what is love ? what does it feel like to be in love? This were the two questions that needed answers in my life . Everyone thinks that so what if no one loves you , you still have your mom and dad but it's just not the case I am just hated by everyone around. Love was never a consideration to my parents when it comes to me it's just responsibility.

They act like they must be responsible for what mistakes they have done around and suddenly change around my small brother. They love him so much. When I was young my father's had a company, it was a partnership with his friend.

Later his friends took all the money a ran away while my father Was the one who had to pay all debts. My parents were always abroad I was left at my grandparents house I was quite happy there I was always writting letters to my mom asking them when will they come back I never got a reply. After few months I have heard that I had a little brother I was jealous because he had mom next to him all the time while I didn't .

One day my parents came back I was very happy o asked my mom of my letter was good she said that it was so good that she kept it on the refrigerator , I was so happy I immediately ran to my room to write another letter grabbed what ever I and started drawing I made a beautiful letter and ran to have it to mom when I heard my grandfather shouting on my mother asking why don't you reply to her letters she had written so many couldn't you reply once. My mom said that she couldn't give me a false hope that she would come back or loved her I was shocked I immediately tore the letter which was in my hand and ran to my room weeping .

From that moment I stared studying so hard that I came grade frist and got an all nations first rank in 10 grade. when I got my report card had come I ran t I'll my house to show it to my mom when I heard my brother asking her that did she take me to parties when I was young, I never went to parties I did not know the reason myself, I was soon shocked hearing my mother's answer she said your sister failed 2 grade so I couldn't take her to parties as I would feel ashamed.

That's the moment I realised that what a fool I was to think that my mom would love me if I studied hard I never spoke to my mom again the way I used to I did even tell her my grades . Next day when my photo came in newspaper she asked why didn't you tell I said I didn't want to. I never stopped studying hard because that's the only way I could get away .

Now I am the the CEO of Asia's top five companies and and my brother is a famous celebrity at least he is the only one I talk to from my family we have good relationship but does not include love only RESPONSIBILITY.

Sorry I have even told my name I am Veronica and am 26 years old I know I am young to be a CEO but thanks to my good grades that my first position was vice president and got promoted.

Now my parents force my to marry ROBERT UDOLF the CEO of UDOLF group of industries because that have made a contract before without my notice. I am not a person who would marry him so easily but the contract was such a mess that 25% of classy shares were transferred to his name I am mostly careful but even I don't know how did he manage to get those shares now I have to get married and leave my last hope of being loved because he is a playboy and a devil with no heart but only with long di*k .

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my usual morning routine begins at 5am in weekends and weekdays, I have INSOMNIA a sleeping disorder so I can't sleep well it has been almost 10years since I slept peacefully . My mom doesn't know about it and I don't live with them.

SATURDAY Morning

i woke at 4:30 today my insomnia is getting worse the highest I can sleep is 2 hrs or Max 3 hrs I will literally give my body and soul to the person who can cure my disorder . I go for my workout after I get up i spend 3hrs in my gym so I can tire my self out .

I looked at the clock it's 9:00 by the time I had finished my bathing and breakfast . GRRRRR GRRRRRR my phone rang I looked at it was my mom, I picked it up

" you have dinner plans today with Robert today, make time for it and wear something sexy " she said as I picked my phone

no need I will talk to him about it , if you have his number give or I will ask my secretary I said .

"can't you listen to your mother for once in your life I am telling this because I care about you " she said

CARE , ABOUT ME SUCH A JOKE WHERE WAS SHE WHEN I NEEDED HER THE MOST , WHERE WAS SHE WHEN FATHER WAS D...........

haaaaa haaaaa mom since when have you been so good jokes just stop I feel like I will die laughing I replied laughing loudly and cut the call.

" when are you going to stop being like this " I heard a familiar voice from behind. I turned behind to look it was DRAKE - he is the one and only friend in my life, I one I trust the most he knows everything we were friends from college. Now he is the top singer and idol. We both were of the same age, every Saturday we both watch kdrams together .

" Veronica, how long " he asked as he placed ice cream on my dinning table

"what " I asked

" how long will you push your mom away can't you at least try once again " he asked me

"it has been 10years since I lost the person who was most close to my heart and it has been 10years since anyone greeted me good morning and good night with love and care or atleast with a smile on their face after knowing all that happened in the past don't speak to me like that " I told him

" will you hit me if I hug you right now .........like a brother" he asked with puppy eyes

"No just not until you are just friend and a brother " I said with small smile

after hearing that Drake gave me a warm hug "sorry sis I will never talk to you again like .........but I am sad I greet you good morning and good night "he said pulling back form the hug

I chuckled and said of course you have by anyone I ment someone other than you like mom or the one who claims to be my own brother, I said pulling his cheeks

"right I got Roberts number I heard you asking asking your mom " he handed his phone

" you know him " I asked

"hmmmm I know everyone " he said with a wink

I giggled and called Robert from my phone :-

" hi Veronica " he said

" you have my number " me

" hmm aunty gave me " he said

"OK anyway I can't make it to the dinner I have plans " me

"oh how about lunch " he said

" NO " me

"I just wanted to talk about the marriage and company stuff " he said

" OK I can make time for a cup of coffee "me

"so at chocolate room at 11:00" me

"sounds good" he said and hung up the call

'' so how is he" i asked Drake while taking my ice cream out .

'' who" he said licking the ice cream

''ROBERT'' I replied

''ahhh some one paying attention huh . Do you like him or something "he asked LOOKING at me

I have him a flare with which he shut up

''sorry" he said

''words , boy "I asked him again

''ok , to be frank he is just like you, remember when I first met you you were as cold as ice and as hot as devil , introvert type savage bossy powerful mean girl type , he is just like that ." He replied

I immediately got up from my chair a gave one on his head

''ouucch that hurts" he exclaimed

''were you describing him or scolding me" I asked him

''I don't have guts to scold you I was describing him" he said rubbing his head

''hmm , anyway I am meeting him at 11:00 in chocolate room"- me

''ohhh you should were something casual but attractive" he said

what do you mean me

''Ok i will tell you what to wear, wear a white t shirt and torn jeans , hair you either wear a half pony or messed ponytail, make sure you wear some lip gloss and eyeliner no foundation and wear short shops no he is or girly stuff " he said

''o_O...k" I said and did the same thing as he told me to do , after thirty min I came out .

''classic "he said showing a thumps up

''Thanks and bye see you later" I said and left

CHOCOLATE ROOM

It was 10:55 when I entered the cafe , my eyes were searching for him , suddenly I SAW I beautiful sight . A saw a man entering the cafe he was wearing a white full sleeved short tucked inside his black pant and had a sleeveless black coat , it was v shaped in the front . The whole costume was fitting him perfectly. He looked at me with a face void of expressions and started walking towards and then I observed his face he had blue eyes , long eyelash, thick brows and a perfect jawline and his hair out god no need to talk . He looked so handsome and yes.... He was ROBERT

ROBERT P.O.V.

I entered the cafe where veronica and me are supposed to meet . As I entered I saw a women LOOKING at me .She wore a perfect fit white shirt and black toren jeans he wore and messed ponytail her hairs were falling perfectly on her face .Her dress was not sexy like the other women who I met it was casual yet attractive and elevated her curves perfectly just perfect . As I came closer I observed her face she had hazel coloured eyes and had long eyelashes and perfectly arched brows, she had a peach gloss on her lips and eyeliner nothing else not even foundation . She was so beautiful just like an angle and yes.......it was veronica

VERONICAS P.O.V

''VERONICA "he asked as he came forward to give a shake hand

''hmm hi Robert I said and we both sat on the table next to us.

''so what did you want to talk about" I asked him straight

''nothing , I just wanted to make a contract about the marriage , I actually wanted to talk to you about the shares and the marriage" he said with a cold expression

''you look quite desent to be a playboy" I told him

''I am not particularly a playboy women are just like flowers I only like them until they SMELL good , and most of the time women are the one who throw theirselfs on me . Ans i am not a bad person so i dont reject" .He replied

''hmm , anyway what would you like to have: I asked him

''espresso "he said

''Ok "I will get the order me

FIVE MIN LATER

I brought myself a ginger tea too health right can't help I have insomnia . I went to the table and sat down he was looking into his phone .

'' so continue with want you want to say " I said and sipped my tea

'' i actually wanted shares in your company mostly taking it over because it's gives me the toughest competion in the stock market but ended up in marriage because my mom likes you so ...... I want to give her what ever she wants "

I seriously had no other choice but to shutting my mouth and sitting there he had my shares *****er

'' I am listening " i said

'' so thats all but there is a catch of you fall in love with then you can't break off the marriage as we are were already martued we shall work in cooperation what do you say" he said

''Ok" I said and finished my tea

''Good, then meet you on Monday come to my office" he said

''sorry I am not our servant you can't order me I will come but when I want "

said and left.