➯It was late the winters night a cold one it was really cold I was trying to sleep but something was bothering me I was thinking about all these childrens who lost their parents in war they had became orphans I was thinking about their feelings and stuff how they feel .. Does this small orphans gives them enough? I asked myself I took deep breath then sigh I felt bad for them as it was my fault as I killed thier parents . My heart can not take this pain I want to give them a world.. But I can not I have my own stufs as well I need to prepare the funeral for my own little angels I stopped and started crying I stood up looked at sky and snow "sorry angel I hope thers not cold I hope that Jesus is giving u sweet warm hugs I miss you so much am so sorry for failing at protecting you"- my words were cut off when I heard loud knocking on orphanages door it was loud and scary as I came and opened the door I saw a girl she was cold as ice she was knocked out her hair was dark brown and at the bottom of her head her hair was bright red I couldn't believe my eyes this girl looked as she was kissed by some sort of dark magic ..... I took her in my arm and pull her in, I put her close to fire and cover her with blanket... as I came closer I saw a beautiful golden necklace with emerald crystal on it I took it and turn it.. on the back was written Madeline... I knew it was her name but something was off so I put that necklace in my pocket and put the child on the bed and waited till morning to call a doctor and see where she's from.

The morning came the girl was already up she was sitting by windows on the floor she had beautiful black eyes they were so dark that u could see urself in them it was scary how she looked out of the window she didn't had any emotions she barley blinked when I entered in the room she returned to me and asked me with her sweet voice who I was, where she was .... I didn't know how to reply I sat next to her and asked for her name.. she started at me for one minutes and replied by shaking her head in no answer looking down and saying "I don't know" I looked at her and I called the doctor.. "Don't worry sweetie u will be alright and everything's fine ur safe here " I gave her to eat a breakfast while waiting for doctor to came...

When he came the doctor checked everything she was healthy but it seems as she has lost her memory.. when the doctor left the orphanagei saw the girl watching at the painting of roses and the way she looked at the was soo deep and it maked me want to cry I came by her side and asked them " do u like the painting? " she replied by saying "Roses are pretty they are red as the blood, and the vase is pale as the snow with, blue lines as the waves , it's beautiful but sad the painting looks like it have a message for us and I don't know I feel like I saw it somewhere before" I just started at every detail she said and I never noticed that how she did I return and looked at her face and said " Rosette your name it suits you plus you like roses right? " she replied "I like that name and I like roses as well" then I asked again " darling do u remember ur age or something more then just a roses painting? " she looked at me then back at the painting it took about 2 minutes before she talked " am 6 years old and I live where ocean is " I couldn't understand much of what she was telling me about the ocean but ig she was living near by.... I didn't wanted to ask more .

3 years passed the royals guards came to orphan and asked for a smart kid that can read, write, that is polite and beautiful.

they maked a test so evry kid can do it and see who would they take with them I was so scared that they would take Rosette with them, I tried to hide her by sending her to buy some stuffs as snacks but she came at the end of the test and I was scared since I told the guards that these 7 children were only in this orphans guards were nice and they let go of it by saying tomorrow morning when sun rises we want this kid to be prepared with her stuff she will be leaving for England by 12h 00 . After saying that they just left Rosette came and asked me " Auntie why the Royals guards were here and I don't wanna go with them I want to stay here"

I replied "am sorry my dear but you have to you will be okay " night came so fast and I was looking at the necklace I found on Rosette when she came I couldn't keep this with me .. If guards would find this at mine place they would asked how I have this plus not everyone can have this jewelry that has crystal on them and made of gold.... I called Rosette in my room and explained her everything and by the end I gave her the necklace and asked her to keep it with her and take care of it and never let go.... " Why " was the only word coming from her mouth I didn't know what to reply so I put it around her neck and said " Take care of it don't let go of it please take care of this necklace and ur self ther must be reason why the necklace was on you when you came "

The morning came before sunrise I packed her stuff and we waited for the guards.. When they came I give The biggest hug to Rosette and asked her to take care of herself and like that I pushed her away and close the door as they left I couldn't stand anymore at my feets my heart was heavier then ever I started crying and couldn't stop she reminds me of my death child so much that I couldn't let her go but I needed. "I failed again"

-At palace -

\=Rosette's POV\=

this place is big I wonder why I am here 4 strange ladies welcomed me and put a beautiful blue brown dress on me and said that I will have a breakfast with king of France I still don't understand what's going on and I want to go home but ig I don't have one I miss auntie now we would probably make our own breakfast together and take sheeps out, but ig this is how it is... " this way young lady " we entered in a big room with a big table and many paintings with many guards they welcomed me and then the king was coming I stood up and put my head down.. the king laughed and said "dear it's okay feel as in ur own home do u know why are u here " I waited for the moment then guards gave me the sign to sit down and talk normally as I would.. "Your majesty I really don't know why I am here nor what's going on if u don't mind I want to know reasons why I am here and a explanation for what's going on " the king laughed sweetly and looked at me " You will know everything when the times comes but first let me say this you will be having new friend around your age technically my son u will be he's company I want him to lern from someone like him how old are u sweetheart? " am going to be a company to he's son?! do I look like an animal???? what huh I don't like this but still I have to show my manners after all am talking to the king "I am 8 years old Your majesty" he replied "Oh your younger 3 years then my son hmh do you know how to write and read? " Is he making fun of me??? " yes your majesty I know how to read and write " he looked at me surprised we didn't talk much we are and he said stuff as I trust you and I believe you can change my sons behavior and make him happy I promise you when you turn 20 you will get your money and a great house that you call home. I am happy for that and am glad that I will be with King's son and that I will have more study then I already did I want to explore the world and to paint I will be helping the young prince and I can study with him am so happy for that... But my aunt am so sad that I won't be seeing her I hope she's doing alright....

-FEW HOURS LATER-

-"Welcome to England Miss Rosette "

they welcomed me and we started going to the Queen's palace they were all so kind and sweet with me I felt safe.. after few minutes we came to her palace I was again welcomed sweetly and nicely I had dinner with Queen and her son .. wellll he wasn't the best person I saw he was all messy and funny and active he never stopped running I always wondered where that energy is coming from when j came the first thing he asked was "WOAH HHH YOUR BEAUTIFUL MY NAME IS ARTHUR CALL ME ARTHY WANA PLAY?? " It scared me but on other hand he's mom was soft tipe of person kind and sweet I wonder why king and queen lives separately.... But that's not mine business .. fee days passed Arthur still same but I found him cute we came close by just 2 days we would play study together everything he started reading and writing even though he was 11 we would play all morning then at evening studying and reading books for me was fun but to him a little bit boring then we started acting as the books2 were written and playing about it that's how he learned to be honest I never had this fun am glad I have him as the friend.... Years passed Arthur now is 16 and am 13 we are still close but he became a little bit you know more teens stuff he is more interested in girls and always asking me for my opinion but he still has hes funny side he would always be rejected by girls in our neighborhood bc he was kind of jerk to them to me he was totally fine... it was fun all these years with him till today queen called him and they had long conversation that I was not supposed to hear but when I saw crying face on him I knew it all already He's dad want him to come to France to spend time with them and to study there k was heartbroken I don't want him to go... I followed him to he's room and when I entered in it he started crying then hugged me by saying "I don't want to leave you here I want you to go with me I barely know anything about my dads family am scared" I comforted him and I thought he will be there for few months but he will be there for 3 years?! I was speechless but still comforted him. He packed he's stuff and went to sleep , I did as well tomorrow morning I couldn't say goodbye cz I was already crying by seeing him leave the gates of palace the queen comforted me whole day but I have to work on myself I need to be strong I need to get smarter.

-Three Long years have passed, I have gotten older and more beautiful and way more smarter... In England I was already teaching kids in school's .. How to write read and maths.. And all of that by just having sixteen years old. Today was a special day The prince Arthur is coming back, me and the British queen are very excited of his coming back we wrote each other letters of every month ,what were we doing , but this one year he stopped replying to me ,I don't know why? But am so glad he's back I have so much to tell him about.

⪻12h later⪼

-Gates are opening the horses are coming in . I wore a beautiful brown dress with red on it it was so beautiful . When he came out of the cabinet he was so muscular strong and handsome but something was off with him and there was second person with him it was a boy with a long dark hair and smokey eyes he was like a handsome devil a knight a rescuer.

They came closer and I bowed with my respect so did they, the person next to Arthur glances at me and smirked! *did he actually smirked on my face what a jerk* Arthur was so calm kinda boring if u ask me he didn't even looked at me once! I was disappointed and felt disgusting.. "hello mother and hi madeline am back , I excuse myself though my absence and for stopping sending you messages Madeline this year I was quite bussy working on my self and building up my relationship with my step mother and my step brother, Alexander please introduce urself to my Mother and my company " he said that with a serious tone of voice and he was so calm and so boring and his sweet funny British accent VANISHED?! again I was disappointed and disgusted TWICE?! "Hello my dear step mother and you what was your name oh yeah made-in lines? " My mind was blowing but I just laughed it off and replayed sweetly "Madeline nice to meet you Alexander" with all of that we went into the castell and ate the lunch, later on we went into our beautiful big green garden where we ate some snacks and drank a cup of tea .(soo British ngl)

later on we started talking about our progress. That guy Alexander didn't even stopped mocking me he just talked about how it stupid it was of me being best woman teachers at young age and not working on marriage or why I wasn't thier clean house keeper.. But of course Queen was protecting me and saying that I was way smarter then any of em and that when she dies that she would like to give her royalty to me . Of course I couldn't do that because I wasn't blue blooded. Arthur was quite since he didn't get any of chance talking since he's step brother was bussy talking of how handsome he was, I tried asking him about his love life but he simply replayed " For your answer's am not interested in you.. I have my option,and my way to follow am sorry Madeline but I don't like you nor find u interesting.. we're not kids anymore play like an adult now am so disappointed in you Madeline I thought you changed but not even a little bit.. " I was shocked I didn't even asked him that did he Missundrstood?! Probably thats it , but even if I asked I feel so sad and I want to burst my tears out.. I wanted to stood up and go to my room but he did first so if I do he'll think I follow him we don't want any miss understanding anymore, right? So I just went to royals library, my favorite place to hangout when am sad.. when I came in it I found Alexander going through my book! "HEYYY that's mine didn't you learned any polite stuff in France how rude of -" I couldn't finish my sentence he grabbed my hands and put em on the tabel he was top on me and he smirked again and lowered his voice while talking in my ear "why are you so interested in my younger brother while he's older one is so interested in you can't you see am in love with you by the way our love stuff should stay between me and you no one else should know about this.... right princess? " I pushed him away and yelled at him "Firstly am not your princess and secondly get away from me you psychopath don't play with my business-" suddenly Arthur came in and yelled at both of us to keep our game away from royals duty and his castle he was so cold telling that but Alexander seemed like he doesn't give a damn about what Arthur said it was scary I just took my book and stayed away from both of em by staying in my room eating alone and avoiding everyone including one person that have my heart the Queen she was the only one that could understand me. Some time have passed the Queen has sent a letter to a king of Spain asking the hand of his daughter to her son.

Alexander keeps tasting me about it but I try to ignore it .

today It was just like any day I was Teaching kids to read and write . My class was distributed by Alexander he came in and said that me and him have a duty to accomplish. we had to go in northern side of England to bring something to our queen or trip is gona be kinda long so I have to prepare myself mentally and physically to accomplish this task I have maked my favorite hairstyle(pigtailswith braids) with my small brown white dress and some cute glases. I took my favorite book with me, a pencil and my journal to write in evey details I love.

I was sitting next to Alexander and it was quite awkward cause he would always peek on me or ask me stupid question to mock me he was some kind of first-class bully hahaha what a drag . Thanks to him our trip to northern England was long as 10 years but thanks god we made it we went into side pharmacy to take some herbs best make up products skin care stuff and white pouder and some beautiful accessories for our beloved queen after taking all of that and paying for it we went into mountains so I can take some herbs by myself since I educate and experiment with them. Actually that's quite dangerous for a woman to do since of the witch cod and getting killed, I actually can do it since I have royals with me so they give me thier primiton to play with science.

We went back to our destination and The Queen was so happy it always makes me smile to see her happy we also got a reply from a king of Spain! I can't wait to hear what does he say!

We are all in the big room surrendered by bookshelfs and many other fancy things Queen was sitting in her chair we were also close by, Queen has opened the letter and didn't wanted to read out loud, I thought the king of Spain had said no so I Emedatly looked at Arthur but he was cold as ice hi didn't even blink twice! he was scary and pale but he didn't seem bothered by any of it. Then Queens face lifted up and she said "Our request has been approved, the Princess want to see both Princes " to be honest if u ask me that was somehow a little bit I don't know it's just not what I would write if I was that king of Spain but all right. The Queen has ordered a ship with guards, and she wants me to go with em so I can navigate the boat and take care of boys and be her journalist, That would be nice I will see new stuff am so happy we will be leaving tomorrow so we have to get prepared.

__________________________end ofchapter 2.