Inevitable
Beginning from the End
Her
Not much, just thinking about what my priest told me
Her
He told me someone from the church was making mistakes and...
Her
I'm just feeling guilty
Me
That's just because I am from another religion? That's idiot!
Her
Watch your mouth! I talk to you tomorrow.
She didn't talk to me for 3 days. I lost my floor, feeling like falling into a hole. That moment was all I needed to open my eyes and see what I really was to her, just an object, a trophy. See, I never was loved before that and just when I thought I was feeling it from someone I loved back, I saw everything ruining like a sand castle being crashed by the sea.
Her
Hey... I can't continue with this. Sorry for being rude with you. I love you...
The Real Beginning
Three years before, a friend from school showed me a girl I had never noticed. I found her pretty, and asked myself why I never saw it. So, I asked him to introduce me to her, because he already knew her. So it happened, we changed our names and I promised to talk to her online later that day.
Me
Hey, I told you I was gonna talk to you, right? How is it going?
Her
All right! What about you?
Me
Not too bad, just through a few issues
Her
Our friend in common told me you have never kissed a girl and I didn't believe him! Is that true?
Me
Yeah, that is one of my issues if you like to know
Her
It's not an issue! I think this is cute
Her
Of course. You just don't see the first kiss like most of the boys. They rush into it like animals
Me
Hahahaha, I think the same. I feel no shame of it, so everybody knows
Her
I am one of the people who rushed into it too and I wish I didn't
Me
Why? I don't judge people doing that in fact. The first one always goes bad. Its like training for the good ones.
Her
Not really, mine wasn't so bad
Her
It's true what our friend just told me? Do you want me to be your first one?
Me
Damn, I'm gonna kill him for that
Me
I thought I would say it with a few days of talking, but yes, this is true
Her
Okay... Well... I have to think about it
So what?
A week after that, you might be thinking that I was very much in love with her. You can be sure of that.
To be honest, I had just one female friend at that time (I was in love with her for a while too, but it got away when she introduced me to her boyfriend but that's another story). So let's get back to what matters.
She made me want her more everyday of our talking, but we were shy to talk in the real life so we just used to say hi to each other at school. Now you should ask me why she was acting like that even having experiences with boys before. That's why: she lied. She never kissed a boy before me.
So, one day before we make it...
Her
I think I want to kiss you
Her
Yes. You know, I like to talk to you and you're pretty cool
Me
Can you help me when we do that? You know I never...
Me
Thanks, I hope my anxiety don't kill me until then
Her
Haha! It's gonna be fine, you got to relax
Me
I can't persuade my mind to focus on that
Her
I know, I felt the same on my first one
Me
But it was okay? Some people say the first one is weird and never good
Her
That's because we don't know what to do that time, we have no real experience
Me
I understand... So when we...?
Her
Tomorrow before school, 40 minutes is fine to you?
Me
Perfect, we have a lot of time actually
Her
We have to sleep now or we're gonna miss the time. Have a good night!
Me
Good night, I hope I make your day better too
Her
I'm sure you will, cutie
On 6AM, I woke up with my phone ringing the alarm and the first thing on my mind was her face coming slowly to mine. I took a shower, got ready and walked until the school's gate to wait for her. Just 3 minutes after I came she showed up too.
She didn't say a word, just attacked me with her lips and I was so shocked that I didn't close my eyes but I knew what to do following her movements then I could close my eyes. That was the best 30 seconds of my life until then.
When we got in the building, all of our friends were looking at us. We sit away from them.
She said nothing more until the gate to the classrooms was open.
Her
I gotta go, see you later
She kissed me one more time and I wish that moment was longer
She smiled at me and then I got into my classroom pretty sure I was in love.
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