*Hello dear Readers,

I’m not a typical story or a novel writer or someone who reads books that much. But I like to write. On the other hand, I need to get these popping stories out of my head or I feel like it will blast, just kidding. Hmmm….. I’m gonna be honest! hahaha sorry! Ignore it. English isn’t my first language so of course, I make mistakes while using this language. Feel free to point out those mistakes in the story. If you want to help me out by editing this story to turn this baby into a gorgeous elegant lady then I’ll be very thrilled.

There will be changes of words or the story a bit because it’s ongoing but I’ll try my best not to change it that much.

I hope you enjoy the story and of course, let me know what’s your point of view on the story and the characters.

See you in the story…….Bye bestie …… much have a great day~

Your not so typical writer,

Maow*~

The outer layer of the flesh was covered with flower skin. The only thing that I can remember is the color blue. Dancing on the air? Maybe water! Covered with moonlight. Then a sudden appearance of the bloody flesh, asking her, “How long will you dance? Till your feet got vanish or you lose your sour breath?” As it started laughed loudly and loudly. Enough for me to wake up with a sweaty body with a falling-chill feeling.

"Ahhh........what a dream! ( While gasping air) But I'm remembering it fully. Looks like I'm going to have a bad day.”

As I got on the bus, heading for class my belove called me.

Ring ringg ………. “Hello.”

“Did you get home safely last night? Remember you were supposed to call me after you get home last night?”

“I forgot. I’m sorry. I don’t even remember what happened last night. I’m so sorry. Does chocolate mint sounds good to you?”

“Ehh… are you trying to bride me? And it’s with chocolate mint? So that I stop yelling at you? Huh? Well, it’s working. But I need two of them okay?”

“No cutie two will give you a cavity. One is enough. See ya!” “Don’t cut the……”

Looks like I still can’t open up huh? Well, I just don’t want her to get worried. It’s not a big deal. I’ll tell her later.

Outside today is really pretty. It’s given a yellow theme. Autumn is singing… lost music that got lost in the moon last night’s dream. Enough for you to close your eyes for a few seconds to get lost. Lost to a blank space where is nothing. Nothing at all. no thoughts. No people. As it is just you are only alone in this world. Pretty nature. I wish love was like that too. I wish I could feel love the way I used to. Is possible to feel love again? The way I used to? I wonder nahhh…..

It’s funny how fast a person’s mood get changes. It doesn’t even take a second I guess.

I thought I was going to be late, but thank god that I could reach class on time and that one hell of a teacher, I didn’t have to get scolded by him. After finishing class I went to the college café to buy mint chocolate. And even though I gave her chocolate, I knew she won’t leave it alone.

But last night is so embarrassing I wanna carve my graveyard and bury myself there. So what happened last night is ……[Let’s travel to her flashbacks ] I lost my keys. Where ? of course I don’t remember. I was waiting for the security guard while reading a webtoon. Then suddenly I heard familiar yet unknown footsteps. Like my heartbeat. thump thump thump….

It’s getting closer. I think I know this person. It’s not security guard officers. It’s someone else. My heart beating was getting faster as it get closer. My whole body got goosebumps when I look at that person.

It’s him.

My mind got filled with thoughts. Lots of thoughts. No…tons of thought.

“What ? what he is he doing here? Is it him ? or my brain is messing with me because I’m reading a tragic romantic webtoon? What is happening?”

A familiar voice snapped me out of being lost in the thoughts world.

“Hello”

I just couldn’t tell her about it. Just not yet. I need to figure it out myself too.

Introverts like us don’t get close that easily. But when we do we become family. Twine is someone I care about a lot and we are so close that at some point I drew a line between me and her. A line where I don’t share everything with her anymore. And it’s not because I don’t trust her it’s because I don’t want her to worry. I’m sure she will understand it too.

My belove twine.

Under the big huge blue sea with no wind to cool down. Water is dropping from the cell wall. Sweats. I hate it Nah. “Dear air, where are you? Did you go to meet your lover? That’s why you aren’t here? I miss you”. Talking in front of a dead tree. I never felt something so rough but this skin. All cracked up. It could use all the water in the sea. Or maybe something warm, warm enough to have flowers again. I wish I could give you this hug but you see I’m missing someone so I’m not in a position where I can give hug. Yet I’m here hugging you. I hope you get cherry blossoms again. Just hang in there for a bit. It’s not hard I promise.”

The door got closed so hard that I blamed the wind. Maybe the wind got angry and for that and he left me. I’m sorry wind. An unknown thing got over me. Thumb….. with a huge sound like a sudden big balloon got blasted.

An apoplectic attack. The door got closed. Only can blame it on the wind. Even though I know it wasn’t. from the sound of it, I can say that it’s an apoplectic attack. The closing sound was enough for it. She has gotten her blood boiling again.

Things started to go blank again. A silent world that I thought only exits under the sea. Deep under the sea. At late night. A silent world that only exits after everyone goes to sleep. Sleep to escape reality. The only moment when the soul enjoys leaving the body. Leaving the tired figure; that travels all over the world by visiting dimensions.

But for me…. At that moment surrounding living things, things got blank. Nothing but a blank moment. Blank moment and overthinking. heart started beating fast like when you see your first love yet this isn’t love. It’s anger. Sometimes out of anger, with a blank mind as the whole world get silent and blurry, I find myself with blood.

Blood. Blood. The color red woke up me. It slaps the shit out of me. Slowly breath got heavy to slow. Sound of angry door slap covered with a bloody floor. Pains in veins are like drugs. Slowly everything was on cloud nine. He was carrying her as a wedding bright shining bride got carried by her lover.

But it’s not real. Love is not real, or is it? I don’t know. I forgot that feeling. It’s like it never exits in me. like never. It got vanished into the thin air. I thought no one cares. But I remember him carrying her as nothing else in this world matters. Living in memories without any rent.

Watching him here suddenly I lost the ground that I was standing. Again, it feels like cloud nine. That sunken memory started to float again. I realized again it was always the addicted moments of time. A playdate of time. It was never him.

Yet my overthinking brain, he told me a lie. It is him. For him, it’s cloud nine. Sounds funny right? But it isn’t. I didn’t know he could greet me here. Normally. Nothing ever happened. If Ria finds out about this, I wonder how she would react. I don’t want her to get hurt. I hope she doesn’t get the wound opened up again. He still looks great with those dark blue ocean eyes and reddish newly colored hair. A living manga character who has fallen on earth by losing his path.

“Hi. Hana.”

The next thing I knew I was surrounded by a sunken memory and a fallen angel