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Why Him And Not Me...

the cute birdie

another Sunny day outside, no rain thank Goodness because I really don't wanna have to walk outside while getting soked,like hello I don't have an umbrella why? because I can't afford one.

...my name is Jakelyn Sasuke I'm japanese American I live in Tokyo, yeah a big city right but the saddest thing is when your lonely and poor I'm 18years old and also I'm the only child, my parents died when I was 8 in front of my eyes, well not died more like murdered by some mafia guy in black and I kinda saw a glimpse of his face but not much because I was too angry and sad at the same time to realize his appearance that much, you know I wanted to avenge them but it wouldn't make sense,I thought for some time that it would be immature and make me seem weak so I just let it go and moved on....sigh after the incident I went to a foster home traumatized and not forgetting any thing what happened not a single bit and as I went, I went in anger pure anger, I was always picking fights with my foster siblings and shouting at my foster parents causing them alot of trouble, I really put them through alot until they switched me to another home and you would think I got better of course I didn't, I did worst by lying stealing, manipulating, bribing and also bullying.They moved me and the same behavior continued in every home I was moved to....I really just wanted them back but acting like this in the past didn't bring them back, when I was about 15 basically in my teen's, I started to run away and live on my own nearly dropping out of school until I saw him.

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...This is haru Tanaka(Japanese)The most loving and caring guy ever he's 19years old 1year older than me crazy Right he's a musician and and artist, no lies he's very talented and confident the most cheerful guy I know through out my entire life, he's very hard working and serious when it comes to achieving something, he's also an only child like me, his mother died when he was young and his father(kastuki Tanaka) raised him on his own during hard times dealing with his wifes death when he was about 28. How did haru mother died? that's the question....well she died gaving birth to haru around age 25 when she just finished college,she met mr.Tanaka at an coffee shop...

...when she 16years old still going to highschool, it was like any love story they met got interested and had sex then boom haru came haha why did I say it that way anyways when he came she simply died due to curtain failure in pregnancy.At first Mr.Tanaka was upset and took his anger out on haru when he was about 3 going to 4years old but he stopped and realized what he was doing, was wrong, he stopped the abuse at age 9, after that they started developing a Good relationship and he was living an healthy life which I was jelouse of and still am....

I met haru on a rainy day walking around looking for something to eat because I was homeless and didn't really have a proper shelter, I was crying so hard, shouting and regret running away from my foster home because I had no where to go, my clothes got extremely wet and my hair as the water pounds on my head, running down on my cheeks I gasped for air dying from starvation holding on to my stomach taking little steps feeling this dizzy and nauseous feeling as if I'm about to pass out right there right now everything thing became blurry and dark as I blinked two times I saw this person appearing right Infront of me, staring at me me with his brown looking sparkling eyes asking if I was alright I replied with a yes saying to mind his business and leave me alone, he just giggled and gave me that stupid cute look on his face patting me on the head and Punching me straight up in the face causing me to black out like what? at that point I thought the dude was a physco.

Haru pov

sigh this dummy when is he gonna wake up already, meh I'm gonna sing a song until he does MMM~ every day is like I'm living and I know yes I know~ ahh!!! uhhh what where am I? the passed out dude said uh hey wassup dude you passed out haha I said as I scratch my hair randomly out of awkward.You punched me didn't you right in the face, what the ****! is wrong with you man huh!! well he was correct I did punch but still it was the only way to bring him here I said in my mind, look bro I'm so sorry for that, you just looked messed up on the streets....haha so sorry I just wanted to help man, hopefully he doesn't kill me for kinda kidnapping him heh

Jakelyn pov

what the hell do you mean help this is literally kidnapping, you knocked me out and brought me here without my permission!! and that's what you call help!! this dude seriously as I wispered, I tried to stand up on two feets and as I tried standing up I noticed that my wounds were treated, I nearly forgot about them....when I was walking down the streets I bruised my feet's and hand's by accident when falling down so he treated them I guess? see I told you I just wanted to help there's no need for that cold treatment towards me bro(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡shut the hell up you idiot, I don't even know you ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ well now you do, let me introduce myself my name is haru and I'm 16years he said while standing up in a cute cheerful voice, my name is Jakelyn I'm 15years old I said in a low and annoyed tone closing my eyes with attitude, while crossing my arms across each other, geez no need for that stuck up look:⁠-⁠| anyways do you want something to eat haru said while rushing his hand throw my blue curvy hair, my cheeks started turning red(⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ꁞ⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠) and I started to get a weird feeling in my stomach, I couldn't tell if it was butterflies or starvation kicking me,hello? are you there? I snapped black into reality, oh uh uhhh yeah I'm hungry, ok then well I'll prepare some food(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ he walked away humming with a calming sound that makes you relax, it sounded amazing and that's how I guessed he had an amazing voice, later on after eating the food he made I could tell he also had a great personality(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)

3years later

We became best friends and I started to live with him(⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠) his father allowed it actually,he didn't have any problem and I was so happy, I finally found a home where I belong, I wasn't this messed up homeless kid who was sad anymore, I was much more better, I was still poor tho because haru and his father didn't really have that much money mr.tanaka worked as a shop keeper and he hardly gets payed....but I didn't care it's better than the foster homes I went (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.)and I'm glad and grateful that I found him, I said with a big smile.

I continued highschool because of haru and now I'm going to college now to finish my education, haru actually goes to the same college as me and that makes me even more more relieved and glad, he's just so cute like a little bird haha I gave him the calm soft cute birdie name(⁠~⁠ ̄⁠³⁠ ̄⁠)⁠~

new student

it was early an early foggy morning where there was little bit of sun shining slightly in the white foggy sky, students had began to come to school very early making there way in this big looking modern white building with alot of shining clare transparent glasses all around the building giving it this modern look

students were very stunned to see the school the very first time, but now it's like they don't find it interesting again they are you used to it.

it was about 9:00am and Jakelyn was just arriving to school making him very late what a bummer haru already left out early to go to school on his red looking bike

urgh!! why am I always late huh this ain't fair geeze and haru never wants to wait on me!!that dummy!

As Jakelyn was running down the halls trying to catch his class, he soon entered his classroom where he saw this new innocent cute looking kid

Jakelyn pov

who the hell is this kid and what the hell is he doing hereಠ⁠︵⁠ಠ

teacher pov

these kids always stressing me out especially Jakelyn, I mean there not even kids anymore there in college now, Jacklyn!!! take a seat now!!

haru pov

hahaha dummy

Jakelyn pov

miss it's Jakelyn not Jacklyn!! ugh!!

Jakelyn with an upset face Walked in an arrogant way pushing his desk hard causing it to scratch a little on the wall.

hey Jake are you ok haru asked? yes I'm perfectly fine why wouldn't I be ok? Jakelyn said in a rough tone

okay then! nope he's not alright haru said in his mind rubbing his eyes and making an unpleasant yawn

ugh!! I already hate this kid!! I really do!

ok students listen up today where gonna have a new student joining us today please introduce yourself young man.

Hi my name is kazuki Fukushima I'm a 17years old japanese guy who loves music and being by himself and I hope we can work hard to reach our success ರ⁠_⁠ರin life

ugh!! attention seeker, reach success In life seriously that's so dumb.... I really hate this idiot already

ok mr.fukushima you may take a seat right behind Mmmm? ah Jakelyn! you may sit behind Jakelyn (^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

wait what!! wat the hell miss!! you can't do that Jakelyn said kicking his desk away from him

haru gasped with that looked in his eyes scared and angry but also confused to why Jakelyn acts like that, because through out his 3years of knowing him he never behaves that way.

Mr.sasuke where the hell do you think you are!! your house or highschool no your not we won't accept that type of behavior!!! In a harsh tone the teacher said while throwing one of her books down on the table

sorry miss it won't happen again.... sigh covering his face out of embarrassment

the new student known as kazuki sat down gently and took his blue book out of his brown looking bag along with his yellow pencil, as he reached for the pencil behind him in his bag

haru made straight eye contact with him starting to wink and smile making kazuki flustered ugh! what the heck! he said covering his soft cheeks!

10 hours past

kazuki continued writing and Jakelyn being in front of his desk was annoyed, haru on the other hand was playful and curious about kazuki.

psst kazu!! psst!!

huh what that's not my name!! kazuki said whispering In a harsh tone covering his hands with his mouth blinking his blue and pink eyes all together while having a little blush on his soft looking cute cheeks(⁠〃゚⁠3゚⁠〃⁠)

haru giggled in a soft tone, blinking his beautiful brown sparkling eyes, holding his black wrinkled school tie playing with it as he bite his soft pink looking glassy lips.

your playing hard to get cutie haru said, kazuki blushed even more trying to cover his beautiful face as it was turning very red, he looked like a living tomato

s-stop with t-the jokes you idiot he said in an embarrassed tone

Jakelyn was so upset, he wasn't trying to hide it, upset on another level, he was losing his patience as he bites his white teeths against each other tightly! folding his two fist placed in front of him on the desk, trying his hardest to hold back, breathing in and out each time

calming his self.

haru continued to tease kazuki with his random flirting

More time passes and haru still continued

Jakelyn had enough and banged his soft hand in a fast motion so hard against the desk, causing it to bleed from behind his knockles..

with his soft blue hair falling down in his face as he stands up from his seat, trying to hold back his tears with his blue sparkling eyes...

he sobed a little stuttering in a soft voice as he talked asking the teacher in a calm manner if he can go to the nurse office.

the teacher sighed being more annoyed of Jakelyn, telling him that he can go

as Jakelyn walked slowly towards the door he glanced at haru making him even more more sad and haru saw.

Jakelyn stepped out of the classroom

haru felt a kind of guilty for going over the top with flirting with kazuki as he hold his natural soft brown hair, he was worried about Jakelyn and how he felt...

maybe I was being a jerk, I should've stopped with the jokes, he said as he let out a huge sigh regretting his actions

At the nurse

A lady with a brown hair and yellow sparkling eyes known as Mrs.ochaco, with a young looking appearance, approached me with and annoyed look

just get this over with already...

hey kid don't give me any attitude ok respect your seniors!!

you look like your about to cry and your here acting tough give me your hand!

she grabbed his injured hand in a harsh way causing Jakelyn to struggle holding his hand trying to pull away while shouting at the nurse telling her to let go of his hand

she obviously ignored him and wrapped his hand with a brown bandage.

ok kid my job here is done you can leave now

ggr!! you piece of shi-

hey miss the teach wants to see you kazuki said as he walked through the nurses door.

oh ok I'll be right there

that made Jakelyn even more annoyed....

look I get that you don't like me but this behavior ain't gonna get haru to Love you back, he said with an evil smirk giving Jakelyn an completely new look on himself he didn't expect

W-what Jakelyn said In a complete shock look, like he didn't expect those words from him

hahahah laughing like a maniac, kazuki sweet and cute sparkly eyes suddenly turned red making the atmosphere tight

no one loves you jakey boy, not even haru so why don't you just shut your little mouth and move along with your lonely and sad life huh?

couldn't believe that this was kazuki talking he just freezed listening to ever single word he said...

haha can't wait to see you when you reach your limit, you trying too much haha

w-what is this physco s-saying

well goodbye he said going back to a cute and cheer full softie tone while exiting the room with his two hands in his deep pockets

Jakelyn was still left in shock questioning himself.

kazuki is not who we think he is....well who haru thinks he is....

why does it looks like your about to cry?

Through out the whole entire day Jakelyn could not talk, he was oddly silent while doing his work....it was as if he wasn't himself after what he heard...

the teacher was very worried because usually Jakelyn would always make jokes or act in a immature way she always described

Jakelyn had this Blanc expression on his face while he continues his day

the bell rang with that tingling loud dramatic sound, It was lunch time, students stepping everywhere, running as hard as they can to be the first in lines to collect their lunches.

meanwhile Jakelyn got up slowly with that blanc look on his face putting his books and pencil on his desk

haru saw Jakelyn's behavior and walked up to Jakelyn, giving him a pity look and a huge hug wrapping his huge hand's around his body from Infront while his head was resting on his delicate shoulders as he breaths a little on his soft neck...

Jakelyn started blush very hard, causing him to get flustered from haru's action's towards him...

s-stop haru! what are you doing!?

just having a little bite

what do you-

As Jakelyn said that haru quickly bite gently on Jake's neck licking and kissing it for 5 minutes straight as Jakelyn just Stand still being surprised....with that inoccent look in his eyes..

a...ahh h-haru what are you-

shh haru huffed in his ears

be quiet....he ordered

kissing Jakelyn more on his neck licking and sucking on it..

Jakelyn slowly puts his small hands on haru's huge broad chest taking a few steps back away....causing him to fall accidentally on the floor

ahh!!

when he fell on the floor, quickly when on top of him kissing him even more but this time on his soft lips

mmmh....mhm

mhmm mm

your lips are delicious haru said in a fruity tone, as he was breathing heavily while kissing him, he continues for awhile

until someone walks in the classroom....and saw them kissing

haru tickled Jakelyn quickly making it look they were only playing a funny childish game

hahaha haru stop

no I won't (⁠~⁠ ̄⁠³⁠ ̄⁠)⁠~

hahaha hahahahahaha haru hahaha

student blinked two time as he was standing there at the door confused thinking to himself that saw something else....

maybe I'm just imagining things

he laughed and left the classroom

haru smirked at Jakelyn giving him a naughty look

well that was a close one

you idiot!!

as Jakelyn was trying to get up haru suddenly went on top of him and pinned him to the ground again.

when was I done?

As he leaned in to kiss Jakelyn on the lips again....

another student appeared in the classroom and that student turned out to be....

huh kazuki wow I didn't see you there buddy (⁠・⁠o⁠・⁠)

what are you guy's doing in here?

he asked with that innocent look on his face acting all confused

haru lied to him saying that Jakelyn and him simply got into a fight...

oh ok that explains it, kazuki said in a relieved tone

out of anger Jakelyn pushed haru off of him getting up with range in his eyes glancing at kazuki giving him a death stare....

hahaha hahahahahaha Jakelyn laugh uncontrollably

I'm not staying here with that physco path Jakelyn said

what do you mean? haru asked with an confused face

figure it out for yourself and if you can't then your below dumb...

really below dumb seriously???why are acting like this huh?

how am I acting? inoccent and kind like him!? the fake bitch you talk to!!

WATCH YOUR MOUTH!!

haru slapped Jakelyn across his face in a very fast motion with his heavy hands leaving a little pink mark on Jakelyn's face

as kazuki smirk with a satisfied look Jakelyn on the other hand shed a few tears, holding his head down in disappointment and shock, questioning what just happened

w-wait ja-

save it!!

Jakelyn said in an anger manner, grabbing his bag pretty quickly while running out of the classroom...

that bastard really passed his place Jakelyn said in his mind sitting in one of the bathroom stalls thinking..

haru was still in the classroom regretting his actions meanwhile kazuki was telling him not worry about it and acting as if he was the good guy towards haru.

why! why is he trying to take haru from me why!!

Jakelyn shouted in the bathroom, crying out his heart

one person walked in the bathroom hearing him crying, as the student walked in the student asked if anyone was there?

as Jakelyn stared at the ground and he saw a black looking shoes Infront of the stall he was in, being awkwardly quite for 2 minutes Jakelyn covered his face with his hands soon after wiping his tears from his face...

the student had a very deep calming voice that sounded like a guy

Jakelyn was confused and wondering who it was?

hey is everything ok? I Heard crying?

Jakelyn mumbled under his breath saying yes...

the student said that he didn't hear him properly and that he's not leaving if he doesn't get a proper answer...

Jakelyn talked a bit louder, say in a sweet voice that he's ok

I can hear it in your voice, your not ok the student said

the student asked Jakelyn to open the door but he refused.

the student didn't leave instead he continues asking him to open the door and even tried opening it...

Jakelyn begged him to stop, but he didn't listen and soon after the door was open due to the student strong hit on the door, that literally broke the lock...

as the door opened Jakelyn Saw the student which was a handsome red hair looking guy...

as the guy stand there, he had a worried look on his handsome face.

he grabbed tightly on Jakelyn's risk pulling him off the toilet towards him

putting his hands on Jakelyn's soft face

you were crying it's obvious...

out of anger Jakelyn shouted at him telling him that it doesn't concern him and tried pushing him away

but he was very strong and masculine and he wouldn't budge compared to Jakelyn..

he giggled with his sweet voice😊with the cutest smile ever kissing Jakelyn on the forehead

Jakelyn started to get butterflies and started blushing while look in his green sparkling eye's

I uh... Jakelyn was speechless and started to get flustered telling him let go of him

the guy let go of Jakelyn and take one step back smiling calling him cute, while rushing his hands through his own shiny red hair..

Jakelyn ran as fast as he could right pass the student, exiting the bathroom....

when Jakelyn ran away the guy smiled touching his chest..

your mine!

as Jakelyn was running in the halls he bumped into haru accidentally

stuttering two words nervously trembling he suddenly ran pass haru leaving him confused

kazuki was still in the classroom watching across from the window an angry and evil look and smirk 😈

plotting another evil plan to try and break them apart

Jakelyn skipped school for day and went home taking a shower, eating some left over food and taking a nap on his soft blue sky sheets on his bed

hour's past as Jakelyn was sleeping, haru came home....pretty late too and also drunk actually.

Jakelyn woke up and see haru through the front door

haru was bumping into things and could hardly walk saying gibberish

Jakelyn ran to help him and as he was trying to help him haru was being abusive by hitting Jakelyn and cursing him

Jakelyn cried as he looked at haru being a completely different person towards him

Leaning towards Jakelyn

haru started to say kazuki's name as he suddenly kiss him on the lips

Jakelyn kissed him back with tears in his eyes pushing him off and cleaning him up as he carries him to bed

the next morning haru woke up with his head hurting him, but as he woke up he realizes that there are bandages around his body and his head...

argh! ah who did this?

Jakelyn!! he called realizing that he's not there

haru tries to stand up and as he looked on the floor he saw a note that said going to the store soon be back.

haru checked his phone to see the time but instead he saw 30missed call's from kazuki

haru just stepped outside dialing kazuki on his phone trying to reach him back

Jakelyn came back from the store seeing kazuki standing on the sidewalk with haru talking

his eyes turns watery again and suddenly someone hugged him from behind

as he Jakelyn turns around he noticed who it was..

the red hair guy who he met yesterday approached him

why does it looks like your always about to cry? he said with a cute smile

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