Tiara is a beautiful normal high school student. She appears to be a calm and innocent

girl who keeps smiling all the time. No one can guess what she might be

thinking behind that smile of hers. But she has a secret which she does not

want to reveal even to her dearest friends. She appears to be a perfect smiling

doll all the time. But what is the secret that she is hiding behind that

charming smile of her?

Everyone thinks that she always been this perfect. She is not. She has an

imbalance in her life. She fell in love for the first time with someone

special. He loved and cared for her as if she was his treasure. But their fate

was cruel. The luck was not on their side. Her first love was erased from her

mind.

A GLIMPSE OF THE MAIN STORY:

“TIARA!!! Please! Come back! Don’t leave me alone!”

“I am so sorry, RAYBURN! But this is the best decision for both of our sake”

“Why? Why did you do this to me?” [Rayburn]  “You told me that you will never leave me!!! You promised me that you would accompany me till my death!! You lied to me”(tears)

“Sorry. I am so sorry!!!! Please understand me! We just can’t end up together. I love you very much! I will love you till the end of my life!! (screeches) That will never change. But we are not compatible with each other” (cries and runs away).

She gets on the car waiting for her downstairs and disappears into thin air. He searched for her throughout the country but could not find her. He was on the verge of losing his hope. He could never understand why she did that. She didn’t even give him a valid reason.

“I will not give up unless I find you”

CHANGE OF SCENE:

After 1 year,

“Rayburn!!! Guess what? I have got good news for you”

“It better be good news for you to call me during this hour!!” [Rayburn]

“Geez! Don’t worry you will be thankful to me for this news! I saw Tiara in France!! How is that?”

“………”  [Rayburn]  “.WHAT!!!”  “ I am on my next flight to France!!!”

CHANGE OF SCENE:

“Tiara!! What are you doing over there? Come and join us”

“I have to visit the Ladies’ restroom. You carry on with Larry. I will be back within

no time”[Tiara]

“ Hey! Do I know you? Please let go of my hand now!!”[Tiara]

“Are you still angry with me?”[Rayburn]

“Please excuse me, Mister! This is my first time meeting you! You must have mistaken me for someone else!  My hand hurts!”[Tiara]

“Hey, dude! She just told you to let go of her hand!”

CHANGE OF SCENE:

Meeting these people changed her life again. Will she embrace the future which she beholds in her path bravely? Or Would she prefer a more carefree life without worries instead? She finally meets him again.

"I know I am being selfish but please stay with me till the end of college” [Rayburn]

“Give me some time to think about it”[Tiara]

“I am sorry! I can’t do it anymore”

AUTHOR'S THOUGHTS:

Welcome to my new novel, dear readers! I hope everyone would like and

support my story. This is a romance-school life-teenage novel based on a beautiful girl's experience of her first love and how it changed her life forever. I will be narrating this novel from the character’s perspective. The main perspective is from Tiara. I won’t be mentioning Tiara’s perspective since it is obvious. I will mention the change of perspective in the chapter’s title. The content within the square brackets [ ] are for the reader’s reference for better understanding. Dialogues in single quotes takes place in perspective character’s mind.  Thank you for your support.

A fine Tuesday at Lazlo high school, France.

A weather which calms your mind and shivers your body. It is such a pleasant day.

The snowfalls started to cover the trees, footpaths and playground. It was the beginning of the winter season. The snow started to cover the roads and a light snowfall began.

The students were settling down in their classrooms as usual. The lunch break was about to be end soon. The students were chit - chatting in my classroom. There were few group discussions going on, about the preparations for the graduation ceremony festival initiated by the student council members.

But I was least bothered about all this turmoil happening in my class.

My name is Tiara. I am 18 years old. I am in my final year of my high school life. I transferred to Lazelo high school six months ago. Though I joined a month after the semester began. I adapted myself with the new environment very quickly. And I had been comfortably getting along with my classmates and coping up with my studies as well. I will be graduating high school in two months. I was trying to decide which specialised field I must enter after I complete my high school. I had so many collages on my mind.

But for now, I have been busy watching all the calming views of the snow-filled trees from the window of my class.

I have been observing a scene outside my window for a while.

There was a girl who was trying to catch and play with snow frosts using her gloves, under one of the snow-filled trees.

A boy is leaning against that tree and watching the girl with a smirk on his face.

They seemed to be in middle school judging from their uniforms and looks like they have a good relationship with each other too.

I have been in a daze ever since I started observing them after I finished my lunch. I seem to be trying to remember something from the pigments of my memory.

For some reason, I felt that it is something precious to me. I felt as if I am getting very close to it as if I could recollect that memory anytime yet I am unable to recall it.

I have been wondering what it might be for a long time now. I felt like it is so close to me yet too far from me.

On the other hand, another girl came into the scene under the tree. She seemed to be a friend of the girl playing with frost. She threw a snowball right at the other girl but the girl dodged it. Good for her. But the snowball hit right at the boy's face when she dodged it. Both the girls were shocked and tried to run away from that place towards their classrooms. The boy started throwing the snowballs randomly towards both of the girls.

They seem to be saying something to each other but I could not hear their conversation. I chuckled at their silly expressions.

That's when a flash of memory took over my mind.

Suddenly, a flash of memory came rushing to my mind.

In that memory, I saw a very handsome boy smirking at me.

We were standing under a tree. There was a swing attached to the tree. It was snowing. I was standing beside the swing.

The snow had covered his beautiful shiny hair. He was wearing a grey scarf around his neck.

His hands were on my face. He held my cheeks gently. His touch was very warm and smooth. His nose was touching mine.

He said softly with a warm and gentle voice " TIARA! ".

I started leaning onto him. I was staring at his face blankly for a while. I seem to have said something but I can't figure out what I said. Yet, I closed my eyes as if it is quite natural for me to do so. Then, he disappeared from that place. There were only snowfalls left.

Whenever I tried to recall that flash of memory, I could only recall his blurry image and I was unable to recall his name or identity. It was just like the dream I had been having for almost a month now.

"Is this really a part of my memory or have I started to hallucinate my dreams in the broad daylight ?"[Tiara mumbled]

"Is it due to my single status? "

I chuckled at my own thoughts.

"Maybe I am thinking too much. I think that this might be due to the stress from my part-time job."

"But I really do enjoy my job since it makes me feel less lonely"

I knew that I was just trying to reason with myself. Perhaps it's because I am a science major. Questioning and reasoning with myself is what I start doing unconsciously.I could only snap out of it after realizing that I started overthinking.

This was all due to my hyper imaginative power. But I don't remember how I got the power to imagine so much.

I always felt lonely as if I was missing someone. But I could not figure it out yet. I could not understand those feelings at all.

Anyways, I felt that it was better for me to do a job where I could witness people smiling happily to forget my problems. They also spoke to me in a very friendly and polite manner even if we met for the first time.

"Maybe it was all thanks to my appearance."

I closed my eyes and chuckled again.

I knew that I was just trying to deceive myself by thinking about work.

I also knew that the real problem started in the past month. I faced anxiety time and again.

It was because of this dreamlike memory. I was unable to confirm what it meant then.

So, I casually interpreted it as a dream. I tried to forget it. But every time I start believing that it's probably just a dream, it flashes into my mind like a memory.

"Maybe I must visit a psychologist. "

I sighed at my lost thoughts. The cool breeze refreshed my mind. I snapped out of my thoughts.