxeee lagyo novel lekhnu pni. But today I'm writing about my broken love story. I am from a village name Gairibas. I'm studying in class 12 . I took science. This is my new school where I'm studying+2 class . My school name is Sarvasri Gyanmala.. This is my first and worse experience of high school life. Our school reopened on March 10 2022 after 2yrs of lockdown.

...Today I'm writing how I met my one sided love. His name is Prince. Prince Tamang, he's literally very ugly. He has some problem with his eyes. At first I literally liked to puke on his face as he's not that handsome. But later his behaviors, his words forced my heart to fall into him. We was seated at my back . He was backbencher but he was very good in studies. His favorite subject was Math.. duhh!!!! I'm literally weak at all subjects but also I chose pure science coz I was fond of astronomy but really weak on studies...Zatha Kun din ma science liye moiley....Anyway I really love my new life .. I was living far away from my hometown Gairibas ... I'm studying in Darjiling in pg....

**The days were going smoothly. Prince was living next to the house where I live pg. He was my neighbor. Everyday we came together . Slowly we get close with each other. I didn't even thought that I would fall for this ugly face but I fell for his behavior. He was gentle and sweet . He made me feel special everytime. Slowly I fell into him and I didn't even knew what was happening to me but it was too late now. We went to Math tution together. I really hate when people touches my hair or cheeks but when Prince does. I literally melt like butter. It was obvious and weird. My heart now palpatates whenever he's around with me. Many days passed after one month in April . I thought that he also loves me coz he was flirting with me. I was really happy with him spending time in class, in tution , while going home. It was season of winter and day was short so while coming from tution it becomes dark. At dark evening it was so romantic as only he and me on the streets. But one day he said that he loves me but as friend. He also said that we were more than friends but less than relationship. He doesn't want me to make his girlfriend. I was so heartbroken at that time that I can't even cry. Many months passed life was normal. Than he said that he has a crush on Siya, she was in our class. She was so beautiful...most beautiful in our class compared to me as I was ugly and chubby. Siya has her best friend Elsa. Prince used to talk only of Siya. He wants her to be his gf. I was so heartbroken by his words that I literally cried many times alone in my room at pg. Now Prince was different from that Prince who was at beginning of the year. One day our class teacher Mr Tripathi change our place... He rearranged our place and I was far from Prince. My deskmates were hopeless Rani and Pranil....Prince's deskmates were Elsa (best friend of his crush) and my friend Pritisha.... Days passed on I got more jealous coz that motherfucker Elsa was flirting with my babe crush Prince. Prince was also flirting with her. I got really angry burst into pieces but I can't say a single word to him or anybody else coz I have no any rights. I'm just his fuckin girl best friend. Seeing at my behavior Prince once asked me what happened to me but how can I say that I love him and I'm jealous. I was helpless. What can I do was just sit and watch idiotic thing and see that bastard flirting with Elsa and Siya...Slowly Siya also talked with Prince. They got closer too... I thought that Siya was an innocent girl but she was so dirty minded girl. Slowly Prince was getting far away from me and got closer with Elsa and Siya.. Many times now I walked home alone. I missed my those golden 3 months with him. Laughing and flirting with My Prince. His memories where I hugged him at tution times. listening his stupid talks.... Now he totally hated me. He was not bothered about me. He acts as I didn't even exist in this world. I also stay far from him for his happiness coz now. I knew that I can't keep people with force.. let them go . We can't get love by money or by forcing them to stay.

Now I don't even like to go to school bcoz everyday was a torture for me. All I can do was to share my pains with my diary and my closest friend Pritisha.

One day on May at the end of this month .. Prince's crush Siya got into relationship with his childhood friend Pagos . This news made me crazy af . I gave a devil smile. now I was so happy becoz Prince's love also got broken. Coz I loved him a lot but he broke my heart into pieces and now his crush's is in relationship with his own friend. Karma is fuckin nice. But that rascal motherfucker bloody bastard Elsa... She continuously flirt with Prince which made me really furious. Anyway It is month of June and here we had our half yearly exam and now I'm going my hometown Gairibas coz it is summer holidays

see you later**