I fell in love with a person who gave me most beautiful moment but who knows the moment when I wish to die is also because of him....

I learn every fighting skill to kill the person who were the reason for my parents dead but who knows that person could become my life.

when I was trying to kill him he gave the most precious gift "my and his child" ..

so I decided if I cannot live with him , I will at

least live with our memories.

I leave him alive because I don't want my child to know he has no father but I cannot stay with his father who is a playboy and who knows if I tell him will he belief me that he has a child, no he suspect everyone he never loved love me , to him I was just a pawn from beginning to end he only used me. I fell in love with a man who has no heart. I thought that I will kill him and then myself but that morning I found I was pregnant .I have no other choice but to leave the country and never come back .

I went to America , I got a job . i live in peace for 9 years untill one day I was transfer back to my home country....

every one has dreams , I also used to have many but they all vanish one by one......

when I was child I used to dream of making my parents proud of me but when there are no parents left whom will you make proud,

when I came to know about my parents dead I was like I should not live any more but the reason my parents died was a person I tried to avenge my parents dead by killing that person my life turns upside down!!!!

now the reason I, Xiao Ren is living is because of my six years old child Ren xialou

my only reason of living is protecting him from his father Chen Lou .

what should I do I am transfer back to my country . I ask jian rou to cancel my transfer but it could take a month untill then I have to work there.god save me .

( jian rou is my boss and also my friend. me,jian rou and Chou Hani my best friend are transfer there )

what should I do ? should I go there or just let my job go? my son is more important and his choice .......I think I should go because there is a rise of salary and it is only for one month.

I know he is a playboy and there is no surprise he may forget about me.

After some time I booked a ticket for me ,

xialou don't need to go it is only for a month

he can stay with meimei (she is also my best friend , she is very silent and good in every thing she do. me,meimei,xialou and Choi hani

we four live together . we all share all our secret , they all know about Chen lou.

Next day !!!

we went to airport . after 2 hour of flight , we reach the country.

first me and Choi went to hotel to check in.

Next morning me and Choi went to office for registration .

after registration I sat at my chair for some time and our new president gave me a file to give it to our CEO . when I reach in front of CEOs office , I heard some noise and the sound some how felt fimilar . I open the door to take a peek and I would not believe the person I saw but what he was doing was the thing he would always do flattering with a girl

and the person was none other than Chen lou.

I have always known I would see this but still seeing it make me cry , I don't know why I still love him .....

I run away and I came into a room which look like a store room to me . I could do nothing but to cry and think if it was just a dream why? did I even meet him .why? i did I come back to this city. why? did i.......come in this world . if I sleep and open my eyes will of this will be gone?