We met on the first of August , first day of school. Oh I loved him the moment I laid eyes on him. He was like a light shinning in a dark room. On the first I didn’t notice him. He was in the back while I sat infront. I didn’t want to turn back my head and see eyes on me. I was terrified of this new school. I turned around to see the time, there he was looking at me. I turned away. My heart stopped I couldn’t breathe for that momment. They say boys with J as their first letter are horrible but I also start with J. Wouldn’t it be two negatives make a positive ?? The very and only momment he talked to me so far was when it was club day. He talked to me . My friend who’s much more prettier , I thought he’d ask her for the club. He asked me . Me. I felt flustered . I kept blushing and stuttering when he asked me. He was so paitent with me.

I love him.

/fantasy made/?? Maybe.

what I wish I had with him..

Maybe this a experience I had ..

He couldn’t hear me when I was saying what club it was .. he leaned in and asked huh? I was sure I was red as a tomato . I was in disbelief that he asked me , instead of my gorgeous best friend . She had always been the star of the show. I asked her out of curiousity why didn’t he asked her , but me . She replied to me with it’s because your pretty . I giggled knowing my self esteem was low. I didn’t have my period 5 , that day I didn’t get to see him. I tried to find him in the crowd but he wasn’t there not even in the corner of my eye! I was disappointed . The school day went by slowly , well for me at least . I was just playing music with my AirPods in my ear sit instead of taking to classmates like others. School finally ended just waking to busses , I was sighing . I look up to the left , I see him . I happily walked to the left , waking behind him . I was so happy . Just like that he walked to his friends . I was sad the momment ended he probably thought I was a stalker I walked near the busses waiting for mine , disappointed he isn’t mine yet. My bestfriend came and sat next to me . I could daydream about her any day . She looked as pretty as a dove. So magestic , I love my bestfriend , but sometimes I envied her. I know it’s bad to envy someone but I couldn’t help it she had half of the guys falling for her. I can’t help but compare ourselves . I still love my bestfriend. It was a new day I wore my best fit since it was a Friday. I was surprised we kinda matched . We both had white shoes cargos and a white shirt . His looked like a light blue more . I was happy we looked like we were a couple ! The teacher told us to get up because we’re getting new seats I sat behind him . I mean 2 rows away and behind him. I mean still counts I could see him without turning my head back anymore. I kept looking at him. When he turned his head we made eye contact we both turned away. I was romantizing that momment .