"well, hi!

I'm ivory, or just, Iv <3

I'm a halftime student, halftime dancer and a fulltime crackhead.

as long as I'm not at school, there is, or there WAS only two places you could look for me:

1, at home, on my phone. or literally anywhere I can peacefully be on my phone.

2, with my little squad. it was me, Steve, Jake, Zed, Kim and Sam.

as you can see, I was the only girl with 4 boys. it never bothered me, but I always had some people who was always worried about me spending my life with a few boys.

'You know you can't trust the boy's in the generation'

'You should be careful'

'Yoh can't trust anyone no matter what'

'Blah blah blah'

But I never cared about these people coz' all that mattered for me was them.

I could never guess I would need one more person in my life the way I need them to be with me.

...that was until someone entered my life on my last birthday.

I never actually cared about my Birthday...

and yeah, it was more like it was meant to be the worst day of the year every single time.

but this year, I had a change of mind. I wanted to spend this Birthday with someone, anyone.

so I just packed up everything and went right over to my parents' place FIVE DAYS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.

it was going perfectly fine until...

[3 hours before the birthday-day]

my brother mentioned me getting another year older and for no reason mom joked that "and look at her, still staying with us even though she got a house of her own"

she was messing around. everyone laughed. I laughed too. but, well... uhm, I didn't take it well actually. it hurt me.

they went on chatting about it and also about my future and stuff. thanks to this conversation, within an hour, I left there.

well, I still wanted to spend my birthday with someone, so.i went our to where my grandma and uncle and his family stayed.

...just to realise that they were outside, meeting with grandma's sister.

with all my hopes taken away, I rode back to my place.

what a good day it was for me that even my daily internet also got exhausted.

it was like- no, it WAS the whole universe targetting me to cry on this Birthday too.

I just opened the large window in the bedroom and decided to stare at the moon until I'm sleepy.

but it was until someone knocked on my door.

I decided to pretend like I'm sleeping but then I heard the familiar voices coming from downstairs. without wasting another second, I ran down to open the door.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH!!" Screamed the 4 crackheads infront of me.

even before I knew, I was trapped in a hug. three giants hugging me from my sides and behind me and a short cotton ball hugging me from my front