Hi, my name is Vani

Just like every 26-year-old Indian woman ...

Even I have romantic dreams...

Those which are based on Bollywood movies and Hollywood fairy tale

A prince would arrive and take me away from the noisy world.

But I never thought my prince could be a princess too!

No, I am not a lesbian and I always liked men.

Thanks to the Bollywood wiring in my brain

* A guy and a girl can never be friends...

But one day had an unexpected moment with my best friend Janki(Juju)

While watching a Bollywood movie we reached the popcorn bowl together.

And the way it brushed we had butterflies.

Which were never there and my attraction toward men never decreased?

I used to have whistles while looking at a hot guy

My heart also fluttered looking at a cute girl...

Did I like both men and women?

AM I BISEXUAL ???

the journey of this becoming a statement was long...

To break all Bollywood norms and that I fall in love with a person...

Not with the gender... It was not easy accepting this...

And if that was not easy for me then my Indian mom, who took care of the house

How hard is it for her to get it?

I think it is time for me to tell her about me...

MOM; You are 26. Have you thought about marriage?

Are you looking or have any or should I look for it?

you have been smart from a young age...

After dad left you have taken care of all the expenses at home

Do one thing...just one more smart thing

Find a nice guy for yourself.

there must be someone in your friend's circle and office ,

you know I think modern so anyone you get am fine...

And if not... Just leave it and close it come...

Hold this

I was saying if you have not found any then I know one nice guy...

You know he is sharma's uncle's relative ?

I found him at the temple 2 days back .

He fell on my feet and said hi!!

I lost my mind that he is sweet and he is homely..so I found out

What if I liked women? I replied calmly

Mom : What you are lasagna?

Me : lasagna?

Mom : The same thing when women and women,

OMG, you are LGTV! 😱 mom shouted out

Me : That is not LGTV but LGBTQ...

I am not a lesbian but bi...

Mom : Bye to you too...Every time I speak of marriage you say this and change the topic.

Me : This is not bye-bye..it is bisexual bi...

Mom : You are sexual?

You have done it all?

OMG, where did I go wrong?

Me : Mom, LGBTQ bi...

Mom : What is that?

Okay...so bi is that you like both men and women?

oh, so you are con fused?

Tell me what are the symptoms of this?

Do you feel dizzy and does your stomach feel clean well?

Mom !! This is not a physical problem! I replied

I was almost frustrated 🤕

Mom : So a mental problem??

oh that you say right... #mentalhealth problem...

Mom : Oh listen,

I was always around you so when did this happen?"

At Night mom

Listen... Neither did you teach me nor did mom and now I learn new things,

I will just go ask anyways...

Vani... Vani get up!

Your words confused me and that got me tensed up.

J am unable to sleep and what is this new disease...

Me : 🙄🙄

Mom : Okay, fine not a disease....just listen to me....

So listen...if you were lasagna,

That's lesbian... mom 😡😠

Mom : If you were, it is hard to accept but I would understand it though right?

But this data is very confusing.

tata?

The hindi of bye..tata

Mom is that is bi...BI

L-G-B-T-Q Lesbian, bisecual, trans..

Mom : TQ, why are you doing this? Just tell me if you are bringing a guy or a girl home.

Bye mom I not gonna say anything else Bye ....

Mom : Which one...Bi or bye?

Me : B... Y ... E ..

Mom : Oh god, she is so naughty.) am tensed and she does not care.

Bye and switch off the light yourself.

Next day morning.. At the time of breakfast

Mom : We have decided to not let you be bi.

What do you think? it is in my hands or yours that I am bi? It is natural and neither can you do anything nor can!

I said coldly and paying more attention to my food....

Mom : We can do one thing right...this is there.

What is the need to tell your friends and other people?

Can you not keep it to yourself?

And one more thing...do whatever you want to before marriage.

I will do as many prayers as I want...

Okay? Oh god while getting married..make her fall for a guy...

So we do not look abnormal in front of everyone...) only ask for this

You think I have not prayed for this...

When I realised I was bi. I thought of removing these thoughts from my head....