Gunshots from a distance...

it wasn't the last or first time I heard these but I never expected it would be me surviving. It isn't that special to me but being alone in the dark is something I care about but I thought I would find love but that love me tricked alot.but this time he actually loved me this may be short but happiness will meet one day but unfortunately not for me so long I am alone....

my name is Maddie Lockwood I am 23 years old I live in Japan but was born in Europe where in Europe sadly I don't know I live alone for nowadays

money in japan is pretty tight not being able to pay rent in time always getting yelled at I'm almost getting used to this it has already happened 6 times I think I broke a new record at least I'm still surviving and struggling.

but that struggling and depressing life changed my life when I met him...